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"The main dangers in this life are the people who want to change everything... or nothing." ~ Nancy Astor
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Anais Nin
The only abnormality is the incapacity to love.
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"Thinking of a series of dreams
Where the time and the tempo fly And there's no exit in any direction 'Cept the one that you can't see with your eyes" Bob Dylan |
"Opportunity is missed by most because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work." Thomas Edison
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"Jealousy is the tribute mediocrity pays to genius."
-- Fulton J. Sheen |
THE .DOC FILE OF J ALFRED PRUFROCK
with deepest apologies to T.S. Eliot by livejournaler "copperbadge" Let us go then, you and I, When the evening is spread out against the sky Like a laptop, put in sleep mode on a table Let us go through certain half-deserted streets The blinking-light retreats Of restless nights in free-wifi cafes And public libraries with internet Streets that follow like messageboard argument of insidious intent To lead you to an overwhelming blog post Oh, do not ask, "What, yaoi?" Let us go and post an entry. In the room the players come and go Talking of their scores on Halo. The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the Windows PC The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the Macintosh Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening Lingered upon the trackpads in their case Let fall upon its back the crumbs that fall to keyboards, Slipped by the flashdrive, made a sudden leap and seeing that it was a soft October night Curled once about the mouse, and fell asleep. And indeed there will be time For the yellow smoke that slides along the desk, Rubbing its back upon the Windows PC; There will be time, there will be time To prepare a face to meet the icons that you meet; There will be time to murder and respawn And time for all the Chrome and Firefox That drag and drop a website on your plate; Time for .doc and time for .ppt And time yet for a hundred indecisions, And for a hundred fanfics and revisions, Before the taking of a toast and tea. In the room the players come and go Talking of their scores on Halo. And indeed there will be time To wonder, "Is this wanky?" "Is this fair?" Time to turn back and descend the stair With a comment on the level of your player [They will say: "How his server's lagging slow!"] My morning cosplay, collar mounting firmly to the chin My website rich and modest, but accessed by a simple login [They will say: "But how his content's growing thin!"] Do I dare Disturb the interwebs? In a minute there is time For fanfictions and revisions which Google Docs may reverse. For I have known them all already, known them all:— Have known the RPs, archives, messageboards I have measured out my life with usernames. I know the voices dying with a 404 Beneath the music from a farther room. So how should I presume? And I have known the mods already, known them all -- The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase And when I am banhammered, sprawling on a pin, When I am banned and wriggling on the wall, Then how should I begin To spit out all the fragments of my browser cache? And how should I presume? And I have known the sites already, known them all —- Sites that are Web two-oh, white and bare [But on my cellphone, still given to fail!] It is the javascript impress That makes them so digress? Sites that stretch out like a table, or word-wrap like a shawl And should I then presume? And how should I log in? Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through archived files And watched the dialup sequences that blink No more from AOL in lonely Windows? I should have been a line of ragged code, Scuttling through the compiler, breaking apps. And the messageboard, the website, sleeps so peacefully! Smoothed by long fingers, Asleep...tired...or it malingers Returning 404, here in front of me. Should I, after iPhone apps and prices, Have the strength to force AT&T to crisis? But though I have wept and emailed, wept and played, Though I have seen my avatar brought in upon a platter, I am no hacker -- and here's no great matter; I have seen the screen of my laptop flicker, And I have seen the eternal bluescreen hold my eye, and snicker, And in short, I was afraid. And would it have been worth it, after all, After the games, social media, the blogs, Among the twitters, among some talk of IRC logs, Would it have been worth while To have bitten off the fandom with a smile, To have squeezed the internet into a ball To roll it toward some ass on Yahoo Questions To say, "I am Babbage, come from the dead, Come back to ban you all, I shall ban you all" -- If one, sending a textmessage, autocorrected Should say: "That is not what I typed at all. That is not it. LOL." And would it have been worth it, after all, Would have been worth while After the LOLcats and the macros and the youtube clips, After the spambots, after the blog space, after LiveJournal trailing on the floor -- And Digg, and so much more? -- It is impossible to type just what I mean! But as if a new .avi threw the nerves in patterns on the screen: Would it have been worth while If one, texting or throwing back Red Bull, And turning towards the PC, should say, "That is not what I typed at all. That is not it. OH LOL." No! I am not Lovelace, nor was meant to be, Am on some messageboard, one that will do To send things viral, start a meme or two, Edit the wiki, no doubt an easy tool, Deferential, glad to be of use, Pwning, sometimes, but anonymous, Filled with citations, all a bit obtuse; These edits, indeed, almost ridiculous -- Can you not work Google? I grow old... I grow old... I shall add some links to my blog roll. Shall I change my default pic? Do I dare to eat a peach? I shall play some World of Warcraft, and walk upon the beach. I have heard the servers singing, each to each. I do not think that they will sing to me. I have seen cats talking in capslock on the web, All up in ur fridge, eatin' ur food When my laptop lights the darkness white and black. We have lingered in the tubes of internet, By URLS wreathed with info, loaded-down Till cellphones ringing wake us, and we drown. |
“Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life, but define yourself.”
Harvey S. Firestone "Those who can, DO; Those who can't, BULLY" "Bullies thrive wherever authority is weak" “You will never reach higher ground if you are always pushing others down.” Jeffrey Benjamin I do not at all have the mind of a bully... in my mind bullies are intolerant of contrary opinion, domineering and rather cowardly. I would hope that none of those terms could be fairly used in describing me. Conrad Black |
"Your assumptions are your windows on the world. Scrub them off every once in a while, or the light won't come in." ~ Isaac Asimov
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hmm, not bad
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CS Lewis
To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal... Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.”
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getting to know me...
"All men are somewhat ridiculous and grotesque, just because they are men."
- Friedrich Von Schlegel "Men have always detested women’s gossip because they suspect the truth: their measurements are being taken and compared." - Erica Jong "All men have something to hide. The brighter the picture, the darker the negative." -Rupert Thorne (on Batman, The Animated Series) |
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.
~From a headstone in Ireland |
For some moments in life there are no words. ~David Seltzer, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory |
My bright & shining star.....
When [s]he shall die
Take [her]him and cut [her]him out in little stars And [s]he will make the face of heav'n so fine That all the world will be in love with night And pay no worship to the garish sun. ~William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet |
The first sign of maturity is discovering the volume knob also turns to the left.
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I am troubled
Immeasurably By your eyes I am struck By the feather Of your soft Reply The sound of glass Speaks quick Disdain And conceals What your eyes fight To explain. Jim Morrison |
“You never have to change anything you got up in the middle of the night to write.”
~Saul Bellow |
"Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it is time to pause and reflect. " ~ Mark Twain
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A true friend knows your weaknesses but shows you your strengths; feels your fears but fortifies your faith; sees your anxieties but frees your spirit; recognizes your disabilities but emphasizes your possibilities.” - William Arthur Ward
Read more: http://www.disabled-world.com/disabi...#ixzz10eupogwh Your words, like thoughts and emotions, have the power to change your experience and the world we live in. This applies to both the words we say out loud to others as well as self-talk. If you tell yourself that you're not a good person, you begin to manifest this reality. Fill your mind with positive words and this is how your life will unfold. Sandra Ingerman |
“A good head and a good heart are always a formidable combination." ~ Nelson Mandela
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