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wondering what type of mini cooper i should buy
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I've Got The Blues...
Can't sleep.... Too much on my mind... :deepthoughts:Wish I can turn it off even for a moment of peace... :sigh:
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The papers. The projects. The hussle and bussle of wrapping up another semester, of wrapping up a degree...
Oh and this smiley >>>>>>>> :bedfuck: Ahahahaaaa I get the biggest kick out of this smiley porn everytime I see it!! Just couldn't pass it up this time!! :rofl: |
My Beloved and the little things she does to show me how much i mean to her...love notes left around the house, surprises under my pillow, getting up super early to have coffee with me before i leave for work...how much i love coming home to her and how much i will miss that after tomorrow...
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on my mind- this week- doc appts everyday but friday, and todays appt- we schedule heavy surgery today.. should be in a few days. this is scary stuff happening... i remain hopeful. :praying: constant on my mind now- my whole mindset, and my life has drastically changed since dec, and none of the petty things matter anymore like they used too... the small stuff, drama, bullshit games, past.. blah- i'm past it all.. lifes too short. seriously- one day you may wake up to find your days limited or something... then what? why waste whats left on nonsense? food for thought... jus sayin. i remain steadfast and grateful to remember to live each day smiling. and nothing or nobody can touch me anymore. :) still on my mind- this past weekend at the river... some much needed peace with my Love. it was O/our calm and respite before the storm thats looming this week. my nerves needed a break. my body needed a break. my mind needed to stop spinning for a minute... my Love handed all that to me, and made that happen- as Hy always does. :cheer: i am so very blessed. on my mind, always... how very much i am loved, and cared for. i matter... i know it, i never doubt it- and dammit if it don't feel good. (f) |
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Circumstance..... Situations..... Those that try to hurt others to make themselves feel better..... Politeness and respect seem a thing of the past a lot these days.
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What is on my mind...
Why I woke in a pool of sweat and uneasiness Why that particular song was playing in my head Do I really want to go back to the stilled darkness of my room to try and fall back asleep |
Sleep.. When did 2 hrs become not enough :blink:
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Thinking about my Beloved...this past week and the coming weekend...
The crazy day i had at work yesterday and hoping that today will be a bit more sane... Thinking about the joy Clay and i brought to someone last weekend when we gave her that little surprise as a "thank you"... |
Thinking about well-known feminist poet and essayist Adrianne Rich, who died yesterday and all the amazing works she's left behind. As much as feminist theory class was a hoot *sarcasm* I really learned a lot from her. Now she knows this... *waves* Hi!!
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"I used to think that Adrienne's statement "any womans death diminishes me" meant that it tore her up.. hurt.. made her sad. I have come to understand that it means the loss somehow lessens my own life. That somehow fragments of me drift away when I lose them. It is this way with love. Those losses , while they may take something physical away may diminish me but they also give me something else. Almost like a bruise on my heart, they create a tender place. A special place that feels a pang of love and longing when I think of them. It is a good hurting. a good longing. It gives me a way to miss someone wonderfully instead of terribly.' I will pick up flowers to plant for Adrienne today. A way to pass on those seeds she planted for me and so many others. I will miss her wonderfully. |
That i probably won't live long enouh to do all the things i want to do in one lifetime, i'll need to come back.
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Have a lot on my mind actually, but the main thing is moving- Do we wait and see if a detached house comes available in the next few months or do we move into the Apartments that are available, they are nice, the place is well maintained with a little duck pond and a big pool.. just not as much square footage as i'd like. Lots to consider :)
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The Spirituality of Imperfection I highly recommend it. |
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“When a woman tells the truth she is creating the possibility for more truth around her” -Adrienne Rich |
There's something intrinsically beautiful about a person who can see beneath the veneer that another presents to the world. For them to be able to reach beneath the bullshit and fear and bring forth the truth and strength that is there, but clouded with doubt and struggle, is no easy feat.
I am very blessed to have such people in my life. :stillheart: |
What's on my mind is this unease that is creepin' and lurkin' around me... Yeh.
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What's on my mind right now...
Daydreams of what I would do with $500 million bucks from the winning lottery ticket I have for the MegaMillions tonight :) |
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Words that made me smile :waitinggirl:
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Feeling like a carefree girl again. Knowing he is always there to hold me up if needed, yet secure enough to let me explore my other needs, wants, desires....
Feeling that girl inside me giggle again knowing life is good and she can take that wobbly unsure step into the world again. |
how lucky I am to have found her.. how much she affects me in so many ways I just cant get enough
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It's gonna be in the 70s today, and I can't wait to get out there in it!!!
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Thinking of one of my personal heros today, Caballo Blanco...aka Micah True...who went for a 12 mile run Tuesday morning just outside of Silver City, NM and hasn't been seen since. CB is the focal point of the book Born To Run and has inspired many people to run with along side him and the Tarahumara in the Copper Canyon ultra marathon.
Keep looking up, CB. Hopefully you'll pop out from a trailhead with a wonderful story to tell. :praying: |
Thinking n Craving Chocolate cream pie....:sigh:
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Getting the hell out of work so I can see my girl !!!!! :knighthorse:
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What in the world she wants to talk about tonight SMH.. she makes me grin so much
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What's On My Mind...
I've been doing a lot of soul searching and thinking... I have nothing holding me here in Delaware but my job... I think it's time for a change... Maybe somewhere West or Southwest....
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change is always a good thing .. but dontu have to be bowlegged to live in the south ? lol j/kkkkkkkkkkk
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Just make sure you have A LOT of gas money :| and not owning 4 dogs will help too. :|:| |
Its too quiet... everyone is still asleep from our household nap... I find that very funny that we all take a nap at the same time..... even Peppa... I want to go play.. its dark and rainy and dreary out... and I have no one to hold my hand as I jump through the rain puddles... :waitinggirl:
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Silence! I want to sleep and not hear anything! I only sleep an average of 5 hours a night and I really want more.
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My midterm.... which I should be working on right now!
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Hoping my friend is ok waiting to hear what the cat scan says... I have you in my thoughts
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Frog songs
Giggling about the frogs croaking up a symphony outside my window, in the forest. I have never heard frogs here before. Must be the rain. Do they sprout like mushrooms?
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Legal process
Thinking about going to the lawyers office this monday....
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