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This has been bothering me all night to the point that I came back online..
I confess, when I found BF, my life was a good deal of Hell. I felt I needed to start as 'new' I could online..So I deleted my LJ/MySpace/all my e-mail addresses and Yahoo names (I had multiple ones for years). I think it may have been partially to 'find' myself. A lot of it was to erase people from coming back into my life. I lost contact with a dear friend of mine.. Someone I met on-line 10 years ago, and who I lost during a relationship with a controlling woman. I have found her on MySpace using an old college e-mail address, but it's been years since she has been on, and I have not seen her log onto AIM as often as I check. An old phone that I think may have her number is an Amp'd Mobile phone with a dead battery and a lost charger. I am hoping somewhere somehow she finds messages I have put out. I found out she lives like 6 hours from us in PA, and when we go to visit, she is like 30-60 mins. For once, I'd be able to actually meet this person, assuming she never moved. I am reaching out here because she came out to me as MtF years back and labels as a lesbian, so this is my last avenue of help. So if you're Nico (Nichole) and live in Fort Washington, PA - By all means woman, contact me! I'm sure if I remembered your last name (it's Italian) I'd have better luck. =/ |
I confess...
I went shopping yesterday!! I HATE Black Friday!! with a passion!! I confess, I gave in to "the fever". But what I had to get was for a good cause, and I didn't go over my budget. on another note... I don't know how I'm gonna make it work... but usually, everything falls into place for me. I hope we don't have a bad winter. I have a few things on my priority list that I can't afford right now. Propane is at the top... ...I hate electric heaters, but I LOVE LOVE LOVE fuzzy warm Pjs, heavy handmade quilts and fuzzy fleece cuddle-up blankets!! ... I have a lot on my mind right now that I can't share with anyone...I want to write it out, but I seem to have writer's block... my brain needs to shut down for a while. |
Flying Crotches
I confess that I caught a cheerleading competition on television yesterday and was totally awed by the athleticism. Tiny young women were repeatedly flung up into the air like rigid plastic dolls, twisting into flips and somersaults before landing on one perfectly balanced tennis shoe atop some dude’s outstretched palm, brilliant smiles plastered across their faces.
It occurred to me that these girls really don’t get enough respect. |
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I confess i am feeling pretty content right now :)
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I cry for them!
I confess that I feel really bad for the clothes I don’t pick while shopping. Sometimes I cry for them.
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*sigh* oh well, time to reel the heart back in. At least I will be single for the Melbourne butch femme trans picnic next weekend. Simple pleasures right? :eatinghersheybar: |
I confess that I am seeking out "Uglyboi's" posts because they make me laugh.
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I confess I'm supposed to be studying for my midterm, not fucking around online and eating last night's leftovers, although they are delicious!
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I confess...I don't know what to do with myself tonight. I'm tired but kinda not. I'm cranky but not really. I'm hungry but not.
:blink: I'm a tepid mess. |
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I confess............. And you call ME a weirdo. :seeingstars: |
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Where do you think I get it from? Sheesh. |
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I knew you'd blame me. :sunglass: |
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I confess... I should have listened, I should have completed my degree... I need a second job. I confess, I have a low tolerance for extreme laziness, lame excuses for bad behavior (like my son saying "I don't know, I didn't think")..., blatant acts of stupidity, sorry attempts at trying to make another person feel guilty and for jerks who think they know how to drive but just place others in danger every time they get behind the wheel. I guess those are my pet peeves. (in other words, these will make me show/feel my temper) I confess... when the above sets me off, I think about taking anger management classes. I shouldn't let those things bother me so much. |
I confess that I am starting to feel a little overwhelmed. Term papers due, finals coming up, the move, and the holidays are starting to crowd in on me. :runforhills:
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i confess... my daughter cracks me up! :cracked:
she was wanting to look at giraffes, trying to convince me to search them on the internet... kidlet: "what starts with a "g" and ends with an "e'? google? no! giraffe!" |
I confess-
It's been way too long since my last confession. I have a new addiction to candied pecans. I am nervous about the start of my new project :| I am excited about Mr. Country's upcoming visit I have not been sleeping very much lately Perhaps it is cause I am missing someone... |
I confess......
this walk with someone holding my hand....feels great! YOU are my "bestest buddy"....and bestest friend!
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