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I watched Steve Harvey on Dr Phil the other day and listened as people had "lists" of what they are looking for. Dr Phil and Steve Harvey were saying the lists should be what you ARENT looking for. Like dealbreakers.
Made the deal breaker list. Took off a few things that I could deal with. So let's see how this works... :) |
deciding if I get in the shower or just pass out on top of the sheets with the fan on me.....decisions decisions
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More Pride festivities going on tonite and dinner with old friends and new peeps
How much I love Mahhh Woman Life Is Good, Dylan |
Nothing like 2 papers due with a Monday deadline to make me clean my kitchen and wash my car. Procrastination can be a useful thing.
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Smoke Signals and light bulb moments.
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I absolutely love this. Thank you for bringing Spirit to mind. :) |
Daddy, we are not perfect bust I sure do love you!
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My parents...
They've had a rough week with having to let go of their 13.5 year old lab. RIP Sadie |
Enjoying a quiet evening together after having tasted and selected the cake for the wedding! My sweetheart is doing a great job of pulling everything together!
Glynn |
work tonight
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A little disconcerted by the openly expressed hatred in the world--hatred directed toward aspects of me and who I am. Jewish, woman, lesbian. It's scary if I think about it. You Tube brings it all a little too close for comfort.
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Thinking about tomorrow being the first time I will have to give my old cat IV fluids all by myself. I don't want to hurt him especially since he is feeling great anyway.
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A million things are on my mind as I watch the soft rain out the living room window. I wonder why the world holds so much worry. Worry about a future that will be so much harder then it needs to be. I wonder today as the rain hits the needles of the evergreen tree how many people I will loose before this journey ends. How many preconceived and judgmental notions will force me to abandon those I love. I wonder while the puddles beat out rhythm for natures honest song why it is necessary for me to live quietly, why when someone asks about my lover they assume it is a man and assume I have only one... and... to be on the safe side... I let there assumptions go uncorrected. While the rivers push their banks I wonder if my children will be punished because there mother loves a woman... if they will suffer because their mother finds happiness in the arms of two instead of one...
As the rain comes down and I remember the smile on my own face this morning while I watched my bois look at one another and I saw the love in their eyes. When I remember the calm and happy realization that this was now my Family... that us, the THREE of us, were what I had been waiting for.... I began to wonder. But, with all my wonder... there are also some things I KNOW. I KNOW that our love will overcome every obstacle that the cruel and frightened world can throw at us. I KNOW that our children will be strong enough to tell the world that different is good. And I KNOW that this is exactly what I want and I couldn't be happier. |
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY did I eat eggs when I soooooooooooo know better
Gahhhhh Mahhh Belly Hurts...Stupid Stupid Eggs, Dylan |
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Making sure that loose ends are tied up before we head off for the rest of the week to...Martha's Vineyard! Dog, bills, packing, directions, reservations...all that stuff on my mind. (It's our 5 Year Anniversary-- :rainbowAfro:).
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I woke up this morning around 5:30 from a horrible dream. Someone that I care very deeply for was so hateful in this dream and was so mean...I woke up crying and felt absolutely crushed. I could not get back to sleep because my mind was going 90 mph re-playing that dream...and you know how hard it is to sleep when you feel that way. So, I got up, cut my hair (because having a crisp crazy cut always does wonders for my mental state!), and I played with my dogs.
By the time I left for work, I felt much better and had decided it was just a dream and that I need to focus on the day ahead and forget about that mess! THEN, I get to work, check my school's website to find grades posted for this last quarter. Um......4.0!!!! My mood got 1000% better at that point and I am back in the happy saddle again! Next quarter starts Monday....BRING IT!! |
What's on my mind...
Today is my older brother's birthday. I tried to call his cell phone earlier to wish him a happy birthday, and it's been cut off. I called my dad to see if he was there, and he told me that he hasn't been home in a few days and they haven't heard from him. The wave of instant panic came over me again ~ hoping that he is not relapsing again. I wish that I didn't automatically think "worst case scenerio" but it's kinda hard not to with his past. |
As slow as I can be somedays, I did manage to get my workload accomplished today before midnight!
*Whoot Whoot* |
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