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going for a walk around the lake.
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Should I? or Should I not? :king:
Do they not make some type of flower for this sort of quandry? Oh wait, wrong question. |
How people now a days just toss the words I love you and forever around romantically Call me old fashioned but I believe romantic love needs to be tried tested and found true over years before its called forever.
My friends and I are discussing how this very thing today this is on my mind Also how I'm needing to change my eating habits but not wanting too |
Breakfast!
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Mary Poppins and Sant Claus, and Oliver Twist.
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my teenagers - my daughter, B - coming home from school day before yesterday & saying how when she was at school, she thought of everything she's put me through since Christmas, and felt really heartbroken, because she loves me so much - and that she's sorry.. our really sweet talk, that followed & then some girl time, laughs, silly television, and an oven mitt fight in the kitchen, lol.. regardless of how tough single parenting can be, i will never stop believing in her, even when a majority of the people in my life already have.. i love these moments that remind me WHY i stay in her corner.. my son, A - his asking if we could have a serious talk - and was scared to hurt my feelers.. his plans for this summer, and although the thought of my son moving makes me so incredibly sad - seeing him acting so responsibly and having everything so carefully thought out - being so genuinely sweet and asking me for hugs and telling me everything would be okay - and his excitement about his future surely makes me see that the 18 years i've spent raising this boy (these children, even) on my own - i've really done okay.. Deep down i am happy for his excitement and i know he would be moving for university soon in 2 years anyway, i just didn't expect this so soon.. i keep my sadness within for now, because i'm having a hard time processing all of this - but for him, i'll continue being his biggest cheerleader.. because i'm his mother and i love him and i know with everything i taught him over the years, he's got this! -- BIG changes, aren't easy to swallow.. and i'm sure i'll have my emotional mess moments, but what it all boils down to is, i have 2 super children with a heart of gold, who have ambitions and the courage to follow their dreams, the ability to confide in me and trust that i'll always have their backs, and who are responsible enough to process their thoughts & see the big picture - consider people's feelings , but have enough confidence to follow through for themselves, because THEY feel important enough... how can a momma be sad about THAT.. i did damn good. |
my very loved dad................... missing him!
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For my upcoming birthday, I've decided I want to permanently lose 15 pounds. So, whomever is getting me a pressie...that's what I want. Feel free to take it from my belly and thighs.
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That I slept too long while taking a nap. However, it felt good.
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Time for a cocktail.
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countless moments of tears and fears.....
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cleaning my room
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Harmon Killebrew 1936-2011
Harmon Killebrew, the fantastic slugger for the Minnesota Twins back in the 50's, 60's and 70's died today at 74 of esophageal cancer. Thanks for the memories. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harmon_Killebrew |
Apparently, my pay check arrived a week early and instead of telling me this, my coworker distributed all the other checks and hid mine at the back of a drawer in the supply cabinet. Good thing I needed more paperclips otherwise I would have been wondering where my check is when pay day hit this week. Apparently, this is also the same coworker who told our executive director that another coworker "just didn't want to come" to our mandatory meeting last week, knowing that the other coworker had to miss the meeting to take her elderly uncle to his hospital procedure. Gonna be an ass whooping if this keeps up. Grrr
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Ponderings
I was thinking this morning even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car keys in a pocket, hitting the G-spot, and Pinning the Tail on the Donkey, but I bet my ass everyone can find and push the snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time every time.
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Fly fishing is on my mind. Really want to go...
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Long Beach Pride Weekend. Seeing old friends this weekend, and making new. An invitation for the weekend, and to ride on Corday's float.
Sold the motorcycle, so not riding in lead of the parade with Dykes on Bikes, so, maybe riding on a float will be okay. http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1315/...638b26d01f.jpg http://m1.ourstage.com/tb/DIUWATFZMVWY-large.jpg?8 |
Work work work :)
How I'm ready to be moved already Looking forward to the next chapter in my life |
Having children and how it'd even be possible with our work schedules, and wondering how we can live off one paycheck and for how long would we have to do that? Hm.
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Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?"
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The Sun is out - it is time to go get some lawn work done.. and play in the garden.
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on my mind
laundry laundry and then more laundry
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I'll have some fries with my fries
McDonald's recall of the plastic Shrek glasses it's been selling due to material hazard concerns (out of an "over abundance of caution"). Now if they would just recall the most recent movie
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I knew it was too good to be true.......the rapture has been called off
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i know i'm not supergirl. i cant fix people, i cant fix situations and its up to them to do so. that being said, i've often tried to be the fixer upper many times through life. and get myself way too far involved in other's 'stuff'.. not in the healthy helping way, but taking the brunt of it on my shoulders, therefore dragging me down - i took some steps today, made some decisions, and reached out in a few ways.. all of which was positive for me, and the first step in finally pushing myself passed these few things which held me back.. this could be the hardest things i do - but necessary for getting passed them and moving forward.. i can do this - and am so thankful for kind people who step forward, even when not knowing me so much yet to give me a hug and share their experiences which are still fresh to them.. ♥ |
Watching Shania Twain's show on OWN. What kind of dumbass husband would cheat on her and dump her?? :|
Shit for brains. She is soooooo fucking hot!! :tease: |
How simply perfect things feel right now. It's been a wonderful day with the kiddo then an evening at the club with good friends, now three hours into another great conversation. Two weeks caffeine free, still on my workout routine and still progressing with my weight loss goals. School stuff squared away, books purchased. It just kinda hit me today: everything seems to be falling into place. Looking forward to a great summer. :)
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I am thinking, while it would be nice to go to the college my partner works at for the 85% remitted tuition, that it would affect my work as I'd have to physically attend.. So I will apply for financial aid tonight to go to a community college via online classes as they actually offer a whole degree that I can take via online classes.
This may be the one time I am happy for my not-so-much paycheck. |
Amazing gay crowd that walled off the anti-gay freaks so they could not heckle and display there venomous signs in the middle of Long Beach Pride Parade today.
All shouting Were here and we're queer above the protesters hate speeches. :hangloose: |
i am still all excited this morning!!! :cheer:
i had the most amazing weekend...my first NASCAR experience and it was incredible! Went to the truck race Friday night and the All Star Race Saturday night...there was so much going on i didn't know where to look and wished i had many pairs of eyes to take it all in! Escorted by 2 handsome devils both nights...what more could a girl ask for? :eyebat: Seats 4 rows from the track Saturday night...WOW!!! The roar of the cars & trucks! The breeze that follows them...nearly blew off my sparkly hat more than a few times...yes sparkly!!!! An absolutely adorable pink & gray ball cap the the number 14 in rhinestones!!!!! :awww: i don't think i've stopped smiling since Friday night! This Sunday is another NASCAR adventure and i can't wait!:cheer: |
People confuse the shit outta me. :seeingstars:
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I bought something at a jewelry kiosk in a mall in Boston, about a year ago. I can't for the life of me remember the name of the kiosk, nor the name of the mall, and it's driving me crazy.
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Ok, now we are getting ready to go to the beach for a couple of days. Beasley has filled the suitcase with enough clothes for 2 weeks? Who else out there does this??
Why? *L* |
Three hours sleep isn't enough, especially to then have to deal with having exactly half of my living room floorboards taken up because the boards and joists were so riddled with woodworm that the joiner described them as "wafer thin" ... This is acceptable accommodation for someone they know is physically disabled according to my new landlord, let's see who wins this, doubt they'd look good when the're getting their arses handed to them on a plate if I sue the feckers...
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Why it's taking this man 30 minutes to install ink cartridges.
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