Rain. And lots of it.

tonight..
 

Toast and Earl Grey :tea:

Some affection and some fried rice.

one full day of no bullshit...maybe a beach...time with family and friends...no judgements or criticizing...feeling of belonging...pain free...peace

Long fingernails scratching down my back.(The thought just gave me tingles.0

A time machine, so I can sit on my Grandmother's lap while she reads to me.

I'm craving human love, touch, company. That's just for ME.

Just Me. Just me.

shit, now I'm crying. wtf.

Her combing my white blonde hair, arranging the curls, ribbons in my hair.

fuuuuuuuuuck

To run away to the beach :wine::wine::wine:

My girlfriend to get home from work. Wahhh. She's always working late :|

i'm not sure what I need but it's too late to go to the store for it:|

to become sleepy ... it is 10:40 p.m. and I am wide awake, all keyed up anticipating possibility of severe weather tomorrow

wish now I had stayed away from local weather news :(

It won't do anything but rain, I hope.

A parking space near the apartment I live in that doesn't involve walking up two huge hills.

Seriously.

😳

Sleep would be lovely.

Hearty breakfast would be great! :praying:

a pound of chuck

hip surgery asap

to wrap cmas packages

a good nights sleep unmedicated

It's only the start of winter and I can't wait for summer, dam I hate the cold.

A re-start........