Going camping this weekend for 4 days....boy do I need the time away with just my Wife.:jester:

Jackhammer.

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
 

Meli is going to be in Florida next week!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY:spruceup::clap:: cheer::freak:

Ready.
 

I'm already missing the smell, sight and sound of the ocean...

Just trying to recover from a pretty horrific 2 weeks.

Hiking the Appalachian Trail is on my mind...I found a blog that details a couple's current trip on the trail...The enticement is so great for me... I think I will start saving my pennies...(ok already have..lol) start training....and if I'm not signed up for school as of the new year....have a go at it... Teddy has already said he is supportive of my wanting to do this... :) And I'm not getting any younger...

:bunchflowers:

In an hour I leave to go and see my oncologist. I just need to keep on telling my self that it will go fine! At least I know that when I get home my husband will be getting home soon and he will give me all the love that will make me feel better.

Good luck today.

I have so much on my mind and yet I feel focused and relaxed. Except for these cramps. They need to go away or I need to find a free supply of chocolate for the weekend.

Speaking of, the long weekend is on my mind. This used to be the kickoff of summer for me when I was a kid, even though school wasn't out yet. Me and my family would go camping and set up bonfires and barbeque all weekend. We would sing road trip songs in the car on the drive, off key and stop and take pictures at lookoff points. It brings back a lot of good memories. As I got older, I would go camp with friends or just escape alone to "reset". This year I am going to be at home working on getting some finishing details started/completed for my project and spending time with fabulous people. Who knows, maybe I will go out for a little bit or set up the tent and grill *S

I am also thinking about research, coffee, fluttering fairy energy, dancing around fires, travel plans, maps, sweet friends, embracing my freedom and daydreams!

I am really hungry. I want to cook but I am not sure if I am patient enough to stand in the kitchen and experiment for awhile. Would it be cheating if I just went and got subway and made a little salad to go with it? I would make my own sandwich if I had my wheat and honey buns and the right kind of cheese.

salad making, coffee, subway, grocery store, couch. I think I worked it out.

I am really hungry. I want to cook but I am not sure if I am patient enough to stand in the kitchen and experiment for awhile. Would it be cheating if I just went and got subway and made a little salad to go with it? I would make my own sandwich if I had my wheat and honey buns and the right kind of cheese.

salad making, coffee, subway, grocery store, couch. I think I worked it out.

Forgiveness...Trying hard to forgive someone that I felt used me. They were like a sis to me. Had not heard from them in over 3 weeks since the ordeal. Then I receive a call begging for forgiveness and there were even tears.( from their side) Even before I STRONGLY expressed how I felt about the whole situation.

Forgot to ad I felt a connection to her because we were both from the south plains and moving up here we sometimes felt it was another country. lol

Being irked that I am having to spend a Friday evening now having to call the authorities because folks choose to not be grown.

I'm totally hoping that creepy little albino looking lizard thing on my patio on my bedroom window screen can't get in through the window anywhere. Oh Goddess PLEASE don't let it in, please!

"Days off" not being days off. And what Cid said...a challenging week.
Ok. What kinda car Cid.
Starter battery does it turn over? Do you have spark? Gas? Oxygen?

Which reminds me that I have been meaning to tell rockinonhigh about this website.
Car parts..
car-part.com
http://www.car-part.com/

You are funny!

600 Million would be okay too.

I have been thinking about this alot lately.
 

I saw a painting in the Vatican in Rome a few years ago, that still haunts me to this day. I don't know why I have been thinking about it so much lately but I have been.
http://jhvonline.com/clients/jhvonline/Painting.jpg
I tried to find a better image of it but I couldn't.
I have always had some connection to the holocaust and specifically Auschwitz, I have a need to go there.
It's been on my mind a lot lately.

Daydreams and lots of them. I am not awake enough to think about other things. Maybe herbal tea.

My Best Femme has been diagnosed with breast cancer. She's going to be okay. It's been caught very early, she has the dream team of oncologists and plastic surgeons, her wife has worked in oncology for most of her career and she's chosen a course of treatment with a 99+% positive outcome. But its going to be a tough summer of recovery for her. I'm all ready to be 100% strong and organized and useful for her, and for her family. But I am still a little scared.

I am just floating in my daydreams as the sun begins to set and wondering what I should cook tonight. Maybe I will grill and sit in my tent for a little while to enjoy some self-care time!

Since I didnt win the lottery, I guess I better set my alarm for work tomorrow

Why is it so hard to find a decent phone plan that will work for what I need???

Is it going to stay nice enough to use my tent tonight?

I hope today is a good day, for everyone.

I am thinking about certain people, random project things, making lemonade and that I still have laundry to fold.

The midwest is on my mind today. Scary tornadoes.... Hopin' all our friends and family are okay. My Oklahoma rellies had all checked in as of 8 am this morning, but this afternoon looks worse than yesterday.

5 tornadic storm cells poised to hit us in 30 min!!!!!!!!!!!!! One right after the other. lined up in a row. SHIT!!! Don't think we will dodge this one.
Famous words of Chesty Puller " They are on our right, they are on our left, they are in front of us and behind us, they can't get away this time!

Thank you Limey!!!! One storm down 4 to go that one didn't hurt, just pea size hail and a little windy. A little rain. Ready for the the next one bring it !!!!!!!!!!! Nothing for a hard charger like me. :)

I am betting the home owners assoc. meeting at 7pm in cancelled . lol One good thing came out of this so far. hahahaha