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On my mind is how fast this day is going and what a great day it is!! The sun is shining beautifully and the windows are open with fresh air blowing in my office. It's a perfect day!!
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I am tired. I am cold. When I am tired, my body temp drops and I can't seem to get warm enough. Usually, luckily, I'm tucked under and rolled up in several layers of covers in bed. Today is not my lucky day. The fireplace is going, I have two layers on and I'm STILL cold. It's in my bones, unfortunately. Damn, it's going to be a long ass night.
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((((Gemme)))),
Sending you some warm Florida sunshine to help chase the cold out of your bones! Zimmy Quote:
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Getting anxious about my move on Friday....Knowing that my mother is going to cry when she drops me off at the airport.....
Being able to give my baby a hug and a kiss... Meeting hys stepmom who already adores me.... Exhaustion...Glad to have 3 weeks off from work after I move..Woohoo :freak:I am going to be feeling like this when I land in Seattle on Friday... |
her fault!
the message i just left and wondering if it was understood through much laughter- lisa? ;)
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Currently ...
I'm thinking about the real estate pre-licensing courses that I just registered to take!
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Getting excited that I will see many B-F people that are from out-of-town on Saturday at the Winter Ball here in the Bay Area. There are so many from this community that have enriched my life! I wish I could see them much more often!
:ohm: Levitating with joy! |
kitty bondage :playingcat::playingcat::bondage:
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The only "charity" im accepting......betta vome with a strap-on.....
I am soooooooooooooooo damn hungry...........:blues: HOW HUNGRY ARE YOU??????????? ..............So Hungry I am looking for Sally Struthers to pop her damn head out from 'round the corner......:hiding: "For just 5 dollars a day.....you can feed this Po' Colored woman and her Chi'le...AND get her Weave Tightened....Just say YES! :wtf: Rolling my Fuckin Eyes..........(mmmhmm) ........Im still Hungry as hell though.... :huhlaugh: PS.......I bet' Not hear no mess in my PM box 'bout feelin sorry for me either......I WILL EAT YOU!!!!!....... :eating: :eatthebunny: |
2086/29A :vigil:
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A special BBQ event (of course)
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Gratitude
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I am grateful for good friends who love me and mine simply because they chose to. For Bethy who can kick my a** when i need it by comparing my life to "Twilight Saga", who loves and has established already a friendship with my bride to be just because she loves me. Who is a wonderful step mommy to my son, and who lovingly shares her boyfriend Chris with us. For Kels, who is there to make me laugh and just make life less lonely while I wait for my love to come home. For my adoptive parents who chose to love me and become my parents in the most dire and unconventional of circumstances, but love and adore my son, my girl and me. For my mother who is there as best as she can, and raised me to be tough as nails and soft as melted butter. For You, My love(f), my girl, my bride and the mother of my children! For being such a girl and having in your sweet innocense the ability to keep me in that constant state of "happiness". I love you and I can't wait:baby:. |
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:awww::awww::awww: MORE POWER!!! Where can I pick up my helmet and pilot's license? I wanna see just how fast I can get this baby to run!! Wonder if I can get "her" to float? Ohhhhh BABY!! I miss muscle cars and engines BEFORE computers! I need a day on the open road - preferably on a warm day- ...blasting the music and enjoying the scenery! |
My friend Tiff is laying her mother to rest today...my heart breaks for her. I am so glad the sun is bright and it is not bitter cold for them.
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the long drive to my cousins work to drop food off, and thinking I want to be happy with someone like everyone here.
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What is on my mind...
I am wondering what Tiger Woods is going to say on Friday. How he is going to address his issues, his family, and his fans. I would like to see him back on the golf course.
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Healing
Health Spirit Harmony...within self, Community, Spirit & Soul, and Nature Life Without Pain (LUPUS SUCKS!) Deep beliefs, but how rare it is to find someone that shares those beliefs or at least listens to you and shares their perspective without harsh judgment or severely negative criticism... or trying to change who you are..or thinking -because you finally shared your beliefs - that you are a different, untouchable, off-cast of a person (like my old boss did) ... I am STILL the same person. "Harmony hon... think of Harmony and Healing..." |
Chocolate
sweetcali |
travel and fun times spent with good friends.
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Dear Love,
I am in this for keeps, for good and for bad and however long it takes for me to make you a dad, I will be there. I love you with all of my heart and soul and every minute that I am away from you and the cookie monster, is one minute to long. Less than two days love, and I will be forever in your arms and I enjoy keeping you in a constant state of *happiness*, since you keep a smile on my face and know how to make me blush...Hehe...:loveletter: Besitos y Abrazos Mi Amor! Zimmy Quote:
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the pat-down
I am getting ready to plan a trip to NYC which gets me to thinking of the actual Travel part of the trip....which leads me to the flying part and That gets me a thinkin' of the pat-down part...
for me, the pat-down, is a gare-un-tee every time I fly out of SFO...don't get me wrong, they want to do things which make us ""safe""to travel, god bless america, I will go along with the program...I do so with my yappy and often ill-mannered mouth s.h.u.t....I do it with the most compliant-self I am able to muster up... all this leads me to think of the time before last when I traveled and the Pat-Down itself...they motion me over into the display case so everyone is Sure to see how safe they will be on their plane since they are gonna do a pat-down on the old lady with curly grey hair...but, I am a good girl---I stand there, sans shoes, or any sweater, my purse out of reach (*that* alone sends me into an anxious state)...all this is done with me in a dress so the whole 'spread your legs and arms' thing makes me all the more exposed...and, not being as tall as I think I should be, means that the spread leg thing is even more uncomfortable and exposing... the Pat-Down begins...and it continues...and then I am feeling Really Creeped Out so I move to to get my feet closer together and pat-down-girl orders me to keep my legs apart...it's kinda hard to hear what she is saying since she is now on her knees in front of me as she does her ""job""...and this goes on for a l-o-n-g time... I am more and more freaked out...I am old enough, I have had enough of a real life to know when something is not right...when it's creepy and wrong...I know how that feels, and that was how this event felt... finally she is done...and Surprise!! she didn't find anything and I am allowed to get my things and continue onto the gate...as I stand down I turned and there was a woman standing at the end of the conveyer belt getting her things...our eyes met, and she says to me " what was that???"...I was so relieved, I had a witness !!... I said something like 'yeah that was creepy, right'...her response was that it was indeed 'creepy....that she was watching and could tell from where she was standing that there was something wrong with the whole thing and the pat-down girl was inappropriate... so..that's what is on my mind at the moment as I begin to think of concrete dates for a trip to visit my friend...it makes me feel bad and I wish it wasn't on my mind...I was worried last time I flew, and while I did have to go on display stand for the pat-down it was just the regular kind...but now I get nervous about the weird kind...if it does happen again I am going to stand and scream like a crazy person... I did say something to the sfpd cop who was at the exit but, to be candid, by that time I was too freaked out to stand around and calmly try and explain what happened... it's not an amusing yap about what's on my mind...still it's (one of the things) there for now... and on we go... |
To find a happy place in my mind at this very moment and stay focused on it
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I HATE the cold! It's snowing AGAIN! Time to get warmer PJs and stop streaking through the house in my bath towel!!!
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blessings and much more.
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I still do not know what I ever did so right in my life, to deserve being so loved by you, but I am grateful that it happened. I know that you are in this for keeps, for the god, bad and inbetween. I know that I am in this for as long as it takes to make your dreams come true, raise our kids and enjoy grandchildren. You have already made me a dad, by simply loving the cookie monster as your own. That allows me to be a dad, instead of being both mom and dad for him. I want more though... 3 more at least. How they come about, that is your choice, but 3 more at least!!! I can't wait to have you home. I miss you so much it hurts. because i am me, i will say that i can't wait to keep you in your place...pregnant, barefoot and in the kitchen ;) |
Tree Hugging
Deck Dancing and Bridge Bumping and cell phones not being water proof or knowing how to swim with the fishies! THANKS, Odarlin!! Now I can log off for tonight with a smile on my face and no more tears!!!! |
Sleep!! The lack of...the need for...LOL:eek:
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My :cat: ....... |
on my mind........ cant believe the NY goverment ....... wants to keep new yorkers from getting there state tax returns...:badmood: |
Dear self,
Ok, so you officially have a gym membership now. I highly suggest you break out that pretty little bag of yours and put some work out clothes in it, along with your iPod and gets to exercising! If my memory serves me correctly, there is a trainer there, that is the spittin' image of Jillian ~ you can drool over her AND workout at the same time. You can cool off in the tanning bed afterward :) xoxoxox, Treadmill girl |
DUH... I'm having lots of blonde moments lately. The above post was supposed to be in the Dear thread. :glasses: Don't mind me y'all :)
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"wash hands" |
I'm thinking about this weekend, and how it will change My life forever!!!!
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my hand is tingling!
and I am trying to not make myself think im gonna die. because im paranoid like that D: :sushi: |
Would be nice to just retire and open Chilly Willy's Doggy Day Care!!
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Her and I were chatting a bit ago. I said something, she replied "yes maam", then the next line read..."make that sir". :thumbsup:
I think she kinda gets me....even for a midwest girl that has never met anyone that mentioned the word transgendered to her. Sweet! And I thought it wasn't possible....:flyingpig: |
Since mid-November, news in my world has not been good at all. I wonder how much more can happen before my head actually fucking explodes.
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This lil dude does the "boo boo lip" just like me LOL
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Yesterday I couldn't find a happy place....what a difference a day makes
Today I made someone smile Online friends I never met The world according to everyone else The moon and the stars Thinking of others |
This site makes me want to do a happy dance..:ballerina:
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