I am wondering if my mind will calm down enough to focus for just a little while. I need to put the projects DOWN

everytime
 

I see the thread title TRUE BELIEVERS and I feel irritated and those old feelings I used to have being raised SDA begin to creep in. It really gets under my skin bcuz in caps and bold type it exudes another statement : that christianity is the real and only way. Hate that bcuz it kills. I have to say it is wierd on here...not wierd that there are christians. I love my family and they are christian...just the notion that christians are the TRUE BELIEVERS. Ya know?

Home stretch...

A couple of people who encouraged me to go out and have some fun tonight! How badly did I sing? I hope my drinks offset how badly I butchered those songs.

I am thinking about plans, ideas, projects, market finds, the womyn who was mistaken for a boy at least twice tonight (which I think she liked because it meant she wasn't having attention drawn), my friends, floating and now because of a quiz cookies!

Mind
 

Where did the damn sun go!

Merryweather's post gave me a flashback to last night. I was waiting to cross Second Avenue in the East Village and this guy was standing obliviously in the bike lane. Sir! I yelled. Sir, you're in the bike lane! The bike was getting closer, coming down the long block. Sir! I yelled. Sir! Sir! Then the person turned to look at me. Woops. Sorry, Ma'am, I yelled. But you're in the bike lane. At that point she suddenly focused, saw the bike, and stepped backwards up the curb just in time. And gave me a huge smile.

My senses are taking over my brain and I am floating in thoughts while I eat delicious food.

I am thinking in general about plans and artistic skills of the trade

I think I just figured out what I wanted to do to celebrate my birthday this year.

Well, are you going to share??

Can I quote a ruffles commercial? "If I share it with you, I'll have to share it with everybody else" *Laughs*

I will tell you if you'd really like to know? It's not a huge secret or anything.

How long will it take me to go through all of the stuff in the shed? Can I get it done by tomorrow to take more things to the flea market? Maybe I will just have to go again in a couple of weeks as I keep organizing and sorting through what I really need to take with me.

Hmmm...
 

What comes to mind is..that NO ONE can make you feel inferior without your consent.

Why do stores advertise WEEKLY or even 3 day sales and then not stock up on the inventory of these items? I am not talking about the stores that sell more than they are expecting, but to only have 3 or 4 of a particular item when you put it in the flyer is just frustrating!

I'm working a 4 hour shift (8pm-12am) tonight and I don't wanna bring my laptop so I'm slightly tempted to go buy a new iPad mini. I sold my ipad 3 a while back with the intention of buying one, but haven't gotten it yet. I know I don't need it, but the temptation is there.... Hmmmm. Lol.

I want one too! They are quite useful for traveling and times like those LOL I am not trying to convince you or anything, but I like the way you think.

I need...
 

A King size bed, more room for the Dogs... and I'm not falling off the edge of the bed! Been waken up tired lately.

Life isn't just about coping or surviving. It is about thriving and embracing all you are to fulfill your own happiness. Coping and surviving is just the first step (or perhaps a series of pitstops along the road).

Did today go by fast?

Two people that I would love to curl up on the couch with tonight for comfort and movie watching.

I cannot believe I just heard my brother actually say he completely forgot when my birthday is. LOL I don't want gifts or anything but little brother you better be more careful!

The rest of the evening and tomorrow

How badly I need a massage. I am very quasimodo tonight.

A movie before bed and how quickly my energy has swirled back to normal.

Feeling restless...
 

Early hours in the am and cant sleep.Thinking about going shopping and getting my stuff for my lunch at work the rest of the week.Ran out of ice-cream to.A little bit of snow on the roads.Take the truck or car?? Not a good night for decisions.I would go to bed and pull the covers over my head but i cant sleep.

Mind
 

Riding horses and sitting by a creek having lunch. The simple things in life make me happy!

Have to go to work today...eventhough we are not open. Damn that is not how the day was supposed to go. Get her done.

Internet connection is intermittent...telling me I don't have time to play.

Well I am thinking with all this technology we have that it is pretty ridiculous that someone has not invented a washing machine that can be done in ten minutes but we can tap phones pay or exchange money....priorities people

That house, it has my name written all over it...:cigar2:

Things I could have sworn were settled for me over a month ago. Yet other things I had to put on the back burner that will just have to stay there for now. At least until I figure out a permanent fix to this obstacle that keeps getting in my way this year.