I made a nice big pot of tortellini soup for lunch...only to find that the tortellini has somehow gone bad while in the freezer.

Le sigh

Disappointed to find Fred Meyer brand of coffee wasn't in stock. That's the second time they're been out of stock of their own brand of coffee. What's wrong with these people? Well for one thing I was standing in Walmart looking for Fred Meyer coffee. :seconddoh:

Very disappointed that my clients, who I really do like, played the entitlement card.

Myself. Sitting here, heart racing, stomach in knots, anger and indignation coursing through me as yet again I am triggered in an instant by my narcissistic ex husband who never fails in his ability to find a healing wound and rub a huge handful of salt in it.

All I want is some potato salad...

The other day, I started some potatoes and eggs and went upstairs. I fell asleep and burned the pot and all.

So... today I tried again. I started the water to boil and added in the taters. The whole displacement of water thing totally escaped me and I flooded the gas stove, extinguishing the little fire that makes the ringer start.

It’s my first gas stove. I don’t know how to light the thingy back up. Can’t reach my honey at work to ask and it occurred to me to call my mom and ask....which led to yet ANOTHER episode of sobs... and I’m back in my room.

So no potato salad for me.

Meh

Going book shopping with my honey. He’s not into books. I felt like I had to amuse and distract him the whole time so I could peruse for a few seconds on my own.

Definitely NOT going to repeat that again. I like to take my time and look around.. I feel slightly robbed of the proper experience it should have been.

:fastdraq:

Having to cut a lunch date short because I realized I forgot my morning meds.

My last two clients of the day...oh well...

My dad is back in the hospital.
Im disappointed in his doctors and him along with my mom when they dont listen about the fact he needs new doctors.

How I could go on about disappointment in doctors........

I hope everything works out and from experience you have to fight to get what you know you need from doctors. And then fight some more. It’s like a damn battle with some of them.

Thanks. I just think he needs 2nd or 3rd opinions but i dont get heard.

I disappointed myself, when I let a resentment from yesterday carry over to today.
Once that happens, I get annoyed at the stupidest things...like someone mixing upper and lower case letters in hand-lettered signs.
One of my clients makes small signs for his restaurant to advertise upcoming music acts, etc. They look like this:

ThURsDaY liVE MuSic wiTh daVE SMith 8:30

Then he tapes them to the glass next to the entrance, so the place looks like wild animals make their signs.
Mixing UC and lc letters should be a misdemeanor, heavily fined.

Learning that the GOP henchmen have subverted the justice system by failing to empower the FBI to conduct an exhaustive investigation into the background of Kava-Not.


I hate that this is happening. It makes me very ill. It triggers me in very deep ways. All week long I've experienced hissing in my ears, shortness of breath, panic, anxiety, and all kinds of other symptoms.


The trauma for sexual assault survivors experience is very real.
It never goes away. Ever. I've cried so much this past week.

My Dad showing his white male privilege.

I bought the lousiest muffin I’ve ever had. It was hard and chewy. Whoever heard of a chewy muffin? I’m not eating it and am thinking of returning it to get a refund.