The thought of not being able to spend my evening the way I would like.

sigh
 

saying good bye to my best friend at work who is being transfered to Texas....will miss her face terribly...we seem to have a way to keep meeting up and one of us transfers....sigh..

The weather....it seems like it's going to rain today... :(

where to begin? The person who stuck their nose where it didnt belong and LIED to anyone who would be willing to listen..and apparently there are many. The person who is playing their silly little game with many. The person who i thought was above all of this but...i guess not. My wife..who moved out and away in December. She put her anger towards me aside long enough to ask me to send her money. (yes i did it)

But most of all..im disappointed in myself...for allowing any of these people bother me. I know who i am and what i am..and they have NO idea. People will always believe in others what they see in themselves. IM honest to a fault..and loyal. People dont always like the truth especially when its something they dont want to hear....

I am very disappointed today with the mental health care system here. How can they let a homeless person, with a major mental illness like schizophrenia, back out on the streets sick? My ex wife's brother just called, to tell me, he has heard, that she has been in and out of various facilities, walking the streets, begging, sleeping in airports, parks, buses, shelters, and God knows what else, etc.,for the past three years!

Humanity....and the lack there of....

Disappointed
 

People not taking responsibility for their actions always blaming someone else! WTF

Setting the timer on the coffee pot for 7 pm instead of 7 am. :| This morning was hard...

Finding out that the CNA class I wanted to take in June is full...AND they don't accept financial aid ANYHOW (despite the class being held at the college) because it is non-credit. Which also means that the phlebotomy is not covered by financial aid either.

BUT

This does mean that I can go to whichever class I want to since we are going to be paying out of pocket for it either way...I wasn't relishing the thought of spending 5 weeks commuting into a city I don't like to drive in...

Part 2 of this disappointment:

I wouldn't be going through all of this if I had just maintained my license instead of relying on jobs that did not require one. :|

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I found a Justice League cartoon on Netflix.....but, sadly, it wasnt the fondly remembered version of my youth.... le sigh....

A stupid girl I don't even know.

disappointed
 

....about one thing that Ive been disappointed about daily for years. It gets me everyday. :sigh:

Our dog groomer called before we left for our appointment; she is sick and can't take the dogs today after all :(

We waited over a month for this appointment as it is. She does a wicked good job and is very nice and reasonably priced too..she has been doing our dogs since I was a small child. It rather breaks my heart that she hasn't been well... I feel awful that I may have to step out on her and take Jacques to someone else... :(

I went geocaching today on the way back home from the gym. Not only did I not find it, but I DID find that the long held tradition of "cache in, trash out" (CITO) has definitely not been upheld.
I know for a fact that particular cache was found 2 days ago. And yet the are has been left in a sorry state...
It's a memorial marker and yet it's not maintained, even by the state! I filled an entire bag with trash and will need to go back with another to finish it up..
And of course people littering in the first place is disappointing in itself....

www.geocaching.com

Only the weather. I really want to hike...and clean my car...

waking up, and feeling like crapola