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Ok . . . just a quick rant but feel its much needed. Feel so frustrated that every time I get into something good with a girl the moment it becomes 'normal', 'the norm', 'conventional': groceries together, dinner at the table dinning table, seeing if the cats get on . . . .brrrr, boom! I feel the need to immediately do a runner . . . . 34 years old / / / is this it?! Run run as fast as you can and find a new Pillow Princess . . . brrrrr! Pfffftttt.
Thank you for giving me the space to vent. Frustrated Stone Boi xx |
Dear Kaya (My cat),
While trying to share your lunch with me is a kind gesture, yacking it into the middle of my bed is not the way to go about it. Thanks Anyway. Love, Your Dad |
What is on my mind..well we shall not go there but I do have a question.
when honey bees get into the hummingbird feeder how does it affect the honey? is it bad for the bees? :hk17: |
The weekend I am having and boy was it NEEDED although no studying, homework, and very little sleep has been going on.....I am repeating this weekend and damn was it needed and gone beyond expectations.....
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If I kiss her and then run away... am I brave or coward? Thinking...
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I hope they get this fire out..no I am not in danger thank goodness.
tonight the moon is a beautiful hue of orange-ish yellow. |
I forgot to take my lactose pill before I ate that cheesecake... big mistake... now I am going to pay for it.
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I'm wondering how much damage the newbie did to me on Saturday night and when the nightmares will end and I can sleep once again...
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*mumbles something about dreaming about comfy talking beds and stumbles towards the coffee pot*
I'm sure sleep used to mean waking up feeling vaguely human not long ago... Damn CFS |
Someone very special...
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I finally got 2 yrs worth of pictures off my camera.
fun to see how much my girls have grown, to see memories of the past, some good, dogs I miss. and beach pictures. I don't think of my dog being that small until you see her next to a 20oz soda bottle.. she is polly pocket cute! grocery store after I drop Libby off at school this morning, veggies and fixins for dinner. Tomorrow the City where you can make no left turns :fastdraq: Giants and BoSox! night game bbrrr dentist Thursday, house sitting for the weekend, along with Chico pride! oh and the carpets get cleaned tomorrow as well! almost sounds like I have a life woohoo! :blink:: anyone want to wake Libby up for me? she doesn't do Mondays :| :byebye: :bouquet: |
The changes in my life... good and bad... up and down... and in between... and what they mean for the future.. :deepthoughts:
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I have an impromptu additional day off (thank you to my awesome supervisor), and I'm talking to Gaige, and trying to work up the nerve to try out my new blow torch after she goes to bed...
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Today has been such a yucky Monday. I'm trying to forget everything on my mind. And to top it off, I just realized I forgot to take my medicine.
So, should anyone feel like helping me out, I need some good things on my mind. |
This coming weekend.......
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I am trying to save a horse from going on a slaughter truck...she is the exact twin of my beloved mare Chellsie who had to be put to sleep 9 years ago after stepping in a ground hog hole and snapping her femur in half...this is killing me. Its like losing Chellsie all over again
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Mondays!
I actually don't mind them. however the child is in melt down stage :whine: she is tired and has homework she is fighting to the core. she just tossed a note to me that says 4th grade sucks. :| |
It is silly silly silly to have an anxiety attack over a spider.... BUT... it was a very very very BIG spider... time for xanax now. *nods*
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The 3 rd of next month
My darkness will come out :grindevil: |
This year and how different it is from last year yet not what I had expected. The most recent few weeks and what they may mean for my future. Perceptions and how they can be wrong but when understood can be changed. How I really do not want it to be Tuesday yet since I am in no mood to give myself another shot. Maybe I will be up to it after a nap. The pain I am in physically and hoping the nap will help that too. Rest is on my mind before I go face math class...
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What is on my mind?
I got my new job!! I get to work with a teacher I worked with when I first started working for this school district, in a room that is the exact focus I am looking at for my own teaching degree!! I get to work FULL TIME... I get summers off... WITH PAY... and I am going to love every day of my job!!! This is a great way to start the new school year! I am so excited. |
Just thinking about how in less than a month my Daddy has to go home and won't be back until xmas ~ its gonna be so lonely around here without Hym :(
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How much I wish Gaige was able to go with me to meet my parents, and hang out with us in Astoria...:stillheart:
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What is on my mind are the amazing people on this planet.
I put in the confession thread that my ex is now living with the 'other woman' and I got the most remarkable outpouring of support. I don't ever underestimate the kindness and generosity of the people here, but I'm always amazed at the love that generates from one post. Thank you, my dear friends, for the words of support. Big hugs to you all!! |
Hy is......
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the zucchini casserole thats in my oven...
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What's on my mind...
My mom... and her mom. |
many many many things...
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What is on my mind
life can be so diverse, one must take the good with the bad. however it is what you decide to do with the bad that matters. i have learned from it, evaluated, dissected it, dismissed what wasn't mine. Trust is so important, all the facets of trust not just the cheating part of trust. you have to be able to trust your partner to always love you thru the good and the bad. you should be able to count on each other thru EVERYTHING not just pick and choose what you like. your partner MUST be your best friend, be able to speak your mind about the present, past, and future. :cheer: i can't wait to have this in my life it has been years. while my life is far from perfect i am enjoying the ride and i am actually looking forward to the future 2 yrs ago i would of NEVER said that. :hk1: |
Right now how much my leg hurts I really need to pick a new spot for my Tuesday "ouch" ritual....
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What is on my mind?
When I was visiting my mother and sister this summer I came across an old cassette tape. I took it back to london with me and forgot all about it till this afternoon. I popped into my husband's cassette player and to my utter surprise it still worked and to an even bigger surprise it had the voices of me, my sister and my father on it. Me and my sister had to be little real little when my father made this tape of us. What made me really, really sad was, the last time I heard my father's voice I was 13. It was just painful hearing his voice again. He was so sweet and gentle to me and my sister on this tape. Asking us who are friends were, if we liked school. I don't think I will have it in me to ever play it again. I'm just glad my husband wasn't home to see me become a sobbing mess! |
On my mind....
People in Syria are facing genocide from their own government. Our government is hesitant about sending help. These poor people are on their own, escaping from their own homes and country, with no where to go. Everything in my own life seems so trivial by comparison... |
Dance lessons. Maybe.
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How many things are changing in the world... wondering what will happen in the next decade or two...
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