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*shrug* I'm not a sports person, so I can't really say. |
There is not enough NyQuil in the world to solve my issue.
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((((((((((( Diva)))))))))))) I hope you feel better soon!!!!! |
From my meditation this morning:
"If an individual has a calm state of mind, that person's attitudes and views will be calm and tranquil even in the presence of great agitation." ~HH the Dalai Lama My counselor has been helping me work my way through things from my childhood. Most recently we worked with something that happened when I was about 7. It was the first (and by far the worst) incident of abuse experienced at the hands of my Mom. Since Thursday evening I have been extremely unsettled; having flashbacks and nightmares. Feeling a lot like a child trying to make its way through one of those Halloween haunted houses - never knowing what was going to pop up around the next corner or in the next room and the exit nowhere in sight. During my meditation I was once again reminded of the owls who remained calm and steadfast as they waited for the strong winds to pass. Also of the bison in Yellowstone that stand patiently, belly deep in the snow as a blizzard rages around them. Then I saw a stream of water winding its way along in that typical "S" flow pattern. Floating atop the water was a small feather. When it encountered obstacles the water stopped and pooled. The water only remained there long enough to accumulate the exact amount of energy it needed to surpass each obstacle, resume its course and carry the feather along. How I wish I could say I was suddenly filled with some sort of instant peace/immediate resolution and now all is well with my world but that is simply not the case. Rather there is a lesson to be learned. The water represents my life, the feather is me and the obstacles are my past, present and future. The obstacles will always be there and must be faced but are only temporary delays on my journey. For the moment my life is in one of the "pooling" phases and soon will move along. The feather remained afloat and so shall I. |
A lovely Lei, sigh...
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my list of things to do today.........hmmmmm where do I begin.................
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Cowboy game today
Long hours at work this week My friends committment ceremony in July How happy I am to see all my friends happy with partners living a full complete life... |
Wasting time....in a great way :)
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Memories ... good and bad
Lessons in my life Embracing it all Knowing in the end it will be ok That we are ALL the same |
had to double check during half time that i still lived in az... looked out the window and there snow on the mtn down the road.. sheeez and right now my outside thermometer says its 37... and the wind is blowing like crazy!
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the Holidays......I really dislike them.........
I can feel that old familiar feeling starting to haunt me. |
That some things are better left unsaid.
That sometimes the best things for a person are what hurt the most. That I am stronger today than I was yesterday. |
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chuckling....thank you Ma'am, I know I can always count on you in a pinch
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BTW -resistance is futile... :eyebat: |
...that some just need to be the center of attention
...that I should never allow myself to get that tired again ...that feelings count...mine too ...that I've never dealt well with anger, but that my "recovery time" is getting longer rather than shorter ...that some think they've done a great job when they haven't....while others take things as criticism that aren't meant that way ...that my sister (who I have cut out of my life for good reason) just tried to hack my Facebook account...it's amazing what they can tell you about the location of a would-be hacker ...that just when I can stop worrying about my mammo results, I start worrying about Scoote's ...that diabetes sucks, period |
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