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heavy on my mind is my employment situation, or lack thereof.
Been a year since I was laid off... and but for the graces of an angel watching over me, and unemployment- we've been ok, I pound the pavement, I hit the internet, I hit Job Services through the unemployment office- and there's still nothing there... on my mind is what the hell is gonna happen when I exhaust my benefits? Why is it that an intelligent woman, who used to be a General Manager for a 200+ room hotel and been in that profession for 20+ years, cannot even get a job offer from even a nationally known fast food chain, a 5star hotel in Paris, or anything in between??? heavy on my mind.... yeah. |
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I lost my career and life from a trauma. I'm on disability and I'm lucky compared to the 14 million out of work. One of my best friends is also my representative payee..an astute businesswoman who tells me this all the time. All you can do is keep trying, or maybe be more inventive on how and what you present, or in what you're looking for. I don't have the answers. But it's not you, trust me. My life faded from 18 years of keeping trauma supressed until it nearly killed me. I'm going through facing it all over and there's no guarantee that I will ever recoup my losses, and there are many. Good luck and don't be disheartened. You're among millions...even among many executives who've lost everything. Look up the story about the exec who made a couple of hundred-thou a year and now works behind the counter at Starbucks. The country is so fucked up and the plight is reality. |
Prince Willie's engagement to Kate Middleton. They may call her a "commoner" but man is she gorgeous.
http://news.yahoo.com/nphotos/Kate-M...0katemiddleton |
Thinking that I just baked the best cheesecake I ever have :) YUMMY!!!!
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That My BFF was dead on right and I should listen to her more often. She is the bomb. (f)
ps. you really are channeling NeNe. that is all. |
I'm losing my fucking mind!!!!! :explode::explode::explode::explode:
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My sister..........and all the loving, positive thoughts for her today!
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Getting rid of this pain in my back and kneck...
Early shift tomorrow and Im so ready to tell my boss off... But Im thankful for my job but somtimes |
Money...er....the lack of it.
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A Funeral... Tomorrow I will be riding along with my dad as we escort a young man to his final resting place... We have just been informed that West Borough Baptist Church is sending protesters... Please send angels to watch over us as we make this journey to Honor one of our Fallen Soldiers... We have chosen to go ahead and ride the motorcycles even though the weather forecast is calling for snow up to 6 inches if not more as we climb higher in elevation... I am taking my camera with me... I have included the link to the young mans home coming which I was told was a truly awe inspiring... http://www.gjsentinel.com You may have to scroll down to read about him, his name was Cpl. Aaron Cruttenden's he left behind a daughter... |
Yesterday one of my friends, her son and I were walking though a Wal Mart in Sherwood when a friend of hers stopped her to say hi. Anyhow, her friend is in charge of personnel there and told me if I put my app in for her store and then call her to let her know, I could work there in automotive. Which would put me in my field of expertise. The only down side is that this Wal Mart is a 35 minute ride on a desolate road. I never asked the woman what the pay was, but decided if I don't find something by weeks end, I'm going to have to take what she offered because I really need to start earning money.
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Now we're down to the wire. They said last Monday that they hoped to have all the interviews done last week and would start making decisions the beginning of this week and contact us later in the week. So now we start into 'later in the week'. Patience, patience, patience....man I REALLY want this job...and not just for the money.
*breathe* *breathe* *breathe* A |
Finally got it all off of my chest...Feels damn good! Regardless of the outcome!
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Some relief from back pain today a co worker gave my back a work over. She said that my shoulder area felt really hard and tense. So, she helped. At least I am not in tears right now. Even though it still hurts a little
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Heat
Okay I just realized how cold it was, and that, i need to burn one those clearning logs.
And I need to tell my parents that I am getting a dog, anybody know anything about a yorkiepoo? |
Scratch off lottery tickets....3 winning ones....:blink:
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I posted pictures on my FB... What a very emotional day... Thank you everyone who thanked me. Quote:
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A HUGE, exciting, positive opportunity tomorrow.... Actually, 3 opportunities, but one of them is my favorite...the other 2 are just fall-backs in case the first doesn't work out. I've been going stir crazy with worry lately (what's new? some say that's my personality and I worry too much!); but after speaking to someone very sweet today, my confidence and excitement has returned.
When one door closes....another one opens.... Keeping my fingers crossed...and bet-chya I don't get any sleep tonight because of excitement!! Time to shine up my "Kick Ass Boots" for tomorrow! |
Getting a runny nose...
Im getting whiny... Im a baby when Im sick... Lord why when I get this way dont I have a wife to baby me? LOL |
why the heck am i freezing this eve.. i have the fire going and the heater an im still freezing!! i live in az for shytz sake. i could understand it if i was at the cabin in wyo.. im never cold there.
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For some reason tonight I crave falling asleep wrapped tight in very strong arms; something I have not had for quite a while. Feeling safe, secure and loved.
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What is on your mind
Femmes. They're always on my mind :)
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What's on my mind?
How very much I miss my boo, and really hope she hears positive news SOON about her job interview...
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- thinking of the one i love - and all he's going through.. always sending him light & love, knowing it's as hard on him as his family, and watching him try to be strong through it all for his adorable son..♥ how i truly love this guy so much, i hope he knows just how much... - thinking of my daughter, wanting 'her' to see what a wonderful girl she is and how proud i am of her for who she is - but wanting her to see & show respect to me as her mother, because she needs me to be stronger and show her some guidance, instead of always giving in, it's because i love her, of course.. one day she'll see this.. - and lastly, my son.. it's wonderful to see him feeling better these days, but worries me how unorganized his school is, in not getting him caught up after missing 3 weeks of school - no matter how much we push for extra help & catch up sessions, he seems to be pushed off.. thinking of taking this further with the school district, he needs to catch up.. |
:wine: Someday I am hoping to understand the logic in asking the one person who doesnt drink to bring the wine for a holiday meal. So, do you want the red nuclear sludge or the white gasoline byproduct? |
wondering why the dog(a mini daschund) has to take a poo oon the pati instead of going to the grass....i mean i know he has ALL kinds of issues but dang does he have to leave his stuff near the pool?
wondering if perhaps the 8 week old kitty is too young for catnip bc last night i bought him a toy that unbeknownst to me had catnip in it..5 minutes after opening it up he was acting like an addict with his last fix hoping my sweetie is getting a chance to relax,even tho she is out west on business thinking that having my girlfriend so far away is a good thing bc Rooster(her son) and i seem to be getting along-more precisely i am learning to not be so hard and judgmental of him and lastly kinda anxious over the mammogram i have to have in a few hrs...im sure it is nothing to worry bout,but still a little unsettling |
Hope that everything turns out ok scoote.
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That it is sooooo a "DOS XX fully dressed in twang with lime night"!!!!!!!!!!!! It gets me relaxed and flirty!!!! But no one to flirt with....I guess I have a hot date with myself! LOL LAME!
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Not much more to say... I love Adele!!!
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HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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and im really beginning to think the kittie has ODd on catnip bc he has been chasing imaginary things all evening...and at present is attempting to catch his little tail...glad i got a rep telling me that a lot of cats react like that to catnip |
Life and such
Our weekend getaway with the lil one Thanksgiving with friends |
My angel is, as she always is :)
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Just finished making a card.. and thinking what a lost art sending out snail mail is.
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