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The Pittsburgh marathon is tomorrow. Boston is on my mind.
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A lot...
Tonight I have a lot on my mind....
My son is in the hospital. He was admitted at 4:30 this morning for SupraVentricular Tachycardia. He will be in there at least until Monday when they perform the tests for his heart. He called me in tears today telling me he is afraid of dying and that he has been gasping for breath all day. They have told him it is not bad enough for him to be placed on oxygen yet, but he says there is no way he can sleep with the breathing difficulties. Other than that my birth mother / sister had an emotional collapse today and melted like a puddle to the floor screaming and crying. It took all my adopted mother / grandmother could do to help her get up off the floor and to bed. She heard it because she was outside working in her flowerbed. *Sighs. On top of both of those my exes father's cancer (the kids' grandfather) has returned. This time it is prostate cancer. Just seems like things are falling apart here right now and I am torn in going all directions.... Lord, give me strength.... |
does it matter ? lol ~
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Many things are on my mind
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The serious multi vehicle wreck I encountered on the way to work this morning and how glad I am that I didn't leave the house early as originally planned....otherwise my morning drive may have been rather "eventful"...Someone is definitely watching over me...
Despite the weather it was a wonderful weekend...only one thing would have made it even better... |
The future and reaching some more goals. Hoping things work out like I want.
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A friend of mine who is going through something pretty serious. I have that helpless feeling knowing I can not help in any way. I send whatever energy I can. That will have to be enough.
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i am planning me day and trying to think my way though some difficulties i am having with my writing. It seems there is to much going on that has taken me out of my game. ugghhh now it is time to try and get my game back. There has been enough wallowing around here. |
How I really would rather be at home than at work :phonegab:
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Mind
Homemade pumpkin pie being served to me by my grl.
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How much of this patio I will get done this summer and if I will get stung by these "BIG FAT BEZZZZZZ" !!
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Gratitude...
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My headache is on my mind!
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after party
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A conversation My girl and I had last evening. It felt good to vent (so to speak) and get her perspective on what was on My mind. She reads Me so well, and knew something was bothering Me even though I did not want to burden her with it. I am glad I spoke on it and she gave Me some pretty good thoughts as to handling the situation. I adore her.
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A sweet dream I had Sunday night.
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Mystic things and fantasy things and concerning things. Each one clouds me in a different way and makes me feel something sweet and bitter. The ideas carry me into another world lived inside my passions and desires. I taste and feel sensations only the hands of love can find.
my heart beats a bit faster and the blood rushes through my veins. The pulse in my temples becomes apparent. Do i yield my all to my fantasy? Do i allow my soul to be nurtured by the mystic? Do i let concerns carry me to a simple places. my mind is a swirl of thoughts much like a whirlpool pulling me downward into myself. |
This is on my mind
Anyone and E/everyone who has ever posted a "thank you" on my wall or on the forum of what I posted I just wanted to say Thank you A/all back and hope you all have a great rest of the week and stay safe!!!:hangloose:
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How much I adore my cousin Audrey and how very much she redeems my mother's side of the family as far as crazy being a positive personality trait goes. If we lived closer to each other we would absolutely rule the world.(f)
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What's on my mind....
having to wait until after 3:00 pm for test results! |
Grrrrrr
I hate clients who lie to me. Directly to my face. But at least they paid their bill today. Still...don't like liars!
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too much... my brain needs to shut off...
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F&E committee minutes and where the hell is the venue in Bolton for the forthcoming meeting this weekend. :fart:
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That I looked fab in my blue hospital gown today!
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Everything I have to get done and sharing some quality time with company *S
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We did not win the lottery, I am sorely disappointed...
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on my mind
physical pain and how to get rid of it. My hot water heater is out with no help til the weekend which means no my bathtub which is serious serious fuckin shit. I found a gift certificate for a hottub at the local finnish sauna...Im hittin that...germs an all
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Today has been a longggg day. Good news and bad news notwithstanding. You just have those days when you say - wow, I am glad it is almost over. Yet are happy that you were just given the day.
The permasmile remains. :) |
Peoples incapabilities to understand that my life is not lived through my phone, and that I'm not always able to reply.---- this is the nice version.
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mother's day...
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My son up north for the summer tree planting. It's cold and raining and goes down to around freezing still up there. He's young and geared up, but......
I'm having major momma stress! |
11 hours of overtime tomorrow and then 7 more on Sunday gonna be a long weekend but worth it .. Also the wife's EX and her thinking she could move here and perhaps come between us. I have faith in my wife and in our marriage and there would never be any chance and well it just irks me
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There is a lot on my mind. I need to breathe and hit the road for awhile, before I can figure it out.
I am also thinking about cuddling and a movie. It is one of those days. |
Usually I have a lot on my mind, but today I drew a line in the sand and said to myself:
"Not today - Thou shalt think about nothing except maybe the Pacific Ocean or the Columbia River or the Willamette River or Breitenbush Hotsprings or the Rose Gardens...". |
These two things which i spoiled myself with lately. This milk is amazing and my body loves this cereal.. ahem. Well it's the cheap stuff for now but i am still very grateful to have whatever i have. http://www.buythecase.net/uploads/pr...1600041249.jpg http://www.horizondairy.com/wp-conte...Milk_HG_RF.jpg |
All the good news of the past couple of weeks. I am having a *moment* right now. Ever feel like just running up to the top of the tallest building and throwing confetti as though you were in a ticker tape parade? Yep, that is where I am at right now. :)
Her, she is always on My mind, always. |
how happy I am. Finding patience, and letting what ever happens happen. Anticipating time off.
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Last minute packing...trying not to forget anything
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I want some of those chinese sesame balls.... *drool*
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