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ladies ladies take that as a blessing anyone that wants to control your looks certainly wants to control you in what would be abusive 1 you are blessed they didnt like your hair 2 they showed what total asses they really are ~red flag~ 3 youre better then that 4 you just have to laugh at such stupid nonsense because if theyre more worried about your hair than they are your personality thats some ignorance right there 5 consider yourself blessed! |
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girl never do it as a favor for a friend lol lesson learned only do it for you! keep on strutting ;) |
Getting ready for a night of pool with my bois ;)
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I never once thought that moving across the country was a bad idea...and I still don't think that way.
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....thinking about today's chores before I leave for my visit tomorrow...also thinking about a surprise wake up with flowers and a special package for her.....:deepthoughts:
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cijs good morning ~
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I hear the woman across the way yelling and screaming at her kids all day long. I know it must be frustrating being home with the children all day, but to actually scream at the top of your lungs at 2 kids under 5 years old. I feel is so wrong. Parents get frustrated, I can understand that, however to me that is child abuse....maybe not physical but, emotional abuse. The scars left behind from emotional abuse are not always physically visable, but they sure do hurt like hell. Ok enough said......:praying:
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What would be even better is when I wouldn't need to wait for my butch to get off the plane ever again because we would be in the same locale. *Sigh, very heavy sigh* |
Knowing that we grow closer as the days go by, and that our love for one another grows as well :)
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Feeling sad and helpless when you are trying to help a friend and they live so far away and they need a really really big hug....:blues:
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The adjustment back and forth is sometimes a challenge. You know....I get used to doing things a certain way during the week. My regular routine. When she comes home or when she leaves again it throws everything off for a day or two. 3 routines can be a tough juggle. (Away, Home, Weekend) It's worth it to me though. She loves her career. I don't know many people (including myself) that can say that. Hey I make good money and I don't hate it. That's about it.......but her? She loves what she does, she loves travelling and seeing new exciting places, the people at her job treat her well (the company is gay-owned). Honestly, I wouldn't want anything else for her as long as she continues to get the enjoyment she does out of her career. |
We had 5 people in the shop terminated yesterday for theft of company property...caught on camera. The owner of the company somehow found mercy and did not send them to jail...all have families...sigh. I am very sad for all of them.
Sooooooo, if you know a CNC operator in need of a job near the Carson, CA area shoot me a PM. |
Some R&R...
A trip to Nantucket island that's coming up.
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My girlfriend.
She is going through a terrible time with work right now. She is in between positions, and feels like her current boss is trying to push her out early before the other position is available so he can get the new person in trained. She also has a co-worker who is extremely emotionally abusive and it's becoming too much. She also commutes 2 hours each way for work everyday which doesn't make it easier on her. She has an amazing opportunity that she has worked so hard for down the pipeline and she is hanging on by her fingernails to get there. Two years of school, 3.9 GPA, honors graduate, she deserves this! She broke out in hives yesterday due to the stress so she went to the doctor. Her blood pressure is through the roof and she is exhausted. Doctor recommended she take 2 weeks off for stress and blood pressure, but she is only taking one day off (of course, I am going to work on her staying home the rest of the week). I know if this position that she deserves so bad doesnt come through, she will be fine. She is the most amazing person I have ever met. I was helping her with her resume yesterday and smiled thinking of what an amazing life she has led. She was in a band with a recording contract, produced by Rikki Rocket of Poison, private investigator, payroll supervisor of a huge bank, manager of home depot (of course, lol), 3D animation artist for video games, movies and television where she won an Emmy (yeah!), and now works with lawyers at a huge medical facility in LA negotiating clinical trials with physicians who want to get drugs on the market. She is a jack of all trades. She is amazing! And she did all this and never graduated high school, dropping out in the 10th grade. Her mom was sick and she had to work to support them. She recieved her GED 10 years ago, at the age of 38. She doesn't need to worry because she will be successful in wherever the future takes her. She always is. <3 |
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I don't want a mamogram tomorrow. I always go in there and ask them if they're ready to make pancakes. Which they all laugh at. :)
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you shine the light for us to follow
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That I'm off to make pancakes with my boobs. Yuck!
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On my mind is how to move forward. I got to a point I've never gotten to before and I don't know what to do. In these situations I usually listen to my heart but my mind is really in disagreement. I wonder how it will turn out? |
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I have the most awesome parents ever!
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how phase 4 is the hardest but learning a lot here!
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A beautiful woman,friend of the family,single mother of a beautiful child, and really... quite like a family member...pretty much family.
While helping her mother fight breast cancer...was just diagnosed herself. God in heaven, please, don't take this one from us. Let her live a long and healthy life. Ok. like decades plus. Please. Why you gotta try and take all the good ones for yourself? We need people like Her Here. I pray for you now ****** ,and hope that this helps. All my love. **** |
Missing my Daddy a lot :(
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Just occurred to me that I might actually want to start sending friend request to other butches and FTMs on here. Why is it I wonder I am more nervous about a fellow butch or FTM not accepting my friend request then I am about the femmes? After all I want friends of all kinds. Like minded friends no matter how they choose to label themselves. Strange I will have to contemplate this more and maybe find the courage to send out a couple or maybe I will just contemplate it more.
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i have drugg out my big girl panties and i am ready to deal with all the shit that faces me.i am ready for next months legal crap.After its all said and done lots of lessons will have been learned.and i am moving on with my life. i know i can do this..its just going to be a big ass bumpy ride but i am ready..i have gone months without breaking down,sadly it all came crashing down around me and there is no one around i could lean on..but you know what? i made it thru and i was alive and breathing the next day..
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Unhelpful people making my Butch's night at work harder. Yuck.
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"Like minded friends no matter how they choose to label themselves." Stick to that man and you won't go wrong. Over the years I had a lot of "friends" come and go, but there are several that have stayed the course and have been actual friends and not just names on a website. |
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Just thinking about the rest of the year & my plans for it :)
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Work. Nothing ever seems to go right. I’m tired of working 12 hour shifts all week. I have no time during the week for any relaxation and fun. It’s wake, work, home, chores, sleep. Starting Monday I'll be paying close attention to the work loads and scheduling and I’ll be doing lots of documenting. I’m looking forward to getting the results. I need to know if it’s me or something beyond my control.
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Not forgetting all the stuffs I'm donating to tonight's meeting.
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