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What is on my mind? My mind is still spinning from all of the informatino that came to me at once last night! It was quite pleasant. I feel like I am moving forward, still floating peacefully (and sometimes intensely).
I still feel like there are thoughts in my mind which will lead me to the answers eventually. I still wish I could get clarity from my meditations. I am still feeling a strong pull to my spirituality and maybe some guidance. Great work days make me feel really connected to the art world. It's not just a job. It's a way to help boost confidence and make people feel something great about themselves. It inspires me to be more creative in other ways, on other projects & validates my focus. I am thinking about friends, crushes, great conversations, the importance of wise advice through support and how lucky I am to have people around me who are protective of me in a good way! I appreciate a little over protective ness too, but this is exactly what I need right now. I am finding great comfort in the company I keep. I have become more open to my gifts and I have learned the strength of my energy. I have a few errands to run tonight and a coupe of more self care rituals to perform. If you can call it that. I love the guilt free feeling of treating myself. I really am in the mood to watch a movie tonight. I'd love to get out this weekend or to even be able to meet up with a group of friends, old and new to play cards or board games or even a video game. I don't need to drink to have fun or to be social, but I am still craving that. I need a haircut. I need to go shopping. I have boxes to pack, things to sell, research to do, lists to make & some considerate thinking to do about the little things. |
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I hope you know you can count on me as part of your support network :) sending (((((HUGS)))) |
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Things are taking shape. It may still appear to be in the mist but my decisions have allowed the tides to turn. It's a wonderful feeling, liberation. |
I am really interested in going to see the movie Beautiful Creatures. I love the name and the trailer looks really good.
I like things like Once upon a time & even Twilight (yeah, yeah) |
How awesome it is that Gaige and I have conversations like this one:
Gaige: So, while you're watching the Pro-Bowl, I'll be doing some sewing. Me: I can keep you informed about the game Baby. Gaige: I think I'll start with Holly's (the dog) bed, she's old and needs something soft to lay on. Me: Well, I can't complain about that, without feeling selfish, though I was hoping for my kitchen curtains. Holly's bed is much more important. |
questioning : how does the Chat room operate?
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Helping with ideas
Playing my drum tonight with a bunch of 8 and 9 year olds Finally getting to relax |
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Websites, logo design, delicious mediteranean cuisine from earlier an what is on netflix that I can possibly watch tonight.
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I can't think a whole lot while doing this much eating. The best I can come up with is "This is so good! I want seconds. Should I be having seconds this late? Do I care?" "Maybe I'll skip seconds but have dessert! Dessert is yummy. Wine would go great with dessert and the flavors of my meal!" "Wine might be a bad idea, tonight." Meanwhile I'm just savoring every bite and I look like I am dancing to some weird song in my head.
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ice cream..........
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I just had another one of my "epiphany" moments....which has left me feeling rather, well...like an idiot. :seeingstars:
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Having to write out a grocery list tonight. This isn't my forte LOL I do better just looking at the sales and heading to the store.
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tomorrow i get told what shift i report to as a patrol officer:vigil: had a good talk with one of the deputy chiefs
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and btw, i aint out of milk |
True true.
And perhaps you're not out of milk because I replaced it. Hmmm? lol |
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The fluffy clean sheets I will be coming home to! Justin is doing laundry! Woot woot!!
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Compatibility and desire....and how exactly those will play into my next romantic venture....if and when the next occurs. I usually deny myself one or the other, for one reason or another. Not again. I have no plans on "settling". I know what I want. I will settle for no less.
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Friends, get togethers, coffee/brunch "dates" like I used to have, sharing, laughing and a few little words whispering around in my head that echo through me.
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There is a list.....
Homework Plans Tests I know I said I wanted to mop downstairs. Flood, no. And a random other things |
hmmm
on my mind is a convo i just had that im not sure i understand....
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the "F" word is on my mind right now.
i am so "frustrated" with the skunks under my house it's really making me want to go out side and start hollering the other "f" word the landlord not doing really anything about it to take care of it "forever" rocks to block the hole does not stop them. you see during the weekend the trap gets closed and moved out of the way so the skunks can move back in and we start all over again on monday. its sad that all these skunks keep getting put down its not their fault. FUKIN LANDLORD! no i dont feel better i just want to go over there with my child in tow to sleep at there house where it doesn't smell.... i better bleed soon or its gonna get REAL UGLY UP IN HERE! |
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