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My girl has gotten me into this tea stuff...
Can't wait to make our every other week trip to Teavana this afternoon to pick up my Cococaramel sea salt herbal tea... it is SOoooooo freakin deeeliciousness!!!!
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The sun made a nice appearance today. i missed it.
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This was a really powerful sequel
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Mimp..........................
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Apparently 2013 is the year for me to just fall apart, physically. Heart issues resulting in a cath, diabetic issues more severe than before, PCOS diagnosis, lactose intolerant issues more of a pain, etc etc. Now today, the absolute worst headache in my freakin life.
I've had severe migraines before (always originating on the right side and taken care of by meds and rest) but this was different. Extreme pain on the left side, complete stiffness in my neck, extreme nausea, disorientation, slurring and numbness, and PAIN PAIN PAIN like I have never felt before. No otc pain relievers even made a dent in it, even though I took about 3x the recommended does. No laying down, because that intensified the pain. There is also a huge knot on the left side, which feels like someone hit me. No clue where it came from. Six hours of crying my eyes out and begging for it to go away. Got a ride to the ER for some relief but had to wait almost 3 hours to be seen. Finally around 7pm I got a nice shot of Demerol and Phenergan which knocked me the f**k out! I also have three prescriptions for Phenegran, Percocet, and some other muscle relaxer but the pharmacy was closed by the time I got there. Hopefully I will be ok for the rest of the night. Needless to say, I'm still feeling a little loopy, stiff and still have some pain, but oh so much better compared to earlier. It's 11pm and I'm finally able to eat a little something. Yay!! (p.s. if this makes no sense, I'm still a little loopy lol) |
I just received a phone call from a very good friend that I have been friends with for many years. Her daughter has severe food allergies....FPIES. Tonight she was taken via ambulance to the hospital because she had an adverse reaction to food trials. If she stabilizes they will transfer her to a larger medical center a couple hours away where she normally receives treatment. Right now the docs are having trouble with severe dehydration and stabilizing her heart rate and blood pressure. She went into shock. This is what is on my mind. A brave little girl who has already expressed concern for how her mom will carry on with life when something happens to her. I sure hope this is NOT going to happen. I pray for her return to health.
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A friend who is far away mixed anti-depressants and wine last night she has a young son here in MY with her folks and I have worked with her dad for years and he is dealing with cancer and not winning his battle. She has had a rough year and just out of a abusive marriage and just out of the Army. I want to shake her and hug her at the same time I am worried about her but no much I can do I told her I am here for her guess that is all I got
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Mini diva's little kitty boy Nemo has not returned home. He has been missing since March 11th and she is distraught beyond words.
Today I saw the flyer and Facebook ad that she created to share, and his precious little eyes, looking at her as she snapped the photo of him, really got to me. Nemo was only 4 weeks old when she brought him home on Fathers day and he was the tiniest most fragile little animal that I have ever held. It was love at first sight but when he fell asleep in my arms I was in Daddy heaven. It is hard to believe that this adorable sweet boy who sleeps with mini diva every night is missing and there is little that I can do to help. I keep hoping, praying, visualizing him coming back to her..she is so upset I am running out of words "Honey everything is going to be ok" is no longer working, and I am at a loss. If there are angels or spirit guides that deal directly with the animal kingdom I hope that they have mercy on this smallest family member and guide him safely home. |
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Mixed martial arts - don't ask.
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~ that sometimes u have to be down , to see right ~
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Friends and wishing I could help!
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I am really, really a lucky damn bastard.
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There is so much on my mind, today. I just want to work through it and distract myself with wonderful company today. I need to feel free and I am in need of more clarity and guidance, I think. I miss some of the conversations I had been having over the last few months. I need a way to revisit that energy.
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this reminds me of Desd family to true and they are wonderful
A family of Irish birth will argue and fight, but let a shout come from without, and see them all unite. |
Backpacking, why my movie choices from netflix are always little reminders of things that make me smile and how much I should let myself drink tonight knowing that I have work tomorrow.
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Location, location, location.
A few perfectly sweet words, perfectly timed. |
The reason that I am not able to sleep. How violated I feel both by the person that said the words to me after I said no and the person I choose to turn to about it. Really how could anyone think either was okay.
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~ I wish I knew more ~
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the sadness i felt when I woke up and the compounded sadness I feel now.
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she is.
It's been a while but I am still hopeful. |
What is on my mind....
Coffee...
And a cigarette... And yeah... a cigarette. I have the coffee, but I'm waiting for my ex to bring me the car so I can go obtain some cigarettes. Until then, please confront with caution. I am not a morning person. :slapfight: Couldn't resist. The "slapfight" ani-thing makes me laugh. |
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Her eyes and the way she moans.
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It is a beautiful day.
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What's on my mind...
speeding down a back country road, with the windows rolled down, screaming until I can't scream anymore! then sitting at the ocean's edge, letting the gentle waves wash it all away. |
Indeed... much more functional after "breakfast". And no worries-- I'm not really the "slapfight" type, but I do like to "wrestle".
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Haha...not worried....I'm not that type either..."wrestling" on the other hand....can be some kind of fun! ;) |
I love the beauty of the silence in the house this morning. Oh yes, with the occasional dog bark now and then. lol.
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I know everyone dreads Mondays, but they really arent so bad to me....
Its all in how you look at it. |
Knowing that both me & my dad now have jobs and we can breathe a little easier :)
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So my ex shows up....
So my ex shows up this morning after being caught in yet ANOTHER lie. I swear-- sometimes, I don't think she can tell her distortions from the realities around her. Not even if they climbed her face and humped her left eyeball.
She cleaned out the car (for the most part) and gave me the keys finally. Of course, the car is on empty. Twelve years of never ensuring there was gas in it and ending up on the side of the road for me to come save her-- and why am I surprised? I even tried to apologize for being less than cordial when I caught her in the lie-- that much I COULD apologize for to keep the peace here since we have mutual friends amongst my roommates, but she wants to be "the offended one". So be it. Nice guys finish last. </rant OFF> |
....1 week until seeing and possibly meeting Maya Angelou. I'm giddy.
....Now, if we could just get this damn snow to stop. :) |
not sure...
can I do this AGAIN? I'm so tired. emotionally, physically, mentally. I'm trying so hard to keep my happy face on. It's slipping off. I'm trying to pace myself. do a little, rest a little. If I can last for another hour I will have accomplished quite a bit today. I need a nap, but if I do, it cuts into my do time. so................:pirate-steer: |
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I need to improve on the art of listening.
I need to improve on the elimination of interrupting (that nasty habit that can creep in) others while they speak. |
Work, work, research, projects and then organize before repeating. Eventually sleep will be thrown into the mix along with showering and some self care time.
It is so peaceful this evening, I am really enjoying that. |
Just life in general :)
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