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whats on my mind?? it's just after 11 am and I want to get drunk!
I am not a drinker.. Today I am going to get good and drunk, If it's possible,I haven't been able to get drunk before bet hey maybe I just wasn't drinking enough fast enough right?, I am going to do it. |
I will be happy when it's 9am tomorrow. It will be over.
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What is on my mind is keeping positive through hard times...
... getting this house in order... finally... ... what to do with my time since my summer visitor is no longer coming... ... songs from RENT... ... how excited I am to be in this production, and how rewarding it is already... ... disappointments... but those will settle eventually. |
Apparently everything!
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On My Mind:
First, that the delay in starting the University is fixed. So, My start date will be pushed back just a week. A minor setback. However, it had Me feeling some type of way (and not in a good way). But, all is well now. How truly fortunate I am at this spot on My life. I could not ask for more, nor will I. I just take things as they come. Good or bad. It is all in what you do with it. A recent conversation of how money is not the important thing in our worlds.. it is about quality time with those you love. Sometimes you just need to have that perspective. Money is just that.. money. What happens when you lose that time with those you love? That money that you have in the bank will not bring that time back... nor the ones you love that you may have lost. Also, I was chosen to chaperone some kids to camp at the end of the month at the place where I volunteer. I am pretty excited. A peaceful day at a huge lake.. and well.. like I said in the other thread.. we shall see how I feel after hanging with a bus load of juiced up kids excited to hit camp. :| As Michael Buble says.. it is a new dawn, it is a new day, it is a new life .... and I am feeling good. :) |
Things I'm obsessed with lately:
* Horticulture - I've always had a "black thumb" when it comes to plants and now I understand why after reading lots of books on plants lately. Plants are living beings and require care and balance. Imagine that. * Archiving and organizing all of my old photos. * Keeping in better touch with people I love. * Getting ready for a little girl time in a couple of weeks. * Documentaries about people living in super remote cabins in Alaska for years at a time. |
an extra thought (for free)
Up until this year, I've kept my list of regrets to a bare minimum and just this past week, after I got an email notice instructing me that my first payment due on all my college loans (for both bachelor and masters degrees) for the mere price of: $1,700.00/month.
I bought into the idea, over ten years ago, that earning an education would help me transcend my life of poverty. If anything, even if I WAS lucky enough to find a job or career earning at least $5K a month, I'd still be poor, after paying a monthly loan payment - with only enough left over for bare, basic living expenses. Lesson Numero Uno 1 & my only Regret of the Century (so far) (a lesson I won't forget, ever - literally). |
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When I was getting my Bachelor's degree, it was still possible to get one without loans. Now for poor, working class and middle class, it is highly unlikely. Private loans, Government loans with interest rates that are not fixed. The interest rate will go up before you finish your education and it is time to pay. Back in the day, some future doctors and lawyers would file bankruptcy in order to get out of paying back the loans. Then the U.S House and Senate passed legislation forbidding bankruptcy against school loans. ( I wish I had the stats for the doctors and lawyers who filed for bankruptcy. I doubt they were first generation college graduates and from a background of poverty.) When will enough be enough? Many are trying to get an education, secure housing, healthcare and a living wage from their employer. The rich get richer and the poor keep getting deeper in debt or without essentials. I do not hold the "rich" entirely responsible for the state of affairs in the USA and frankly globally. I do however know, they control much of the power and resources. I know we all have responsibility for our life choices. I also know some are born with better choices without having to earn it. Good luck to you Katzchen. You are a strong, intelligent woman that can and will prevail. (Even if it is in your legacy and not the present.) |
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It's the first (and probably only) summer Goof and I both will have off. No classes for him.
Game of Thrones-I'm late to this party, but you could make a drinking game out of how many times someone gets beheaded Projects and the DIY Network Gov. Perry and his shitball Merry Christmas bill Gov. Perry and his archaic veto of same pay for women legislation (but the veto is not official yet) Oh, and Pinterest |
I have now 22 ASL interpreters I have recruited for San Diego Pride. My excel spreadsheet is out of control. I want to give everyone the opportunity to volunteer, so I am revamping the WHOLE schedule to fit everyone and give them at least 5 hours (there are perks if you work over 5 hours)
I think there is only 27 days left until Pride?? Yay!!! *nose to the grindstone!* |
I'm going camping this weekend at a gay campground and I have no idea what to expect.
Right now I'm just going over everything that I need to bring, but inside I'm really nervous and I don't even know why. :blush: |
on my mind....August ;)
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same thing thats been on my mind every night pinky.. try to take over the wor.... no no, thats not right.
my baby.. there we go, thats what I was looking for |
Fracking is so wrong
Tell me what's gone wrong? I tilt my head there, under the faucet when I turn it on Dry as paper, call the neighbors Who's to blame for what's going on? In the dark without a clue I'm just the same as you Oh, they tell us there's poison here in the well That someone's been a bit untidy and there's been a small spill Not a lot, no, just a drop, there you are mistaken you know you are I wonder just how long they knew our well was poisoned But they let us just drink on Oh, they tell us there's here poison in the well That someone's been a bit untidy that there's been a small spill And all that it amounts to is a tear in a salted sea That someone's been a bit untidy they'll have it cleaned up in a week But the week is over and now it's grown into years Since, I was told that I should be calm, there's nothing to fear here But, I drank that water for years, my wife and my children So, tell me, where to now If your fight for a bearable life can be fought and lost in your backyard? Oh, don't tell us there's poison here in the well That someone's been a bit untidy, that there's been a small spill All that it amounts to is a tear in a salted sea That someone's been a bit untidy, they'll have it cleaned up in a week But the week is over and now it's grown into weeks that I Was told that, " I should be calm theres nothing to fear here |
Twitter'ers
Where are the Twitter'ers???
I need a new tweetheart ♥ https://twitter.com/faireunvoeu |
thinking bout going over to the hospital after my child's father gets off of work..
I am not feeling so hot my body is not liking its new way of life thinking I need some IV fluids I have lost over 20 pounds in less then 10 days sure sounds great right? ya not so much |
:koolaid: They used to give away cool koolaid pitchers if you saved enough stamps from the koolaid packs. I deeply regret I never sent away for one.
But that's not what I intended to post about...I saw the avatar and became distracted. |
Mind? My mind is officially on vacation. I hope my body can catch up with it soon. lol
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Cijs- I don't understand why people complain about people judging people Then turn around and judge someone so quickly. Did that make sense?
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my full truck that needs to be unloaded. Spent the day at auction yesterday.
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a feelin'...
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I got to thinking about some of my old client's from South Carolina yesterday...I couldn't remember the last name of one, and the spelling of the last name for the other. I finally did figure it out, and I found the obituaries of all four people.
It deflated me so much...One person actually passed 2 months after I left. He was in fairly good health (for mid 80s) when I left...His wife died in a facility nearly 2 years later, not in her own home as was hoped. My other couple, my lady died in February, her husband didn't make it quite 2 months without her. They were so devoted to each other... It made me realize, as much as I love what I do, it can be heartbreaking. I miss working in the hospital where I see people get well and go home.(for the most part)..I think once my license is up to date, I will seek a hospital position. It's given my heart a change of mood, to say the least. |
On My mind: How we really do have freewill. I woke up this morning feeling sadness given the day it is. Then I was struck by the thought of freewill. That we truly can choose. We can let in the good, and keep out the bad. We can make choices, without someone holding a gun to our heads. What comes from the choices is why we should have the process of decision making beforehand. Granted we do not always make the best ones, but we are human afterall. But, I think if we realize that sometimes we create our own bed.. then we have to remember we have to lay in it afterwards. I say let go, and move on.. no matter the choice that you made. Live and learn. Why carry the nonsense in your head? What purpose does it serve? In the end it just ends up being a very BIG Louis Vuitton. :|
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blech
whats on my mind....isss..how i continue to let you manipulate me and convince me that when YOU are selfish...uncaring and cruel..i some how deserve it..or brought it on. I shouldnt need to ask my wife/gf/partner to be there for me in a stressful time. You knew exactly how stressed i was and yet..you couldnt bother yourself to be there for me...yet..somehow..this is all my fault. Im done making excuses for you...and done making excuses for me, as to WHY i keep letting you back in after you run away. Run away....run as far as you can...i have chased you....taken you back in 2 times!! I love you, im sure i always will. But today...im moving on...without you.
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Turning in my boss for being an Ass.
Yep that is what is on my mind. |
How beautiful a North Dakota sunset is <3
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SUMMER starts in just... 2 1/2 days!!!!!!
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on my mind ...I shouldn't have done it. but I did.
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2 1/2 months off... and I am so excited.
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What's on my mind....
Last week, there was a home invasion right around the corner from my house. Then they carjacked someone on the next street over. One of my friends that's a police officer, called me last night to tell me that they had caught 3 of the 5 guys involved. Come to find out, all the the guys live on my street... seriously only 10 houses down from me. 2 guys are still on the run... |
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... and thank God for the femmes who appreciate them! :)
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Is that I think it is a good thing what happened, because now I see .. I was feeling things I shouldn't have lmao WHEW!!!
Now to think about why I shouldn't to help let it go, right :winky: isnt that how it is hindsight right? I knew a enjoyed em but hell SMH lol |
Hmmmmmmmmmph!
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While I am super content with the relationship dynamics of what I have with my best friend/primary partner, I really need a date. They've been going out and meeting people and I'm just here...working all the time with little to no social life at all. I try to connect with people around here but nobody seems interested. I'd like to think I'm a good conversation partner/friend/lover...but my lack of meeting people nearby is starting to make feel otherwise. Not a very good self esteem day for me.
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The Uncle's Day Party. Happy to be one and lucky too.
Gratitude is on my mind. |
The Uncles Day celebration was started, and invented by my niece and has become so popular that we now need her to start an annual Aunts Day. She started it because "Uncles need a day too".
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