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People near and far. Rumors hurt. Untruths. Loss of trust. |
a bit of rudeness- I really wasn't expecting that here.... :sigh: |
Finding out from My sister that her b/f's Mom went into the hospital thinking she had pneumonia and it turns out they found she has Stage 4 lung cancer.
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Going back to the doctors. :( Yep this really is my life. How selfish, self centered and self absorbed some people are...they really do think it's all about them. That gets so old, so fast....A 19 year old that worked for me dropped off the face of the earth last week -stopped coming to work- up and left her roomates- her parents live in Alaska- they kept calling her phone until her vm was full - then called the police today to report her missing.... the police found her fast enough, visiting her "love of her life" boyfriend in jail. She told the police that "everyone was getting on her nerves." wow. You can't call your parents back to tell them your alive??? |
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A conversation where I did not feel like I was being heard. It just makes the heart hurt. That I feel like I was misunderstood.
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A visit wouldn't be bad, but I couldn't stay. Arwen and Diva and the other Austinites have been on my 'to do' list for a very, very long time. They might get violent if I put them off again. :blink: I'd like to see you and the furbaby in Austin. Do you good. Do me good. Everybody would be good! :thumbsup: I'm okay, ALH. *hugs* |
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:confused: Since when does Fleetwood Mac make you sad? Never fear, though -- *I* will cuddle you! :loveletter: |
The trans student, Juin Baize, who tried to attend the same school as Constance McMillen (the lesbian who tried to bring her gf to the prom, remember?), but was suspended before the day was out because she was dressed in girls' clothing. There was a group of girls who dressed as boys (in solidarity), the next time she tried to attend school.....the principal suspended Juin, but not the girls......
Dear God. What is going ON!?!?!?! :peacelove: |
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My lady in tears.
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how stupid television shows have become
how females are still struggling with body images how the south is still battling its demons and taking it out on kids how good chocolate tastes and how unfair it is that its chock full of empty calories how nobody even notices or speaks about how few used books stores there are left in the US those horribly true commercials for the Humane Society and ASPCA that post I wrote in the thread about infidelity the unmasked who now sling hate filled shit instead of scripture or political rhetoric because they have been pushed to their limits that I have to pack up my belongings and everytime I put something in the box, I remember the memories of what once was... that to get to spring there must be a winter... |
scratch sheet
The odds. 364:1 |
What made me sad today...
Finding out that my Dad has Stage 3 lung cancer. How bad does THAT suck? Unexpected. We find out more tomorrow after a PET scan...how far it has spread. :worried:
The man has never been sick a day in his life, and I realized today that I have never seen him with even a cough or cold before. My Uncle, his brother, died of lung cancer about a month ago. It was the next week after my Uncle died that my Dad started with this cough...it just kept getting worse, as did his breathing, and today's tests gave us the cancer diagnosis. So, I am praying for the cancer to be Stage 3A and not Stage 3B. The positive thinker in me believes that it will be the former! :) |
:::healing light and love to you and your family::::
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watching the Blind Side made me tear up. sigh. why did i watch it with the damn kids?
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The battery in my B & D Pivot Plus died and it cvannot be replaced... not such a terrible thing, but, I need it!
:annoyed: have to buy a new one.... :builder: |
can't even describe it, it's beyond words.
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Knowing I may be loosing the woman I was to marry.
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I'm going to sound ungrateful (lucky to have a job), but getting up for work at 5:15 made me sad...I really miss my Fridays off of work.:watereyes:
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I have posted this week something I needed to get off my chest and just talk. I got my 3rd tattoo today, it is a treble clef in the middle of a star with little stars round it. I love music, music is what gets me through life and I put it on my foot because music helps me walk and get there with my feelings. My sister who I love very much and was there for me last week at my downfall said this my song. Which I truly believe it is. Sorry this is long, but its very theraputic for me right now. :)
[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bI93c5Ww1a0"]YouTube- Guinevere Eli Young Band with lyrics[/ame] |
Members of My family.
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Going to visit My Mom today. She has decided to downsize and is selling her house. It was the first time I had seen the for sale signs up. I sat at the bottom of the driveway and realized how a huge chapter of our lives is coming to and end. We were born and raised on that hill. My grandparent's home and property is still there. My house next door where I grew up is still there. Once My Mom moves we will no longer have a reason to go up that hill. There is just a part of Me that has not accepted it all yet. It does indeed make Me sad.
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Thinkin about Nannie, she just aint doin to good
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a friend of mine had to put down her newfie boy...he bloated badly and because of his age and his heart condition, nothing could be done to save him...
its so hard to love these big breeds that can have so much wrong with them...but when you favor a breed, you favor them heart and soul and not through your head... l |
Rosie's elderly mother fell. She was taken to the hospital, and they found out that she has water on the brain. She is scheduled for surgery next week. She has some nasty cuts and bruises. |
The more I read about Jesse James' infidelity, the sadder I become. His daughter, Sunny, and Sandra became very close and now she will have no rights to see the child unless Jesse and Sunny's biological mother agree to it which is unlikely since Sandra helped Jesse get custody of the child away from Janine. It's sad when the most stable person in a child's life is going to be ripped away from them because of something so stupid.
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I agree, I read the story. I still keep asking myself, who in their right mind cheats on Sandra. |
Knowing the fact that my sister does not think I should put my paper about trich in the newspaper so more people know about it. She thinks sending it into the paper is going to create gossip.
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a family member not owning up to making a hurtful mistake
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I realized I am addicted to Keeping Up with the Kardashians.
and Bruce Jenner's face creeps me out will not watch Kourtney & Khloe take Miami...will not! |
The brakes are going out in my car (I recently paid $5k to keep her going); Martina Navratilova has breast cancer; So many natural disasters taking place lately; The latest in cyber bullying and teenagers commiting suicide. Proves my point that words hurt; The pit bull puppy that was being stoned with rocks and bricks by children yesterday; The loss of civility. |
I have tended and lovingly grew a drumming circle for seventeen years. I am down to my last two circles before I hang up my drumming sticks. A way of life is coming to an end. I am having a hard time sorting myself out. I cried today when I sent out one of my last circle update emails.
Ahhh well this day was inevitable. |
a facebook picture it was had to see her doing all the tings we had talked about with someone else I always was like hidden but now it is out in the open just someone else in my place was I so bad
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Ulghhh...
...well, some of you will know that I posted about the loss of a father a couple of weeks back.
This was a father to a set of twin boys that I grew up with. During the funeral (of the father) the one brother was struggling so hard to "hang in there", for he had been fighting against cancer... __ Well, not just in my heart of hearts... but, after having hung out with the other "twin" bro... we knew it was just going to be a matter of time. I just found out today. I had been in my cabin for a few days, like usual. BUT, last I was out... I looked up and said, "oh, Frank died..." __ Then when I went to visit my parents this afternoon, they confirmed that. My heart... Twin brothers. ANY SIBLINGS. Pain... I'm SO sorry MIKE. I'm here Buddy. I love you BOTH - thanks for the memories!!!! :rrose: Jude |
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