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a date during the afternoon
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waiting for matthew to come home from work....... just ate dinner and now relaxing until he comes on
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Wishin' I had someone to cuddle with through the cold weather! BOOOO :(
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How can I deal effectively as a queer with conflicting alliances and contribute to positive results? One of those internal conflicts that just seems to come up time and time again. I hope someday, I am at peace with this, but not if that means I am not challenged to learn new things and put them together for myself in some significant way.
LOL.. my Mom was right, I complicate the shit out of things! :blink: |
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Visiting Portland's Forest Park. There's a show on PBS about it right now. I wanna go there!!!
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Its a little chilly tonight here in Arlington but I wanna snuggle and for tonight Simon just isnt cutting it... :(
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Except I don't like that selfish, rogue mountain bikers are creating their own trails in parks. Grr...
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The wine has been cracked open.
The iPod is on. The bestie is here. We are about to get the rest of these boxes packed! Ready, set, ....go! |
My 2nd T shot tomorrow, and her :stillheart:
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worried about a friend and their parents....
worried about another friend and his mother... worried about Gramma "D" in Virginia... worried about my nieces and brother... worried about my best friend who really needs a break... Wish I could take their stress and worries away. |
Friday at last! This has been a very strange week for me; filled with late arrivals home nearly every night; wierdness at work; just about everything in my little corner of the Universe has been off balance; struggling to keep my sense of humour and not let it get to me too much...
New moon tonight means new beginnings; a time to let go... |
a lot of emotion - a lot of opening up and truly letting someone in to this heart of mine, something i've never quite done before - and a whole lot of smiling!
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I applied for a job I really want. I hope I hear from them! It would be an awesome job for me.
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Wooooo Hoooooo!! The weekend is here and I am getting ready to meet a whole SLEW of new people! I am going to a dance tomorrow night and then to an MCC church with a friend on Sunday! I am ready to meet some new, positive, fun people!
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too much painful old crap...a long list of all that still needs to be done...wishing I could go to breakfast with Annie...just tired, not physically, but emotionally drained and feeling like it doesn't matter what I do cuz it's never good enough anyway...crappy crappy crap...ugh
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How to make things change..... for the better.
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BRRRRRR.. cold and rainy day!
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i'm dying for a smoke
pack of marlboro light 72's please |
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Do I get Mommy Brownie Points for figuring out how to sink the new controller to the wii so they can both play at the same time and wont spend so much time fighting over whose turn it is?
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We are experiencing some serious snuggle weather ... Sure wish I had some arms wrapped around me to help enjoy it. That's okay, one day. :) |
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It'll happen when it's meant to and with whom it's meant to!! I have to hang on to the belief that there is someone great out there for me and that one day we'll find eachother and be in a place where we can accept, cherish and help nourish what we have. I deserve this. You deserve this. Always hang on to that belief. |
i always get so grumpy on sunday nights - I don't want to go back to work in the morning. I wish I could just ride off into the sunrise and be done. The lottery gods need to smile on me, so i can be a lazy good for nothing bastard for a while. :)
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my ability to let go of my father's alcoholism...i love my father, but spent way too many years trying to save him - although i still feel a guilt some (or maybe some anger..), it gets better with each day...only he can help himself..
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Listening to a discussion about the book George W. Bush just put out. They were talking about some excerpts from it. One that really struck me was, "I had a love affair with alcohol." and goes on that his ability to run this country was not affected by it. The way I see it, if it didn't effect his ability, that statement just proves he wasn't right for the job in the first place. Maybe, for real, what this country needs now is a few Al Anon meetings. So many of us were hurt and negatively impacted by his "ability", many don't know where to start with it.
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So I'm going to go to Border's today and do just that...... I'm a rebel...and I'll never be any good. :eyebat: |
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going to the eye doctor after work :\
I do not want glasses!! :o |
I went to the dr, I have a concussion and the doctor said I bruised my brain pretty bad I am luck I didnt fracture my skull.
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:chef2: Gonna be making two of my delicious pizzas in an hour or so. A pepperoni and an italian sweet sausage... :sunglass:
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Filled out a few applications for work today
Some have to be done online and I'll do those, too I'm going to register at a couple of employment agencies because I see a few listed in the town I'm looking for work in I'm keeping a positive attitude and praying As always, hoping for the best possible outcome |
OMG, my friends 9 year old came home with 3rd grade math and both of us were lost in the questions. One was really a problem because I thought it should be solved using algebra but the boy is only learning addition and subtraction right now. It's no wonder that parents can't help their children with homework these days.
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Should I or should I not?
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I'm looking for job too in the healthcare field which should be easy but not so!! Looking in places where there is a warmer climate...
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