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Little Ms. Sunshyne...
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What is on my mind huh?
Way too much... Missing the stuffings out of my girl Anticipating next weekend and time spent with her No classes for the next two weeks Broadway Night at karaoke tonight Getting two major assignments done during spring break Baby showers and birthday celebrations that I have been invited to etc etc etc... |
that I am really grateful for an awesome friend and co worker who tells me the truth about coworkers and lets me discover it for myself. I am lucky we work so well together.
my mind is busy trying to relax. I think it shouldn't be this hard but it is. and if bed time doesn't come in 15 minutes the little pink princess will find her crown repossessed. |
That sometimes life doesn't always go as planned and we all make mistakes, some big and some small but it all leads us to exactly where we're supposed to be in life.... :)
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A friend, a co-worker.. & she's not well.. At one time we didn't get along the greatest, workplace drama and my lack of interest in it.. However, when she fell sick, i stepped up - and we've developed a close friendship over this time for which i'm very grateful.. i've never had hard feelings about her, & i am happy she didn't either towards me. Now, she's been rushed to the hospital two days in a row, with a high blood pressure that they can't seem to get control of.. She has a blockage as well, and will be having surgery.. In the meantime, they've placed a patch on her and doubled her doseage of medication, and its very scary.. We're all frightened at what is going on with her & wish there was more i can do.. So prayers, positive energy & being there for her .. Her tears & her hugs show me she's scared too - even if she's got her brave face on.. i can't help but worry.. |
Thinking about getting my life back on track, beginning with getting back to the gym starting on Monday :-)
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I'm going to be a slave driver today... I refuse to get out of bed, I'm sick, but damn it... this house is getting cleaned... I have kids, they can do it for once.
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To the one bio-male that stole my heart & with a rare wag of his {rather big} ass which made me smile... :candle:My TehToh, you've given me many happy memories, moments of laughter & Peace. When I was rock bottom, you'd cheer me up with your wild antics, always being my spoiled baby boy, and you knew it. Anything I saw that I knew you'd like, I'd grab for u, I'd give anything to have you back as you always were, to spend more time enjoying your company, Mathilda as well, we'll have our moment glance of missing your attentiveness, permanently present curiosity, and silly randomness. U were handsome when I first saw u, minding your own among many, with a Soul in those itty bitty lil eyes that said our path together was written with u laid your poofed up head on my shoulder. U were cute even when u literally blew off most of your fur, almost all bald {a poodle-ish ferret} and yet equally full of Bravado, even more handsome when the fur returned...with a vengeance, making a Tribble seem Bald in comparison. U never lost spirit, u always pulled thru with ♥, and all u craved were Cuddles and Ferretone, be it from me, Mathilda or Mom, infamously sulking or pacing + glaring when I was rather busy, following my every move, but ever happy to literally jump in my arms, sigh and snuggle with a waggle of your tail. It tears my heart to no longer see u waiting for me after a rough Dialysis. Yet, att the same time, I know you're in a better place, no longer ailing, waiting for me at the Rainbow Bridge to play hide & seek, 'wardance' and snuggle again. http://i265.photobucket.com/albums/i...ehtoh2-1-1.gif :candle: http://i265.photobucket.com/albums/i...tohposer-1.gif :candle: http://i265.photobucket.com/albums/i...ehtoh222-1.gif :praying: :candle:(f):candle:R.I.P, TehToh. :candle:(f):candle: February 24th, 2012. :moonstars: |
Ya know that saying, "If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best?"
Yeh, I can handle it and deserve the best in you too............ |
I woke up feeling okay... now I am puking and my head is pounding... I don't want to go to work.... *whine*
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A lot of things are on my mind.. one is I really want to move.. and I am hoping something comes up that we all love... One house.. I really liked and is in a PERFECT area.. the people renting it have not replied to my request for more information and a time to come look inside..:( Fingers crossed something better comes along SOON if this one doesn't.
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Life can be really shitty sometimes, but if you can't roll with it and laugh, then you need good friends and family around you to show you the laughter and love in even the darkest of times, I'm eternally greatful I have so much of both!
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My girl's Memere (prayers Yvonne)
When will she get here, when will she get here!? Weather, do what you must this week and then simmer down, please and thank you. Running water, I WANT it, I MISS it. |
Passing of time, loved ones and friends.
My PeachesBoy died today while I was at work. It was horrible to come home and find him like that. This night is too long, and I can't sleep. He isn't here to wake me with that soft paw on my cheek and that raucus mewow every morning.
I'll sleep later, for now I'm draining my tearducts. |
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I made a big decision... now I have to put it into action, and... I have to act fast.
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Wednesday: Sagittarius -- Someone could float into your life today and have you chasing a whimsical idea as if it were the most important thing in the world. It may be a pipedream, but you're sure that you can grab this illusion and create something tangible. Unfortunately, you could waste a lot of energy running down a dream that might not be as good once it's caught. Think twice before you pursue something you might soon regret.
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My mom telling me that my father is buying a laptop for himself that he doesn't need (he already has his own computer) and therefore the new bed we need (due to the one my mom sleeps on falling apart) will not be bought now because of this new purchase ........... unreal, when its something for him money is no object (especially since its something he doesn't need right now) and yet again when its something we actually need (and its for my mom no less) he can't be bothered to buy it.
I *NEED* to get a job, because he obviously can't properly provide for his own family ~ its disgusting and I don't know why I got stuck with him as a father :| |
All the little nit picky things that need to get done before tomorrow morning... Good thing I've been making a list. Ummmm now where is the list?? :|
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pink and navy blue lists the mess vacuum cleaner bags how it is so beautiful I was not expecting that. the spunk to rock this day... |
home:
that always welcoming and comfortable place to be. where we feel safe and secure. where we are free to be and explore. the place we bring our vulnerability and watch it be transformed by love. |
What part of protection involves trust? This is what I want to know.
I get it...I don't follow the normal pattern, I am me. I don't tell people where I am going or check in or know self defense or have a hard street wise edge. I don't yank hearts around. How about I be seen for what I have survived. That I've managed to stay a pretty freaking joyful being and let that inspire trust that I can HANDLE it! That I choose the protection offered not because I am weak but because I am strong and I trust the protection to be there. And that is more than I ever believed possible. |
what am I going to plant in my gardens this year...
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Hoping that my mother don't ruin my birthday this year like she did last year by saying all kinds of nasty things like she did. I mean you are in my home. Show some respect or move out now. Sorry, this is my life.
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What's on my mind...
putting my hands in the dirt and repotting some of my hanging flower baskets with bright pinks, purples & reds :) YAY for early spring in Texas! |
A cup of joe or
the whole pot and could it hold the true meaning to life.....
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Sagittarius: Wednesday, Mar 7, 2012 -- Narrowing your scope of operations today enables you to make the most of your limited energy. Thankfully, your willpower is strong now; whatever you believe can actually come true if you're willing to remain vigilant throughout the day. Your first inclination is to say yes when someone asks for a favor, but take a few deep breaths before responding. Think about the consequences of assuming more obligations prior to fulfilling your previous commitments.
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My homework!
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What is on my mind...
Hearing her sleep after ear whispers until it was interupted... and that odd dream about rearranging furniture in a living room, which wasn't a familiar space to begin with. It was a slow and methodical process of furniture placement. Hmmmmmm........... |
Just sitting her thinking about people and wondering how some can be so cruel to something so innocent and loving. We brought our new rescue home today...and she is the sweetest little girl..but SO afraid. We think she was probably abused by her former owner, because there is no earthly reason that a 7 month old puppy should be this afraid and withdrawn. Even in her fear...she shows no sign of aggression...she just looks at us with these sad eyes. Someone she trusted, who was supposed to love her, broke her little heart. I can't wait to show her that that not all people are the same...and that she has nothing to fear from us. That we will never hurt her, or throw her away just because we got bored or tired of caring for her. That we just want to love her enough to heal that broken heart so she can be the happy dog she is supposed to be.
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the moon tonight
I am just remembering how nice the full moon looked tonight as I was driving to meet friends for dinner. It wasn't quite dark yet but the moon was up high and Mount Lassen for a backdrop.
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Thinking about my Beloved and that huge, compassionate heart of hys. How much i miss hym and trying not to think about not being able to be together this weekend but looking forward to next weekend...
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There is a lot going on in my head but most recently a message on facebook received this morning from a "friend" who likes to play games, the one I have mentioned previously in other threads, the one that throws temper tantrums when you don't drop what you are doing when they "summon" you..
So after unfriending a few of us because we couldn't come to her little party that ended up never happening anyway in the beginning of January she has come crawling back, but the one thing and most important thing that is missing from her little "poor is me" message is an apology.. Mind you, this is the fourth time she has played this little game of "If you don't do what i tell you to do im not your friend anymore" I don't really intend on being friends with this person again, but the problem is, someone else is considering it.. I guess my question is, how many times do you let a person play these mind games, throw these little hissy fits before you say enough is enough? Not to mention the fact this is a person who likes to push buttons just to prove she matters and to cause issues between people. I knew sooner or later she would come crawling back again, i guess i just thought that by now i wouldn't be the only one who notices how lighter, and more peaceful things are when she isn't around with her negativity.. Blah.. just venting out loud.. anyway yup.. thats what is on my mind. |
How to extricate myself from a toxic person without causing myself stress or problems. :|
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how difficult i find it to find certain threads on this site
What am i doing wrong????? |
how incredibly long this day is and how much there is to do tonight. and i don't want to go home.
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