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Other stuff on my brain all day (especially since our system at work was crashed all day and I had too much spare time to think....)

After paing $1500.00 in monthly bills this week (after only getting paid $737.00), I still have to:
switch my car insurance over to a BETTER company, paying out an additional amount to get the policy started....

get new glasses (that may not be covered by insurance due to deductible, this may cost me $300.00)

set up/go to doctor next week (that may not be covered by insurance due to deductible, with Rx and Visit, this may cost me another $200 or more)

Go to Verizon and PITCH A FIT that the "new phone" they gave me as a warranty replacement is STILL A PIECE OF CRAP.... possibly pay out big bucks for a NEW upgraded phone since none of this model seems to work and always shuts itself off or freezes up.... I was told this would cost me AT LEAST $200 because I am not eligible to "upgrade" or resign a contract, they said I must pay for a new phone if I want to change models.

get FIVE cats to the vet for FIVE surgeries and TEN or more shots

Get Tags/New Inspection for car...pay the taxes, etc

Get car worked on, oil change, SOMETHING in the front end is knocking around like my tire's about to fall off!

Make sure I have enough $$$$ for gas over the next couple weeks....

Switch over all my Automatic Withdraws from old bank to new bank and PRAY that my next paycheck goes direct deposit.

and several other things that I thought of before the Nyquil Fog....

plus get a second job to pay for everything and "the extras", ..... I won't sit around and sulk after being told I "don't make enough money to...."
I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN no matter what!

Far East Movement - Rocketeer

Here we go

Come with me

There's a world out there that we should see

Take my hand

Close your eyes

With you right here

I'm a Rocketeer

Let's fly, fly, fly, flyyy
Up, up, here we go, go, Up, up, here we go
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyyy
Up, up, here we go, go
Where we stop nobody knows

Where we go we don't need roads
Where we stop nobody knows
To the stars if you really want it
Got, got a jetpack with your name on it
Above the clouds in the atmosphere
Just say the words and we outta here

Hold my hand if you feelin' scared

We flyin' up, up outta here

Here we go

Come with me

There's a world out there that we should see

Take my hand

Close your eyes

With you right here, I'm a Rocketeer

Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy
Up, up here we go, go, Up, up here we go
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy
Up, up here we go, go
Where we stop nobody knows

Baby we can stay fly like a G6
Shop the streets of Tokyo get your fly kicks

Girl you always on my mind

Got my head up in the sky
And I'm never looking down feelin' priceless, yeah

Where we at, only few have known

Go on the next level, Super Mario
I hope this works out, Cardio
Til' then let's fly, Geronimo

Here we go

Come with me

There's a world out there that we should see,

Take my hand

Close your eyes

With you right here, I'm a Rocketeer

Let's fly, [Yo]

Nah I never been in space before
But I never seen a face like yours

You make me feel like I could touch the planets
You want the moon, girl watch me grab it

See I never seen the stars this close
You got me stuck off the way you glow
I'm like, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm like, oh, oh, oh, oh

Here we go

Come with me

There's a world out there that we should see

Take my hand

Close your eyes

With you right here, I'm a Rocketeer

Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy
Up, up here we go, go, Up, up here we go, go
Let's fly, fly, fly, flyy

Up, up here we go, go
Where we stop nobody knows, knows, knows...........

Time to get the garden beds ready and soil plowed. It's going to be a good season.

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Originally Posted by princessbelle (Post 290474)

What is on my mind....hmmmmmmmmmm. OMG so very much.

Pardon me if i ramble on and on and please feel free to skip this post entirely because at the moment i have a LOT on my mind and it's been a very long day at 4:30 in the afternoon.

So, this morning I took off for work as normal. I do homehealth, am a nurse, and drive to homes to take care of patients. I went by quick stop store, picked up a coffee and was off on my way to my first patient.

This next part is partly a blurr, what seems like a dream and sorta hasn't sunk in yet.

I was sitting at a redlight, sipping on my coffee. I looked up at the redlight and saw it turn from red to green. BEFORE i could even take my foot off the brake and move it to the gas pedal, I heard the loudest bang i've ever heard, felt myself being propelled forward and I remember looking at my hand where my coffee cup was and thinking...."where did my coffee go".

Now this all happened in a nanosecond. There was no time to think, react, defend myself or understand at all what had happened. I was hit in the rear by a woman who was just driving down the street and evidently did not notice there was a red light and i was stopped there. Not sure what she thought but it is what it is.

The next think i knew I noticed coffee dripping out of my hair and all over my windshield. I thought "OMG someone just hit me". Almost immediately there was a woman standing by my cardoor. I rolled down my window and she was talking so fast i couldn't even focus on her words. I heard pieces of "My insurance company is gonna drop me" "Please don't turn this in".

I had received my new phone yesterday, i'm still trying to learn how to use it. I was trying to focus and dial 911. I was crying, shaking and dripping with coffee. I handed it to the lady and said "can you call 911?" She again said something like..." i don't want to turn this in." It sorta hit me then that she was trying to get me to just keep going and not call 911. Well, i had no CLUE how bad i was hurt, I did have my seatbelt on but my neck was hurting and she hit me so hard that i was now out in the middle of the intersection and cars were having to go way around me to make their turn. I noticed at this point my foot was still on the brake.

Not one single person stopped. Not one.

Finally she called 911. Within a few minutes the police came...then the ambulance.....then the tow truck.

The EMT said i probably had whiplash and to go see a doc. I went to ER but there was a five hour wait, so I opted for Employee Health and besides whiplash I think i'm ok...well and the fact i'm in a daze or feel just sorta freaking out.

The police then had me pull into a parking lot nearby. I called SnackTime and my office. While i was on the phone with my boss, i looked in the rear view and saw the woman was standing with the police and they were having her "walk a straight line". Immediately after that, they cuffed her, stuck her in the back of the police car and wisked her away.

What? She was freaking drunk or whatever at 10 in the morning? She had told me too that she was a nurse.

Her car is totalled. It was a van and there is no front of her car left, the windshield was broken and her air bags were out. I cannot believe she wasn't hurt, and maybe she is because if she was drunk she probably don't even know how she feels.

My car: besides the fact that it is totally covered inside with a huge amount of coffee; the rear end is in a V on the bumper and underneath all the way to my spare tire.

My thoughts: well i wanted to type this as some sort of therapy i suppose and this thought:

I know you've heard it and I know it ain't new.....

Just a reminder.....

YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR NEXT BREATH MAY BE YOUR LAST. It freaking happens so fast, there is no time to think, plan, know a thing.

Be well all...be safe out there.....WEAR YOUR SEATBELTS and NEVER forget to tell EVERYONE you love how much you do EVERY DAY.

*hugs.

Holy cow,I hope the perp stays in jail for a long time as well as loseing her licence to drive,some people!Im glad you are not hurt any worse just take care of your self .

The girl at work that called another co-worker very rude, nasty things. I am friends with said co-worker and almost said something to the girl. But she is training me, and everyone around was friends with her, so I kept my mouth shut - but believe me, it was hard.

Our electric bill, the disconnection notice, and how it's gone up. I am incredulous and hoping my department manager gives me full-time hours since I AM full-time status.

I am allover flustered and trying to breathe through it because I know it's not as bad as it seems. It's just one of those days.

Special thoughts

I am thinking about gladiolas my honey likes them and I bought her some today so she could plant them in May. I am thinking about my birthday in May how to celebrate and the show princess on Ice I want to buy tickets to take my granddaughter.

Can someone please pop into the chat room real quick so I can win a bet with Jackhammer? :)

A friend thinking that he can tempt me to move back home with talk of Pierogis and Latkes at a Polish buffet. I haven't had a pierogi since I left home but I am not moving back!

well my daughter being a bit of a stress this weekend I know she is testing limits and such but on top of the other stress I think it may just be pushing Desd buttons and I know she is stressed out to just wishing I could make t better feeling kind of useless atm.. then there is my elderly cat who I think is going to have to go back to the vet thinking she may be diabetic .. poor baby .. sooo we are off for a day at the mall with Desd's mom and sister a guilt free fun day for us all we need it whos up for a milkshake:blink:

The personal hell that is peri-menopause.

i love it so.

....return of the wesite respite I needed... hope everyone has been happy and healthy!!!

Smooches!

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Originally Posted by AtLastHome (Post 291755)

....return of the wesite respite I needed... hope everyone has been happy and healthy!!!

Smooches!

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Hey!!!! Glad u r back,welcome home..

Lately just her :) Her laugh, her voice, damn everything about her... :)

A flight that will be arriving this evening.

Insert <mysterious smile> here.

How a simple trip to the grocery store can kick my tail, leave me gasping for air and so darn tired tonight.

It's not like I bought a lot of heavy stuff either:
cat food
strawberries
paper towels
toilet tissue
whole wheat bagel thins

It's been 2 weeks now...time for this stuff to be gone!

Tomorrow I go back to the doctor, yet again. Hoping he won't renew my meds and actually release me so I can get back to my life. Am starting to really get on my own nerves now...LOL

OK, rant over...

my trip to Cleveland Clinic to get my endoscopy and cat scan is on Friday..and so begins my journey towards my multiple surgeries. I want to breath right again. I want to bend and be able to fill my lungs fill up with air when I stand upright again instead of feeling dizzy and lighteaded and unable to catch my breath. I am hoping this will begin the process of breath for me again...

Traveling soon:thumbsup: