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Was woken up this morning by a coyote trying to play with my dog, Max, through the sliding glass door. I sorta knew that they had a casual aquaintence but don't want them to get too close. That poor coyote has fleas and gosh know what else. On the bright side, I'd rather have him talking to the coyote than the resident skunk.
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My body got all stupid on the jetplane; it seems to believe 12hours of sleep every 36-48hours is sufficient. My brain does not agree.
It is 50degrees colder than where I left. :| I do not like this one bit. My dog is ecstatic that I am home; but he rolled in poo & proper stinks; a bath is in our gay-agenda today. Should I make coffee and face this day OR pull the duvet up higher and hope for more sleep? |
that im only going to answer my phone every other day
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My Hide-Away....
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My Mom is on my mind today. It is her birthday today. We lost her to cancer 16 years ago. Miss you Mom, but you're always in our hearts. |
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I would live in one of those in a heartbeat |
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LOL, heck no, a little compact hatchback Are you saying I need to bring things with me? Looks like it may be furnished and all I need is my clothes and cats |
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I know when I hit my 40's I started to feel every aches! :seeingstars: |
Back to work on MONDAY:( Countdown to Christmas vacation begins NOW!
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I just watched the movie "Eat Pray Love"....OMG, loved it! That movie really makes you think.
So now I am all up in my head about love, relationships, and all the worms that are in that can.....that I wish had not been opened in my brain!! OY! Now, where is that switch so I can shut off my mind for the evening!? |
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That this has been the 24 hours from hell and I don't ever want to do this again...
In the last 24 hours... Our mr. poodie was hit by a car and killed... I didn't want Mitmo to see what happened to her baby, so I took care of him before I even told her what happened... I can't get the pictures out of my head... I took him over to our new house and buried him this afternoon... There was a lil trama to add new pictures in my head... I can't talk about it with her because I need to keep her safe and let the last picture of him in her head be him going to sleep in her arms the night before this all happened... My storage unit was tampered with... Everything was locked up, but things are missing... Like all the fucking boxes that my son's toys were in... The damn barbies that I collect are still there... But my christmas stuff and my son's toys are missing... My desk was knocked over and the wood splintered and goudged to the point that I just tossed it... My son's best friends car was broken into and his stero stole... In my parking lot... My son is packing up his room... what to donate, what to keep, what to take... It's as it should be, but it's feeling like he is leaving all over again.. (which he is)... This new house will be the first house in almost 20 yrs where he doesn't have a room with all his stuff set up... Then.. my mother has issues with my son's status on his facebook and she calls ME... ugh... Please tell me that our three is done for awhile... Please? |
I haven't been in for quite some time, but I just wanted to come in and ask everyone to keep my nephews, their dad and grandparents in their thoughts. My nephews (ages 8 and 11) live with their dad and grandparents. Thanksgiving evening we got a call from the grandparents saying the house was on fire and the fire department was there. The kids were with us that day, thankfully. They ended up losing everything. HERE is a link to the pictures. Thankfully a lot of people are stepping up donating clothes and such. There is a benefit dinner Monday night for the family and my son is a cage fighter and they are doing a fundraiser on Dec 10th for them. It's been stressful, and we have 5 adults, 2 kids and 9 animals all crammed into this tiny house. Monday the grandparents are meeting with Salvation Army to get help for housing, etc and with some agency that deals with family emergencies like this where a family is left homeless and with nothing but the clothes on their back after fires, etc. Hopefully they'll be back to normal soon.
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For those who aren't in the best place right now, it's always darkest before dawn. Just hold on :)
I am thinking about love or what we perceive as love. How some days I want to run away and start anew. Don't be afraid to be myself . Do things how I want to do them. Sometimes the door unlocks, but I am too shy to push it open. I am glad I am surrounded by family this holiday season. It has been a rough year. 2011 has to be better ! Much love and thanks for reading this mini vent . :praying::deepthoughts::twitch: |
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