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It has been a sad home for 2 days now ... Yesterday my sweet Bass (BluIze's Bass) and I had to go identify the body of Hys 46 year old ex of 16 years, who is also the mother of Hys 4 children. Emotions are so high ... Guilt is rampant ... There is anger, fear, hurt, and complete sorrow for all. All I can do is be there for Hym, love Hym completely and give Hym all and any support that Hy needs and may not know Hy needs. Hy had the pleasure of getting to meet some of our wonderful BFP family at the Reunion and wanted to share this news with Hys now new family ... Hy is a kind, gentle, caring and loving soul that is in so much pain and confusion on what to feel. Please send out light, love, strength and healing. With much love .............. |
((((((((((Bass and family))))))))))
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With all my heart and sincerity ... Thank ((((((((((you))))))))))!!!!!!!! |
I just realized that someone that I truly respect and hold in a special place in my heart has blocked me on Fb, and I don't know why. This made me very sad. I'm hoping this is a temporary thing. :praying: |
So sorry to hear about Bass. My thoughts are with hym and hys family
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It's Monday.
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what saddens me is I feel like , my feelings don't exist to some people, its more like ... oh its just Nik , hy will be alright ..... yeah I might be alright ... but you Fu***d up ...
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This made me sad. I am still wiping the tears from my eyes.
http://mywifesfightwithbreastcancer....s#.UoCaOJR9GgE Please click on the link and read their story and look at his photos of his wife. The photos and their story will move you and make you sob like a little baby. |
Today? It seems like everything. </3
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a response on fb... :sigh:
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{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{BASS and family}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
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The words I heard three hours ago....they are still ringing in my ears....
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Someone I have known longer than anyone else, who offered before to donate so we could have a baby, backed out tonight when learned that we would not be having sex to do this.
It was the last straw to break the camel's back today and I lost it, logged off and curled up and cried. Why didn't I just stick with my decision that I'd never have kids? I can't even get this ball rolling. :bigcry: |
Thinking about my mom.
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Hang in there and keep trying. It'll be well worth it when it finally happens. I would've loved to have had kids with someone but it didn't happen. I make a good uncle though. :gimmehug: |
I apologize for rambling....
The other night, I had a dream that I ended up with a houseful (4, to be exact) of kitties that I rescued. As it turned out, that number soon tripled because, well...you know, lol. There were also about 4 or 5 baby elephants living in my home (I adore elephants but still, yikes!) that were rescues.
[As an aside, this was interesting to me because most of the cats and of course, the elephants were gray and recently all of my dreams have been hypercolored with vivid scents and bold patterns.] When I was sharing this dream with a friend of mine, he suggested that it meant I needed to get another cat very soon. He said that I could save a kitty from a life of abuse. The thought made me promptly burst into tears as I remembered my sweet cat who recently passed away. She can't ever be replaced and the very idea of getting another pet makes me feel like a betrayer. Conversely, I was also saddened at the thought of not getting another pet and possibly dooming it to a life of hardship. I just don't think I can do it, though. |
being too far away when I was needed.
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Now, having said that, that doesn't mean go right this very second and nab the first cute and fuzzy thing you see. No, it means to keep your heart open to the possibility that maybe, just maybe your baby will send another to love. That's all. No betrayal necessary. Just the acknowledgement that you don't live in a vacuum and that you have feelings and needs that a pet could help with. That's the jist of it. |
Today is Monday.
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...listening to the untold stories from the bystanders of the JFK assassination.
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This morning I was walking Mattie and the kids in the neighborhood were walking to the bus stop. There was a boy probably about 12 walking behind 2 older (and bigger) kids ... a boy and a girl. I couldn't hear what was being said but suddenly the older boy turned around and threatened to hit the younger boy. Then the girl did the same thing. The younger boy finally yelled "I AM NOT GAY!!" When I drove past the bus stop the older kids were together talking and laughing ... the younger boy was sitting alone on the steps holding his knees to his chest and staring at the ground. I feel so bad for him. No kid should be bullied for any reason. Wish there was something I could do....
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....the news that a friend had passed away. RIP ValentineTomboy.....wish I could have known you better......
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Missing my companion even her sloppy all over the face kisses that I had broken her of doing were missed especially when I learned there would be no reunion for this daddy and his pup tomorrow.....maybe next week but I do still miss her even more then I want to admit most days
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Hearing that my adopted dad is dying and will most likely not make it through the night tonight. I knew it was coming, but it is still a sad thing to know.
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Waking up today to find a large branch from my magnolia tree in the middle of the lawn. Then looking up to see that it hadn't been blown down by the wind but hacked off mid branch. There are several branches like this because my neighbour chose to slice off everything hanging over his side of the boundary fence (his legal right) I already said I would do it, he only had to say when it would be convenient to him. But, he decided to go ahead on his own (his legal right) and butcher a beautiful, healthy tree. I would have done a good job, cleaned up after myself, protected his property and not butchered my tree. It made me sad to cut up the fallen branch laden with buds and stuff it into the recycling bin. Technically he was supposed to return all the cut branches to me but I'm glad he broke the law in that respect.
On the plus side, the branches remaining are laden with buds so there should still be a lot of flowers come spring. |
My 8 year old pup's eyes are getting cloudy and it worries me that he might go blind. It makes me sad I can't do anything to help. He's such an active , vibrant, very playful older mutt...I don't want this to affect his quality of life.
I pet sit for a really old sweet poodle who's completely blind. She's such a doll but has no quality of life with being blind and having other issues. Breaks my heart....I don't want him in distress. |
My dad's weak voice on the phone.
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I've been highly emotional the past few days so it's hard to pick one, but it would have to be having to sit listen to people complain about their mothers when I would give anything to see my mother once more...
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I forgot I wanted a Big Mac today (with extra mac sauce)
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my depression. it's been bad this week.
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Working extra shifts equal not enough time with either of the women I am seeing that made me sad today but it means a big enough paycheck to afford Valentines Day for those two special femmes in my life.
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i have a friend that has been bullied and harrassed by her ex gf. police called and theres nothing she can do to keep this woman from her door. i find that really sad as a society why can't we protect our community from nut jobs lik this
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I had a terrible day that will cause me to put off something that I truly needed.
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Meeting other LGBTQ people in this area is like finding fresh, cool, sweet, refreshing water in a desert. I so need a refreshing moment. |
Saying good-bye. This year will be filled with them.
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realizing I could live with someone for 7 years and they can just disappear :(
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Hey, IrishGrrl
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