|
This paper is going to kill me.
|
Done and finished ....
.... the job, that is! However, I need to REPACK my suitcases due the lovely gift of art I received from my co-workers :| This journey in Viet Nam has been a challenge but I have learned about myself - I do have inner strength and I can make a difference in the lives of others. Now, just to psych myself up to teach 4th graders! I thinking I will be drinking a lot of :tea: lolol
Deb |
This paper is going to kill me.
I typed this an hour ago I think. I'm turning in damned paper. If anyone says business plans are easy to write, they are wrong! |
The thought that my floating has been able to bring new hope and just maybe that hope trickled elsewhere into the universe and created these last few days.
Holding onto the wish to float, just a little longer until I can touch down on my path. |
peanut butter and jelly
damn Landlord ..
it shouldn't be that hard to replace a bathtub spigot but I'd waited long enough ..then the damn thing wouldn't thread correctly. as someone used to say.. aga-damn-vating! Where's my peanut butter and jelly DIY buddy when I need them? |
I haven't had blackberry arbor mist in ages, I could not find it anymore until tonight somebody mentioned it again. I have to see if it's possible to get some. That would make having cramps this weekend/on my birthday much more managable LOL
|
:)
Some questions that were proposed via my source of spiritual guidance
-What good is here I presently cannot see? -What opportunity am I presently blocking out? -What grace is happening here that I am presently ignoring? -What manner of magnificence is trying to happen in my life that I cannot even contemplate yet? -How can I expand my perception? |
...it was the past. Lets leave it at that...If I mean don't touch me...i mean don't... Stone is for a reason...
|
Gratitude for friends that have made the last few months much more livable than they would have been otherwise. A painful breakup is one thing, but losing what was once a beautiful relationship and family life, is something else entirely. My concept of love has shifted and grown, I can look back and love her, love what she gave to me, love that she brought a magnificent daughter into my life, love the memories, and even in many ways, still love her. Yet the type of love has shifted and I am more at peace each day. What I desire for us both is health and happiness on our separate journey's. A few months ago I never thought I would say that. Those who knew us in real time or got to know us as a couple on Facebook always said we seemed like the perfect couple.
For a moment in history in this vast universe, there was perfection. Perfect love casts out fear. I was fearless. I would have done anything to make her happy. It was nice to have been there. Now I am glad that I am in the place in my life that I am at. I can look back, smile at the memories and wish her all the best. Letting go was beyond brutally hard, it seemed impossible. Thank you friends who walked with me through the darkest nights of my soul. I love you all. |
The future, possibilities...
|
Quote:
|
Quote:
|
122 hrs OR 7320 minutes
|
Just got done watching "The Neighbors From Hell" segment on 20/20 and let's just say not only am I shocked but I have a new appreciation for my neighbors who occasionally argue loudly.
|
Quote:
|
Even though my job is not prestigious and it doesn't earn a lot of money it is very satisfying to me in ways I never expected. For example, someone will call in about a phone that can make but not receive phone calls. Initially the customer is angry and all business, but if my tone is empathetic and I promise to stick with them until we find a resolution their tone changes. Before long they're telling me they need this phone to keep track of their elderly mother with Alzheimers. At that point I can connect by relaying my own experience with a relative who had the same condition. By the end of the call the customer is asking for my direct line and almost in tears because a technical support agent had never cared so much or done so much to help.
It makes me feel that even though I did not complete college I can positively influence someone's life and help...So that's what's on my mind right now.Of course I get some weirdos too, but they keep it interesting. I can handle so much more than I thought I could a year ago. |
Racing through my mind..
Do I or don't I? Seems like when I do, it goes unnoticed. Keep on working at it, it's what I do best....work. Maybe it isn't the little things after all.
|
Quote:
|
I am thinking that there's not a whole lot to celebrate right now so I should just climb back into bed and wait a little longer.
My friends are on my mind along with so much business related stuff and traveling idea questions that I should probably put on some kind of protective gear. I am not sure how to think about anything else. Maybe I just need to stop thinking. |
I have a very dear friend that was told a couple of weeks ago that she has to have her gall bladder removed. She's been sick for such a long time, they're finally going to do something about it.
Now yesterday she was told by a neurologist that she has to have surgery on her neck. She's had really bad pain in her hands and arms for a long time and now it's getting into her legs. She also told me that things aren't going well at work and she's having a hard time working with the pain. They're giving her a hard time about it and writing her up. Why is it that some people (really, really good people) get pounded on all at the same time? |
...things I wish I could say without having to say a single word
...no, I don't mean sex ...nor signing ...entertaining a couple tattoo ideas again ...homework ...work |
My cars potential buyer took it out for a test drive an hour ago and has yet to be back- is very much on my mind...
glad I have the title with me and a copy of her license |
I'm thinking about going to my parent's wedding anniversary. I should have been there earlier to help them prepare.
|
It's raining out... I'd like to dance..in the rain.
|
Quote:
|
Hockey tonight live in person KINGS vs. CALGARY
meeting up with a former "ex" well F*# Buddy is more accurate from about 9 years ago of whom I have not seen since nor really had much contact with tmrw for lunch and catching up ??? it'll prove interesting Why she asked to meet and catch up out of the blue baffles me- |
how things can go in a different direction.
|
Getting back home to ONLY and her sweet boy where I belong.
|
I saw a cat get run over about 1 hour or so ago. The poor little thing tried so hard to run fast enough to make it and the vehicle practically went over the median trying to avoid it, but to no avail. :(
|
I woke up a few min ago
Apparently I'm still paying for my all nighter to finish a term paper I foresee at least one more before term is over I was highly confused when I woke up and had no idea where I was I was disappointed when I figured it out |
Well, here it is....the wall. I hit it every semester right about midway through, and it's come again. It's at this point that I start feverishly hoping the semester will end soon, and start questioning myself and second-guessing my decision to return to school. It never lasts long...and I know that I'm doing the right thing. I KNOW it. But right about now, I find that I have to work harder to convince myself of that. I think about the time I spend in classes, and studying, and writing papers...time that I could be spending doing something else. I think about the fact that my breaks (I'm on spring break now) never seem to coincide with my son's breaks from school and therefore, we can never make plans for a vacation. I keep telling myself that I'm doing this for the both of us...to make BOTH of our lives better. But right about now, in the grip of the "school blues," I wonder if what I'm doing is the right thing.
|
what a gorgeous evening...made even more so..thanks to technology.
Lord of The Dance Wednesday night...escorting TWO beautiful ladies....mmmm Next weekend...hanging with someone really amazing....my besties from the Planet I will be hanging out with..and the fuckery & fun we will have...and those amazing new snuggles...mmmm....:sunglass: |
There are many things on my mind including floating and feeling the warmth of fire. Mostly though just friends, ideas, birthday celebrations, company, a smile and hopefully a conversation to end the night.
|
Mind
I better get off here before I say naughty things! :koolaid:
|
Quote:
|
I was watching this show called Life Story Project. Its a show where a guy brings a purple couch to a busy area of a city and asks people about their lives. Today was about falling/being in love and what it's like losing love. It made me cry. I really miss that feeling of being in love. Really hoping I find it soon before it's too late.
|
A McDonald's soft serve cone!! http://img9.imageshack.us/img9/7674/icecream01.jpg Oh yeh baby... one of these would be even better!! :clap: http://img833.imageshack.us/img833/5...srp1qdm7t3.jpg |
There's so much to do! I'll be a busy fairy today and the rest of the week. I'll have to try and remember to take a few breaks. I'm wondering how many more boxes are left to sort through before I can finish organizing everything else.
I am thinking about coffee, my friends, daydreams and decisions to make for tomorrow. |
Reading my horoscope this afternoon & knowing that i made the right decision :heartbeat:
|
- great conversation over delicious food :chef2: and not so delicious beverages :wine:
- delightful theatre productions :blueheels: - artsy historic districts :artist: - blooming lilies, crisp white ribbons, and blue Tiffany boxes :givingarose: - charming smiles, beautiful eyes, heartfelt sentiments :hk32: - flickering candles, hot oils, churning water ;) What a wonderful weekend it has been! *le sigh* |
| All times are GMT -6. The time now is 05:39 PM. |
ButchFemmePlanet.com
All information copyright of BFP 2018