I can't help but wonder what the heck I'm going to be surprised with tomorrow. I know there is something happening.

I've been good. I am good. Just not sure how much longer I can be good! :blueheels:

Essays and speeches.
Classes and internships
Bummed my ex of almost 9 yrs back cancelled lunch not because I didn't get to see her but because I am super curious why she asked to meet for lunch after not seeing each other in almost 9 yrs- my curiosity is killing me.

THIS FRICKEN SCOOTER-I WANT IT BAD- DECIDED TO COMPLETELY NERD OUT AND GET A SCOOTER RATHER THAN NEW MOTORCYCLE AND THIS b#&*h IS CALLING MY NAME

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I'm dreading that I have to teach a CPR class tomorrow.

Modcloth.com. Ridiculous I know, but there are these two dresses I cannot get off my brain. I might just have to indulge myself.

the cute barista i went out with lastnight....hmmm...she ha the most amazing smile and dark brown eyes.......cant wait to see her tomorrow at my starbucks......

Tomorrow - it's only a day away!

I will admit that I was tempted to sing just now but opted to hold back my dramatization.

I am trying my best to look on the bright side of getting older LOL

thinking about how I've reverted to my binge eating habits again lately ...how emotions can affect many aspects of my life not just my positive mental health...a big part of me wants to live a healthy life and change a few unhealthy habits but then I get so exhausted it's just easier not to care anymore ..
I procrastinated bad this weekend about my chores.. I slept too much today but forced myself to get up and clean my kitchen ...once I started, I found the activity and heat from the water very therapeutic. I wish life could be as organized, clean and neat as my white kitchen counters...
after the good feelings my cleaning gave me, I think I'll dispose of the leftover cheesecake that has been my binge eating focus this week. I don't need or want those last two pieces. ..

I am happy you were able to do something to make you feel better. It's not easy when your emotions affect everything else like sleep, productivity etc. Good for you for wanting to make changes that are the best for you!

I will happily take the cheesecake, even though I do not need it also.

thank you kindly for your support and encouragement. yes, I didn't even think of it affecting my sleep and productivity but that certainly fits. I'd be happy to share the chocolate cheesecake. I've been disappointed in myself for binging so much lately. tonight instead I had a handful of pecans and a nice salad.

Kenna I don't know if you like grapes, but I've freezing red seedless grapes for snacks. I love sweet, cold treats! I actually wash, dry and bag the grapes in little snack bags.

I also like to freeze bananas (peeled).

You've probably tried those ... but in case not, I thought I'd share because like you, I have a wicked sweet tooth.

Another snack I really like (that isn't sweet) is baby carrots and hummus. And kosher dill pickles!

I guess I'm saying, if you're going through a binging phase, you could keep things that are healthy to binge on, around. I can't always keep up with food shopping but it's sort of reassuring to have good stuff there to eat when I want something or even if I'm just eating out of boredom or anxiety.

Oh yeah pop corn is another great snack.

That sounds like a great meal!!!!

If you like chocolate but want something healthier try freezing chocolate almond silk into icecubes. It's like eating a fudgesicle only better for you!

Hot tubs, drinking with friends and just having a good time.

Bed...cold sheets...sleep...lots of it!

She is :-(

~ love me for who I am ~

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Being HAPPY ! Just feeling good and looking forward to the new people ,places and things that will come my way ! I had a very difficult year this year with having cancer and going thru a divorce from my husbutch ! My one year check up is in a few weeks and I feel so strong and clear . This time last year I was so scared and just broken but wow what a difference a year makes ! I will still have 4 more years of check ups to go but heyyyyyy ! Xo

It feels good to be getting some work done.

This is probably one of the best birthdays I have ever had - if not THE best.

I am greatful and truly lucky.

I'm thinking about everything I need to do before vacation. I know I'm going to forget something.

It's a full moon on my birthday. That might explain a lot, including how busy it was at work.

Should I put this wine away before I get myself in trouble?

Holy! My OCD tendencies are raging.............. I have this massive need to put things in order. Been like this ALL day!! It's wearing me down :confused:

Time to put some old school 70s tunes on and mellow the F*** out...............

I totally get the raging tendencies! I did not go to bed until 4am yesterday due to cleaning house.. Case and point! I try to mellow the fuck out as you put it.. Life gets in the way and stuff.. Wine helps! :wine:

Need
 

Its time to make some changes in my life!

being awake all night w. a daughter and a grandson with high fevers ~ not gonna be a good day :(

on my mind......

Little Rock
reservations
Dutch meeting me there , yay :)

something's gotta give

I just keep peeking at my cake and thinking about how appropriate it would really be to eat the entire thing tonight. It probably sounds a lot better in my head.

Appropriate is overrated. Do it, lol!

aw baby..I think of that everyday also. The house is not a home unless you are here with us

I am still trying to figure out a few things. My brain can't seem to settle down yet.

Mind
 

I think im feeling better! My dirty mind has returned. (lol)