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Thoughts of my Memere tonight.. Hating that she is so sick and hating that i live so far from her and that i've no way to see her anytime soon.. my father went to see her on Sunday, and said she is doing as good as she can be, but she struggles with breathing and needs the oxygen increased when she walks a few feet.. Tonight i've been sending her much positive energy, and praying that she doesn't suffer ... i respect her decision to not accept treatment especially at her age.. So right now, sending all my energy, and keeping her in all of my prayers and contacting her in any way i can is important for me to keep as close to her as i can.. And i am very much focusing on my memories with her and the dear soul she is, keeping her close in my heart and loving her with all i am.. i know Pepere is watching over her, very closely and holding her hand through this..
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Writing, reading aloud, and more time in the great outdoors...
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Sagittarius: This is a big day for you with the Moon still in your optimistic sign, lifting your spirits above the mundane circumstances of your life. Your key planet Jupiter is positively aligned with sensual Venus and energetic Mars, encouraging you to turn your heart's desires into tangible action. Thankfully, expressing your emotions can move you closer to someone you really like. Although love is favored now, don't become so sure of yourself that you miss the obvious signals right in front of your face.
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That I'm starting to miss having a girlfriend even more today because of falling and hurting myself. Just two bruised knees but it would be nice to have one care and want to mend me. Instead I did it and you know what that means. Also the spring makes me miss a gf too. I'm having a weak moment. But I'm ok. :)
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planning to do a container climbing pea trellis this weekend!:hk4:
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This is what's on my mind lately...
...and, I AM missing his kiss, how sweet it is! *sigh* |
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how beautiful great and productive today was
this is going to be the start of something beautiful |
OUR weekend, of course!! WhooHoo....having my beloved here and seeing my BFF.....grin.....can't wait...
meeting a new BFP friend and her GF first time... Sitting on loveseat and singing to my GF..Miss Scarlett!.... Having Lowcountry Boil with my bestie and my GF...yummmm can you color me EXCITED!!!!!!! |
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someone getting ahold of my credit card number and doing fraud on my account
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The Future
and what it holds for me..... and not knowing what steps to take and what to do......
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What is on my mind...
Frustration!! My freakin MAC died in December of last year and with it took all of my documents of importance. All my letters that I wrote when I applied for scholarships are somewhere lost in the abyss of the deadness of the book... the pro... Somewhere in the midst of that fine, dead piece of equipment exists the words that I am seeking. I'm sure someday I will eventually retrieve them but for now... right now... I need to see them, read them and get some much needed information off of them. Yeh, what's on my mind is frustration... For sure. :sigh: |
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A wonderfully long day @ Disneyland tomorrow! Excited
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The song "just a kiss" and how relevant it is right now.
How I am glad this night at work has been slow. How I am sooooo looking forward to spending time away with my guy!!! So lucky to have someone as special as hym to have walked into my life! |
Draft for the O-line. Please?
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Five years ago today, at this very hour, i was getting ready to go to my Mom's funeral...
Trying to wrap my brain around the fact that it's been 5 years already... Remembering how the judges, out of respect for Mom, either postponed their sessions that morning or excused the attorneys on their dockets who were coming to the funeral... Thinking about the different things people said to me over the last 5 years when i was trying to express my grief or seemed off in another world lost in thoughts of Mom. Thinking about how earlier this year it hit me early and hit me hard... A suggestion to those who have hurting friends...Don't slam your hand down on a table and yell "snap out of it" - it's just not that easy and makes me want to tell them "When it's YOUR mother come tell me how it feels." This pain is real...it's cold and hollow. In time you kind of get used to it but it never really goes away. If someone wants to talk about their pain please let them...please just listen. If you don't want to listen or if it makes you uncomfortable please be honest with them and tell them. And ask them if they are OK... Sometimes the 3 most important words to someone are "How are you?" |
I feel u on this pain it's hard and deep and it is ok to FEEL it as long as it takes it's your process my heart goes out to u
[QUOTE=Miss Scarlett;547844]Five years ago today, at this very hour, i was getting ready to go to my Mom's funeral...
[B][FONT="Comic Sans MS"][COLOR="Purple"]Trying to wrap my brain around the fact that it's been 5 years already... Remembering how the judges, out of respect for Mom, either postponed their sessions that morning or excused the attorneys on their dockets who were coming to the funeral... Thinking about the different things people said to me over the last 5 years when i was trying to express my grief or seemed off in another world lost in thoughts of Mom. Thinking about how earlier this year it hit me early and hit me hard... A suggestion to those who have hurting friends...Don't slam your hand down on a table and yell "snap out of it" - it's just not that easy and makes me want to tell them "When it's YOUR mother come tell me how it feels." This pain is real...it's cold and hollow. In time you kind of get used to it but it never really goes away. Love, peace and light to u |
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My BFF's been really blue lately. I'm worried about her mental health. But I'm so overworked, stressed out and overwhelmed w/my own work and home drama, I don't have the time to check in on her like I want to. Thankfully some mutual friends are also helping keep an eye on her this go 'round. Worried, worried, worried. But hoping, hoping, hoping it'll all be ok ... eventually.
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my client...
his toenails were painted different colors..... he said he fell asleep and his daughter did it. i don't know if i believe him or not. :| |
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CIJS: I can't make brownies. Everytime I try I make rocks. Lol
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Wondering how packed the airport will be tomorrow evening.
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i'm thinking .. about realestate, starting a new buisness, and if i can handle all of it
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I'm thinking, I'm tired.
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This has been one incredible weekend...so much to see & do that it has flown by...The thought of being away from Clay for another week shouldn't be that painful since our most recent time apart was 2 weeks...but it is...This is going to be one very long "just over 4 days!"
Yesterday we went with Countyfemme & a friend of Clay's to the St Patrick's Day Parade down in Savannah. We met up with diamondrose & her g/f....they're some truly awesome folks!!! It was huge!!! We got there just after 6:30a.m. & didn't leave until after 4! The parade was amazing!!! Very colourful... lots of military, the Bud Clydesdales (omg those are some big horses!), Irish societies, dancers, bagpipe bands, police groups, firefighter groups... Clay asked me what my fav thing about the parade was...so much to choose from but like hym mine was the pair of firetrucks painted pink for breast cancer and the firefighters' pink gear & tshirts. Something else really struck home for me and that was the Relay for Life team marching in the parade. All i could think about when they passed by was what an incredible battle my Clay has fought and how i pray hy won't have to again. But should the Universe decide otherwise i will remain steadfastly by hys side...as i told hym last week...for better or for worse...period! So in a few hours Countyfemme & i will be hitting the road back to NC & i don't want to go...i want to stay here on the island with Clay...sitting on the veranda sipping sweet tea...stealing kisses from each other...listening to the Ravens...watching to moss gently sway in the trees...watching the sun set and the stars rise...taking a drive out to watch our dolphins...and just living a quiet happy life together... Clay, my beloved SSBP...you are the safekeeper of my heart and soul...the kindest, most loving person i know...i love you Baby and am now & forever your SFCT...r |
i'm thinking that insensitivity even in the name of "niceness" is still insensitive.
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Sagittarius: Your nervous energy provokes you to spontaneously express yourself before you fully develop an idea. You might begin talking with a specific thought in mind, only to shift direction in the middle of a sentence. Although this extemporaneous communication style often works well for you, it's challenging today to just let your words flow naturally without holding anything back. Stop trying so hard to say the right thing. You may be pleasantly surprised where your free association leads you.
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This past weekend
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Just thinking ......
could the higher power be a butch?................
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lol stone must be ...cause everything goes their way !!!
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