Mind
 

At my age I have dirty dirty thoughts. Dont know if ill be around tomorrow. So go out smiling! (lol)

hmmm ~ watching wich way the wind blows ~

Mind
 

Watch that wind wave grl might blow your skirt up! (lol)

I am not really thinking much, but I am feeling a lot right now.

Mind
 

Ill be glad when I dont have to make my own coffee!

Hot Chic alert and how this job has way too many women as customers...and what the heck ...that I am a blockhead that needs to learn to read them better...
Ignore ignore ignore! Whatevah

I have been going through a really difficult time, work related, since January which has caused me to reevaluate my career. I am self-employed and work through interpreting agencies. The main one I work for (about 35 hours a week) went through some financial woes, and withheld payment for months. They are still 2 months behind on invoices. I have been "getting by" but it has made a serious impact on my life. In San Diego, there are no "staff" positions readily available unless you are willing to work in the video relay field (no thanks).


Because of this, I have been applying for jobs out of state, trying to find a position that has stability, benefits, room for growth and is more challenging. I have an interview for a position at a government office in Philadelphia next week. It's a phone interview and I need to send a work sample (sign language interpreting) before May 1st. I have never been to Philadelphia, not sure if I am that interested but am going to interview anyways for the experience.

Another position just opened up in Washington D.C that looks like an amazing opportunity. I worked in D.C on a special contract for a few months and I loved it. I don't know how competitive this position will be, but I am going to apply anyways. It will be taking me way out of my comfort zone and throwing me into the middle of politics, but I am ready for the challenge.

Guess we will see what happens! I'm open to change :)

On my mind... my vision
 

I received a call today regarding the follow-up on my in-depth eye examination. I qualify for blind services because of the impact on other medical conditions. I need to meet with them Tuesday to discuss options such as surgical, patching the bad eye to reduce strain (causes severe migraines-- patching or eliminating use of the eye that doesn't work will reduce/eliminate these), and blind training (cane, Braille, independent living without the use of my limited vision, and other possibilities) have been opened to me. What a relief! It also strengthens my legal case being handled by my lawyers for disability. Additionally, it permits me training options so I can return to work in the future. Not sure how long my ego/pride can handle not working.

My eyes, I'm told, are one of my best features. It's a shame they're so 'broken". Sometimes, they ache so badly that I just close them and maneuver without them; I've become quite proficient at moving around in total darkness. Some days, those pretty blue orbs aren't much more than face decoration.

BUT, doctors told my dad I'd likely be blind by the time I was 20. I'm 40 and still have decent vision in one eye. Not bad. Maybe I'll piss off the all-knowing specialists entirely and keep what little vision I have for another 20 years. :-P

What I could've done differently to prevent so much chaos in my life

I am just floating again, I feel happy and free. It should stay that way!

How much we laugh when we are together is on my mind. I love how easy it is being with my husband. Thank You, Universe.

How do I enjoy the sun this afternoon?

I wonder what my friend is thinking right now? I hope she has coffee.

What to do next for my travel project annd what kind of meal should I cook for myself ?

A campus police officer lost his life today shot in the line of duty many time those of us in this field are not considered "real" police officers.. just security but the dangers we face are real.. the same scum that did that are suspected in the Boston bombing killed this officer.. As a Campus Police Officer this strikes close to home now there is a black stripe across my badge to Honor or Fallen Brother Rest In Peace

Well that's over
-I learned a few things about myself this week during my state evaluation
1) I am average at math
2) I am being recommended for the funding for school for my choice of careers 3) I have almost tested out the Superior IQ range to the next level, based on both of the nations tests
4) I picked a career that suits my abilities, interests, and learning capacity
5) I am above average + at most things and in the top few percent in the nation for Visual to hand functions, and blew the folks there away including adapting and therefore increasing my time to 28minutes faster than most everyone-weird:)
My Ego is happy!
Honestly and humbly surprised- most days I wonder if I know anything at all :)
It's been an interesting week-now back to regular old homework

I'm relieved that the bombing suspect is in custody and that fear is over for the Boston area. But, just what we need, and what the image of Islam and Muslims in this country needed; two young Muslim males (one dead) accused of a terrorist act. I also heard of the people chanting "U-S-A, U-S-A" after the youngest brother was captured. Well, he was a naturalized citizen, too, and the older had a green card. Much of their family was here or in Canada. I hope and pray this doesn't come down to radicalized Islamic beliefs or some kind of protest against the 1990's war in Chechnya-but I have a sinking feeling. What other reasons could there be?

And for crying out loud, get Chechnya and the Czech Republic straight.

What's on my mind...

Getting out and enjoying the day for what it has to offer. :sunglass:

My mind is scattered but somehow I am rettaining focus on all of the parts.

I am thinking about : loved ones/friends, these stupid cramps, how greatful I am for having the ability to barter my skills to get awesome lunch at the market, multi tasking project work, if I should stay in or go out, storage space, energy/protection, travel budgets

And

Why my rum has to be gone?!

What I will be doing in about 10 hours................ I can't wait to see you my beautiful lady (f) xo

Can't I just spend today cuddled in bed with company, movies and random snacks?

I REALLY hate feeling sick, this sore throat better not stick around :(

difficulty concentrating on homework due to my tooth-cant wait to get to the dentist on Monday...

damn I miss her....

A few things but at least my hair looks awesome!

That's a Bummer :( Hope you feel better MerryFairy :) ...

dang dude. hope all goes well.

I am drinking tea and wondering , with a smile.

That even though working on short notice was quite the shock this morning, I am thoroughly enjoying the gorgeous weather we have today!

There's not a cloud in the sky, for miles and miles, and the cherry and plum blossoms on the trees are exquisite! Just beautiful! :)

What to wear, where to go to eat, floating energy, travel plans and loved ones. I don't know if it is exactly in that order.

infanticide in China came about because prior to the 1970's a hidden claimed the lives of every man, woman and child in Mao an amount equal to the population of California with it being virtually unnoticed outside the area until it was too late for help- It was kept secret by the government for fear of shame-so to prevent over population and the deaths of billions again they established the "one child" law...it seems though as the People's Republic actually had a different agenda in mind, as they figured the less mouths to feed the more prosperity and wealth for the nation; therefore raising the standard of living for better odds of political stability...
Interesting to have a bit more history on the situation...

Money money money.

It's the only thing that will pay my bills :|

Had a phone call tonight from a publisher I had met with months ago when I made my blog public. After much thought and months of fighting it I think it is time...I am gonna sleep on this but I am pretty sure about this.

I'm wondering just how long a person can go without getting any sleep. This is killing me. I feel like I'll be ready for the insane asylum any time now.