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Two more sleeps until I get to see Jeff Dunham in person *squeals* and four sleeps until my cousin's social :D
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cuddles with my babe !!
The elections tomorrow. I'll be following that all night. |
My mom.
Feb. 13, 2012. Physical and emotional pain. How much I missed some people on here and how much more I missed the interaction with others on here. The fact that I am NOT asleep, can not sleep, and afraid to go to sleep because ALL that is on my mind. How much I am not ready for the holidays this year and how for the first time in a long time I am not looking forward to them. and on and on the list of what is on my mind goes.... |
Thinking about those that where burdened with Sandy. I hope they are able to get out and vote.
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The election. My anxiety grows as I realize it is probably going to be too close to call, and we'll have to wait days or weeks so the provisional ballots can be counted.
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Sleep and the lack of it. Maybe now that the tree cutting is done and I still have a few hours left for the polls to be open I can grab a quick nap. Would not want to vote for the wrong person because I am so tired I can not see straight. So off to sleep I hope just so I do not vote the wrong person into office. :byebye:
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How I am going to seal the education gaps this year with my kiddos! I have
5th graders reading at a 3rd grade level! Who let these kids slip through the cracks? Well, the cards have been dealt. Now it is time to take action! Going to do everything in my power to make a difference! |
So, now the wind's started to really blow ... the furry princess decides it's time to start running around like a small streak of striped lunacy ... so much for getting some sleep!
picture this > to the nth degree :playingcat: :seeingstars: :doh: :beddybye: |
Step two...came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity :|
Not so sure about the restoration part, maybe granting would be more appropriate :cheesy: |
Colorado seems a lovely place to live.
Rock on Mary Jane. |
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Well, now, this is....debbie from the bmv-dmv just called and i loved telling her that i have already taken care of it...inorder to vote... i could not wait for the bureacracy to get it done. blah blah blah..
Grateful that i do not,technically, have to be at work right now. Grateful for the majority of the populus of the USA Oh, also, grateful that my ID has the correct gender marker on it. |
My very long to-do list that has to be accomplished today and the one that has everything that HAS to be accomplished by Friday. I have already marked off three things on today's..got more then 4 hours sleep last night, ate breakfast (chocolate donuts), double checked flight reservation for Saturday...checked and done.
Thankful my lay over in Phoenix is short enough no to drive me crazy yet long enough just in case the flight out of Chicago is running late (since I know I will be sitting on the tarmac pas take off time after all) so I do not miss my connecting flight. Thankful that I am in a get things done mode today and my brain is not on overload as of yet. Grateful for friends that are able to help answer questions and remind me of all the stupid carry on rules. Grateful one of those friends is the Queen of travel (cheap travel) and had ideas to help me figure out how I can make sure I am in Chicago for such and early departure. Grateful the other friend is close enough to my heart that I can trust her advice and know she will be there should I need her. Hopeful that I get everything done today and am able to sleep tonight. Without nightmares would be a good change. Hopeful this holiday season will not be as sad for me as I fear it will be but wise enough to know my bio-family will disappointment me again so I am at least prepared for it. |
decorating my shop for the upcoming Christmas holiday. I am so excited about doing this! I have customers coming in this weekend to help me do so and together we are going to create a magical place! My front windows are huge so its going to feel like we are in a snowglobe when you are inside the shop! I have a 12 foot tree donated to put in the front window! And an animated manger scene too! I am dressing my mannequin up as a dolly, giving it the old fashioned look!
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Ey Oh way to go OHIO
[nomedia="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HA56J8zlAdo"]The Pretenders - My City Was Gone - YouTube[/nomedia] Love this woman |
Republicans were really sad yesterday, and quite.:(
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A suprising call that I received late last night...happy...yet not, at the exact same time. I honestly don't even know how I feel about it yet.
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Seriously tired and in pain, been up since 7am to get to an interview about whether or not I can work (I still can't) and then for the woman interviewing me to say "If I'd known how bad your disability was, I would've arranged to carry out the interview over the phone." I managed to bite my tongue and left soon after. I could've saved myself the pain of my bad knee getting worse and because of my knee hurting I put my shoulder out. Today's been a trial to say the least ...
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Ugh... so much...
I'm worried about my brother in law up at the acute care facility in St Paul. I hate that he's so depressed there, and I hate that at 38, he's having to deal with being paralyzed, when he started off with a pretty routine knee injury. I never imagined so much bad could happen without warning... I'm worried about my sweet wife, who's barely left his side for the 2.5 months we've been living this nightmare with him... I'm worried about getting things all set up to bring him home. There are wheelchair ramps to build, medical equipment to purchase, home health care to set up... it's never ending! :| |
Perceptions
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Loads. It's been an odd week. :blink:
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I think my bed's calling for me, the furry princess's already curled up in a huff because I'm still sitting here and not warming her bed for her ...
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i've been thinking....a great many things that I would happily consider doing for a living are unattainable due to my math phobia.....
I'm very interested in geology....and forensics....both require math as part of your education....I'm seriously considering taking JUST math classes til I get to where I need to be in requirements. I'm an excessively logical person....and math is HUGELY logical....there's no reason I can't do this...... :sunglass: |
General wonders, sleep, gurrly talk, holidays, new books to potentially read, snacks, kittunz, a few specific people, warm drinks, cool pillows & the walking dead.
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This morning my word is procrastinate....uuuggghhhhh!
I had a cuppa coffee and a couple pieces of toast I'm awake with chores I have to do on my to do list today One of them is a total cleaning of litter boxes (despise it, but do it) I'd rather scoop them than clean them out, but once a month whether I like it or not, it has to happen. There are days I am so tired of cleaning up after these rescues, be it scooping or vomit or food scattered on the floor to all the fur they leave me to vacuum up and the sweeping of litter because it doesn't all stay in the boxes when they get out of them. I am overwhelmed at times and rant, but seriously love these fur babies. I came along and cared for them when others kicked them to the curb. I just wish I could find some forever homes for some of them. I know they all have there own stories and don't warm up to humans right away. Even with them, trust is earned (a lesson worth learning from our animals). So, I'll now finish my rant, get off my soapbox and put a load of laundry in. Hey, it's a start and the litter boxes will eventually get done today. |
I was going to hang out and do my chores in a tee shirt and my boxer briefs, not wanting to dress at all today. After all, there is no one here, but me and the rescues. There was a down pouring with a light show going on outside and I still didn't feed the trailer park kitties. So, after the show outside ended, I put on my sweat pants and took that daily cup of food out and sure enough, there was already a kitty out there waiting for breakfast. I couldn't pour the cat food quick enough as he kept nudging my hand as if he was helping me pour it faster. I'm thankful the Universe and Mother Nature helps me find a way to help the outside kitties and my inside ones even when I'm not sure if I have enough to feed all of them on any given day.
When I came back inside, I decided to tackle the litter boxes. Done deal, procrastination is over and my laundry is in the dryer. Had another cuppa coffee and a bowl of oatmeal. I am now looking forward to a day filled with football games. Happily, I get to see my team play on TV tonight in this state because it's a regularly scheduled Sunday night game for NBC...yay!!! |
Priorities...priorities...i gotta stay away from this place... and get some important stuff done!
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Inclusion and Exclusion
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That feeling of "you can't go back but you can't stay here"nature. it is unsettling. The feeling of no on there knows me anymore and no one here really knows me.
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How awesome my Handsome Ravens fan is for giving up her computer, so that we can watch our games together. :)
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There are a lot of things on my mind....
... happy memories from the past ... hopes for the future ... remembering patience ... a few "I told you so"s ... wanting a fast forward button on life ... worries for my son ... plans for the day. |
Thinking about my future :)
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Dreaming :) nice to play the what if game sometimes :)
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Thinking about the news my mom gave me this morning, it sucks ass :(
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Making hard decisions...
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perhaps a change of career again or perhaps back to what I used to do in Sales or Recruiting. Just thinking about my lil family's security and safety.
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interview... audition... momma... paint... hardwood floors... hand painted lanai... happy girl... pesto... :cigar2:
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