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I went for a walk and got a little turned around. I knew in general where I was, but not exact location.
I completed one assignment. I've done 3 articles. So those are on my mind. Bigger stuff is on my mind though. |
On my mind....
That I can't be in control of myself or my life for one more minute.
Or at least till 7am tomorrow. |
Memories and traveling ideas.
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How much gets conveyed through our eyes...even in photographs.
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I am thinking about cooking and what kind of meal I would plan if I were to cook for somebody else.
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Today is my sisters birthday. So many things have changed throughout the years....except my memories of you. RIP big Sister.
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added up the bills for next month..
STILL way more days then there is money.. just keep swimmin swimmin just keep swimmin. :tea: |
Feeling fragile and fractured ..... making my 4th big move in the last year next week ..... leaving good people but also leaving an unstable situation ..... my heart is overflowing with gratitude for the blessings in my life ..... tears flow freely at my losses. Life is a ride.
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Music is making lots of things enter my mind.. I need to stop being in such a good mood :cheesy:
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They say never....
fall in love with a sailboat....a 40' Beneteau.
Sadly, *sigh* I have done just that. (I dreamt of her last night....sailing her on a moonlit night under the Ben Franklin bridge.) hmmm.....I'll have a conversation with the owner. |
I so need a retreat. First I thought cabin, fireplace, mountains, now I am thinking beach or desert oasis. Blazing heat, sunshine, Palm tree's, good music, a hot tub, peace.
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my neighbor lady (a teacher) and her very little preschool age daughter just got home...
as soon as the truck door opened, the kiddlet started SCREAMING HER HEAD OFF!! this seems to be her favorite past time of late. sitting here, I could hear her scream her way through the living room, back the hall to her room (next to mine)... then it sounds like she slammed her back pack against the wall then screamed some more...now she's just sobbing. I've seen this little kid... VERY tiny for her age...but dang, she's GOT LUNGS!! I pitty her poor momma! who deals with rowdy kids all day When we talked the other day, she apologized and said she was afraid I thought she was killing her kid when she screams... momma was worried I'd think less of her if she raised her voice to stop the screaming. Holy Hannah! I miss my kids something awful! But I don't think I miss the preschool/early years where they think the world is coming to an end if they don't get their way. :jester: :jester: |
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Esta...I am moving. I have lived down the mt for seven years...nice cycle. I am moving back to the mt to the cabin I built just in time for spring. The narcissus will be up but daffodills soon as well. Up at the pond will later be...the violet bearded irises. Each bulb display is a place I remember my sisters and mother. A small boat sits on the pond rim and Im going to float out in may, watch the full moon come up over the Yolla Bollies, and be naked whenever I want outdoors this summer. Why did I ever leave? I was lookin for a wife. I return with my same dogs and cat but wifeless. All is good. Im letting my face hair grow and Im planting every seed I have and harvesting plum cherries and bay leaves. I have a fall sous chef job and this summer a job in a gourmet to go resturant that good friends own. To one who knows me that is a huge career change. I will be 60 in august and my body doesnt want to hold a framing hammer or wormdrive for that matter. I have many memories to make this summer...dancing under the full moon...watering early morning gardens and walking the dogs to the pond( ug my knees).
Thanks for listening. Im processing this change but I admit it is a big decision with alot of work attached to it.:veggie: |
I am thinking about more details for my projects, my upcoming move, the application I have to submit soon to possibly be selected for another travel experience, my friends, what to cook and my great day at work.
I have to do more organizing to feel like I am still making progress with all of this stuff LOL |
hmmmm
a kiss...just a kiss...sigh...:moonstars:
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missing someone
bringing the rent over to manager dinner work tmrw |
Communication and how I can keep it simple but sociable on the road.
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The Universe knows and it's probably best to leave it right there!! :mohawk:
Highly disgusted............. :angry: |
time off with my honey we have thusday off together I treasure the time we spend together I found my other half the day I looked into her eyes
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Spiritual connections, universal guidance, the self-care time and rituals I consider sacred in one context or another, floating and all of the lessons I have learned with the experiences from the last month and a half.
I am also thinking about snow icecream and whether that's my solution to getting rid of it all from the driveway. |
The upcoming days.
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I've never lost a file before today. Grrrrr....
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This is...I can't believe that after all of this history that women are not given equal pay as men.
http://www.pbs.org/makers/home/ http://www.pbs.org/newshour/bb/socia...ker_02-26.html And Gloria Steinem is hot! |
My mind is evil to me.
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so much is on my mind I can't seem to get it sorted out
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I really don't like feeling sick. This has went on since last night (fever/queasiness/etc), and caused me to miss out on something important to me tonight. I don't like it. I don't like it at all. Now I'm even more bummed. :blues:
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So there I was at the nail salon today watching the Barefoot Contessa with the nail girls while getting my nails done and she [the barefoot contessa] was making a greek meal and she kept referring to hummus as "hoom-is" when I've always, always heard it pronounced "hum-is" and now because she's a professional, I'm thinking WTF ... who is right and how is it REALLY pronounced and how can I EVER ask for it in public again without being unsure? I can't. I can never eat hummus in public again. Damnit.
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How much Sir and i have grown over the past two months..Changes discussed and adventures planned. Looking forward to O/our future together.
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Floating is on my mind - it's peaceful. I needed this.
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Travel time, new chapters, old friends, the feeling of home. Eagle Spirit, Lil Spirit their love and smiles. Road trip that will begin a new path:moonstars: |
work!@&%$#!!!
I'm stressed. I'm arguing with HR over something I should have just let pass. I guess I still have plenty of life lessons to learn. I really need an occupation change. I'm already bored.
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I woke up rather suddenly.
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Irritable, feeling dull and grrr....
I want to paint a house, walls, something. oohh if only I knew someone who needed this type of help. hmmm... |
I am thinking about everything I've accomplished and experienced since NYE and the resolutions I made. I wonder how many of them I've stuck to.
I have a few people on my mind while I float in my feel good energy today. |
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The sequester. http://www.whitehouse.gov/blog/2013/...what-sequester
and this... “Whatsoever you do to the least of my people, that you do unto me.” (Matthew 25:40) |
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Ummm truth be told ive got a mad crush on the Barefoot Contessa. Can we talk about Martha Stewart? (lol)
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