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Not sure why I let such little things get under my skin and affect me so negatively. I guess I am just sensitive about certain things and/or situations. I really wish I could stop though. I'm beginning to get highly aggravated at myself.
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Today was a pretty good day. My client product consult went well. The client ended up ordering 67 prints plus scheduling another product consult for this last session plus scheduling another portrait session. She also wants to pre-order a ginormous 40x60" gallery wrap which I usually charge around $450. That makes me happy. I like when clients are happy with my work.
She also made requests for a number of other products, some of which I offer and some I haven't been offering. Sooooo....instead of the free weekend that I thought I would get, I will instead be designing and putting together a new catalog of products and services. I also have to update my client order forms, because apparently the one I have is confusing and not very effective. Gonna be a long weekend in front of the keyboard. Oh so worth it though...:hangloose: |
If there world really ends on the 21st I will be sooo upset that the government took the money I was intending to use to hike the Appalachian Trail with....however, seeing how the Mayans thought the sun wouldn't rise without sacrificing virgins.....how right can they possibly be? However, I will be in school in March of this year...so no AT again this year....sigh....
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Sitting here....tv is on...another ad "FDA warning....those who have taken Januvia for diabetes are at increased risk for pancreatic cancer."
I took that for 3 years. Before that it was Actos...FDA now says no one should be on it for more than a year....due to increased risk of bladder cancer. I took that for 6 years. I'm not on either anymore, but it makes me wonder what may be down the road for me. And also, how safe are the things I'm on now? Doctor and FDA say they are safe....but they said the same about Januvia and Actos too. Diabetes sucks...big time. There are days when I'm tempted to stop taking all meds and take my chances with my sluggish pancreas. And then I think about my eyes...which already were showing damage when I was diagnosed. I tell myself I know now that I'm diabetic...so I won't be eating the things I used to. But I know from experience that's not enough...so there would still be damage. Would the natural damage of diabetes and careful eating be better or worse than being a guinea pig for the pharmaceutical industry? I wonder... |
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How well behaved Syr's pack is. 7 dogs and it's quiet as a church in here.
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Words said.
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One awesome dream I had last night!!!!!!!!!!! MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
MY MY !!!!!!!:grindevil: Why did I have to wake up . Still it was sweet ! |
the weekend to do list...
wanting to spend some time on the things i love... like painting and cooking more christmas decorating friendships... new and old. |
whats on your mind...
I am at drill right now and they have a full day of boring classes but I have to have them for the army... This sorta sucks.
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A wide variety of things....
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Cold medicine is evil, I slept about 10 hrs, and I'm still drowsy. Also, why do they need to use petroleum based dyes (Blue No. 1, FD&C Red No. 40) in my cold medicine? Is it going to make me feel better if it's red vs the natural color of the ingredients? I'm really kind of tired of seeing petroleum based coloring in things I may ingest. WTF (why the fuck) isn't the FDA protecting me from that?
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My heart being home again & how happy i am :heartbeat:
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What's on my mind
*chat
* my friends * the parade tomorrow * painting these ceramic Christmas decorations |
Today is World AIDS Day... and as I see all the posts and comments about it today it has been on my mind. There are so many suffering, and so much that could be done... and still so much stigma... It makes me sad... but at the same time... attitudes are changing and work is being done... and that makes me hopeful.
These statistics were have been on my mind... https://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphot...92618580_n.jpg https://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphot...42071144_n.jpg |
The three textbooks open beside me
Dream from last night Memories that stay vivid, yet slowly are fading Desires I have |
Some nights are about internal investigation, discovery, and insight. Tonight just happens to be one of those nights for me.
I have always believed that there would be nothing in my life that I was not given the strength to overcome. In some moments, it was this knowledge alone that kept me moving forward. Just understanding that no matter what happens I WILL come out the other side. It is that same knowledge that has prompted me to take the big steps in life... the ones I was not sure about, the ones whose outcome was uncertain. I knew that I was a strong person, and that the powers that be would not place more in my path then I was capable of conquering. Lately, as I look at those around me, I find it so hard to understand why others don't have this same conviction and determination. Why is it that some people have so much trouble looking past what is to what might be and moving in a forwardly direction? We are all amazing and resilient creatures, and it is only through testing our boundaries, our abilities, and the limits to which we can survive hardship that we find our fullest potential and happiness in life. If you have that chance to grab for something you want, stop hesitating, step out of your comfort zone, and allow yourself to be more then you are, and all that you can be. |
Song lyrics reverberating in my head and fits completely in this moment...
"'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away and I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today 'cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right and though I can't be with you tonight, know my heart is by your side" --Daniel Bedingfield "If You're Not the One" |
Making changes in myself and my life for the better.
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Thinking about the future and how wonderful it will be ~ I have a great job right now, my heart is home where it belongs and I'm just a much happier person :D
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decorating the tree tonight with my love with our pups playing around us
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Kidney failure extent.
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What's on my mind....
She really is something else. Everyday I realize more & more what she means to me. And it's true; when a door closes, a window opens. Often with a much better view. ;-) |
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I was minding my own business taking my final for one of my classes.
Then someone had to come check on me. And I felt her. Now I have 2 things trapped in my head... A wide variety of numbers and rules and formulas and laws And nails. Nails.... Evil you are. |
Numbers, laws, rules, equations, formulas, techniques for simplifying actions and finding errors.
Images. Thoughts. Ideas. Conversations. |
loving SB brings happy tears to my eyes ~
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9 years ago today I was holding my daughter for the first time. Today I went to the EX's house to see my Goose and so I could give her birthday huggs and kisses I am so very proud of the young lady she is becoming. And yet she is still not to big to want to come and sit on my lap and just cuddle. Happy Birthday to my sweet wonderful smart amazing Goose your Mama and your Desd and the pack Phoebe Gracie and Jules love you so very much
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The dinner invitation I turned down. Could have saved me some kitchen time.:)
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Going to take a Shower just hope they don't call me in the middle of it like they did that one time lol.
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1. I've been studying too long. I just spent an hour trying to total numbers that... I knew better than to forget that... And forget I did! *had a HUGE duh moment* Just because you think it should add up to equal the final number, don't mean it should add up to equal the final number.
2. I'm pondering on an idea. I'm not sure how I will put it together, but I'm starting to get close to a solution. 3. MBE and Bear have both promised I get to sleep soon. For more than 5 hours at a time. 4. I have a final that must be taken tomorrow. 5. I have one image in my head, like a snapshot. 6. Your presence is felt. A lot. A whole lot. |
Creating positive outcomes.
Changing the things I can change and letting go the rest. |
I am weary. I had three days off but worked during them. Physical work. And not housework. Work work. Weary. Now I have to go to the shop to work. I need a day off...
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A dear friend of mine, who is in some real pain right now...:watereyes:
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I have heard from the rational part of my brain.
I have heard from the irrational part of my brain. Rational is mostly winning. I got this. I can do it. |
I need a nap, a massage and a margarita... in that order please!
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The move over the rockies with snow and it's been a long time coming ...... what awaits Me......
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All the wonderful things that make me smile more, hold my head up just a little bit higher and the deep appreciation I have of all the gifts the Universe has seen fit to bestow upon me...
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