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Knowing that work will eventually slow down which makes me happy. Tired and ready for a smooth day even just one day would be nice. Knowing everything I did so far has had far reaching results. Just ready for a break.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Remembering that first night... how I seduced you with Twilight :giggle: and how you stole my heart with that first kiss... Thank you Daddy for being everything I have ever wanted and needed. I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you. :waitinggirl: |
After watching a brief segment about Marie Osmond on The Early Show I am making a mental note to watch Oprah today - she will be on the show talking about her son's suicide.
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im thinking ive been single a long time .. i halfway woke last nite; turned my pillow long ways mumbled mmmm baby snuggled up as tight as i could to that pillow an fell back asleep to wake up thinking this aint right!
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Got a copy of the receipt! Two words: Relieved & Grateful
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wet dreams on cold nights...
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My plans for the weekend...How come I don't have any?
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I know how Cody feels. I do that most nights. Ive been single for so long. Ive dated but no relationship for a few years now. There are some days harder than others. Most when I just wanna kiss and cuddle. And I physically ache for someone special. Others I want her here because I feel Ive accomplished so much and have no one to share my life with. Friends are great but they dont keep you warm at night..
I learned after my last one that no matter how much I ache to be coupled I will not settle. It never works, and its not fair to either party. I'd rather spend the rest of my life single and alone than spend a lifetime with someone who doesnt truly love me. So I will continue to wait, until I have just what I want. :) This has been on my mind today.... |
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Today I was busy rummaging through the sale boxes up near the cash registers at Office depot, muttering to myself. I looked up and there was a butch femme couple about my age right there beside me with their buggy. I grinned, asked them how they were doing - being friendly ... said something about trying to find a particular flash drive in that bin. They both spoke. The femme was very friendly and chatty but when I tried to say more to the butch, I got that "wary eye" look of someone who maybe has been burned. Everyone knows what I am talking about. I continued to speak only to the butch looking at her eye to eye as I spoke but could never get anything friendly going.
Later, it made me remember I have been that same way when a lone, random butch we did not know tried to be friendly with us in passing. Though I have not been able to get a sample in years and years of how I would react now because of singledom ... I do hope I have changed to the point that I don't feel so territorial ... or jealous ... or protective ... or ...what ever along those lines. I know when I think about it, I do not like having been that way in the past ... it is embarrassing to tell this on myself in an open forum ... but what the hell ... the truth is the truth. |
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The saying
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♥ *something I've had on my mind for weeks now* ♥
My truth is that I am a woman who seeks stability in the eye of the storm: I am grateful for the friends I have in life and I strive to be worthy of the friendship, love and care that my family of friends offer to me.
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Still trying to figure out why when my Dad remarried, he decided that the family he had with my Mom (as in my 3brothers, their families and me) ceased to exist. This was brought on after a conversation I had yesterday with my stepmother. I called to see what the family plans were for Thanksgiving this year - she and Dad are going out of town to spend the holiday with some of her family. Later in the day I spoke with my Dad about coming over and getting some photos (my counselor wants to see some photos from my childhood). At first he was "Sure come on over" only to call me back later to tell me that he needed several days to get all the photos together. When he started dating my stepmother, Dad put away just about everything having to do with us . There is not a single photo anywhere on display in his house of my side of the family; not even his 9 grandkids. Plenty of my stepmother's but none of Dad's.
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Whats on my mind is a phone call that I had last night with a close friend
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It's really only 730am? really?!
I want to go home :( |
Friends, acquaintances, people that are there and say just the right thing when you need it the most and least expect it.
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I am making myself take time for ME!!! Tomorrow I am going to go bum around downtown in Olympia. I love that town, and I know I will enjoy an afternoon of slow casual fun.
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Will I get to spend Christmas with my beautiful nieces? Time will tell.
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