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Driving by Dairy Queen and my dog that is no longer in this world, wasn't in my truck beggin me to stop for icecream he so loved.
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... that my time here on B&F planet might be coming to an end ...
... can't tell why that is, but my life seems to be a bit strange when it comes to ways to go and turns to take ... ... I just wish that the turns stopped being so darn painful at some point ... |
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-africa-23683420
http://worldwildlife.org/species/rhino http://newswatch.nationalgeographic....horn-poachers/ The black rhino is extinct and I suppose the white is not far from it. |
Thoughts that wont stop going down memory lane... and crashing and conflicting with the current...
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A picture that was just sent to my phone it literally tore my heart in two
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Waiting for a bus this evening in a not so nice part of the city and some young lad (about 14/15 years old) shouted ''Batty Boy'' at some random kid cycling past.
Young kids at that age filled with such incomprehensible hate makes my blood boil. What are we doing to our youth? |
Knowing no matter what band aid I put on it it still is broken. At my wits end on trying to fix it bout to give up and walk away
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A lot of things. It's been a pretty sad week all around but hopefully things will calm down and I might even get a day off now, so that's a step in the right direction.
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Went back to read old posts and it just hurt too much :(
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seeing the destruction the tornado left behind at the campground. It came threw in late June and part of the campground was opened back up the first week of August, but I hadn't been up there until yesterday and today.
I've never been up there that I didn't see several deer herds. I didn't see any deer yesterday and saw 2 yearling does today. there is still a huge amount of work to do up there. I just hope another storm doesn't come threw and catch it on fire before the clean up is done |
knowing that in just over a week my Daddy will be leaving to go back to the States and i won't see Hym for 3-6 months or more .............. i am trying to be strong but its not working very well :'(
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Family drama. Trying not to let it cloud my joy.
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Reading online news about the Syria issue. Bouncing around, reading different articles. Then I opened this one article. There was a large, clear photo of 3 deceased children lined up together. Someone had taped a piece of ragged scrap paper on each one's chest. I imagine maybe their names? I studied each one's face and imagined her/him playing and laughing. Wondered things like what their favorite color was. I think they were about preschool age or maybe one was in 1st or 2nd grade. These beautiful children, they were just babies.
Yes, made me sad. Very sad. |
Not one dang thing....well I ha ent caught a fish yet...that is sorta sad
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The damn grocery store is like my Kryptonite! I can be happy all day then I go into the grocery store alone and I feel like everyone is looking at me thinking poor single guy has to shop by himself; Loser! I hate grocery shopping alone! Everything is okay now I am home and happy again. |
Neighbor drama and having to file multiple complaints and the last one today just did it for me. I"M DONE with dealing with this. ugh. I feel terrible about it and it's affecting my depression, ptsd, and anxiety. I want my own space on my porch to be able to relax on, without the neighbor going nuts on me when she sees me outside. she's got alzheimers and her family is doing nothing about her behavior, so my landlord has had to step in and take action while I take the brunt end effect of having to deal with her drama.
I pray for a peaceful end to all this. :praying: ETA: God grant me serenity and help me with this, I can't do this alone anymore. |
... getting picked on...
it's never fun. a joke is when both laugh... |
Having to look uo the funeral home address and looking at my moms obituary in it.
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Thinking about the fact that Riley will soon be moving with her Daddy and I may never see her again... but I know its the right thing for her.
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So sorry that happened to you.. people need to be more mindful of the words they speak... |
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