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Being at the reunion, I had a little inspiration and found writing today came easy.
I hope the words continue to flow because I don't like when my mind is blocked for months at a time. Almost There From across the room I saw her there All I could do was stare Never would I have a chance So I continue to glance My mouth would never say What my pen can portray My eyes were open wide Yet I had to decide Was I ready willing and able Or still a bit unstable Am I scared to open up Like a little unsure pup My answer came quite quick As I gave myself a kick I'm almost to that point But afaid to disappoint So for now I'll take me slow I'm grateful for what I can show At least I know with time That mountain I will climb When I get around that bend I'll no longer have to pretend For the day I settle down Those tears I can drown Trading in my sad And all my feeling bad For the one who's love I feel It is then I'll know she's real |
Ode To Angel and Little Max
Two of my rescues found Heavens Gate No longer to wonder what will await Friends and family met them inside No longer in pain where they all reside Mama Kitty will show them the way Never will they have to feel like a stray Angel and Little Max you'll be missed here on earth Always know to me you were worth Whatever it took to save you from abuse And take you down from that virtual noose You were loved by someone that cared We happened to be perfectly paired You taught my heart to open to all At a time when I could only bawl Lessons in love I did learn From my rescues who did yearn Afraid at first from human touch But in the end gave so much Thank you for the time we shared And every feeling we all bared |
I was looking for something today in some old packed away boxes and came across some pictures and decided to take a peek at all of them.
I saw so many of me and others at various ages in my life...and then one popped out at me, made my mind wander. Briefly my old inspiration was in my head and all of a sudden I was able to sit down and put words on paper. Funny how words seem to come when memories flare or sad times hit. Pictures Flipping through old pictures she was there I remember how much I did care She once had me heart and soul Loving her always was my main goal I made mistakes I will admit Devastated I was when she split How hard I tried to win her back I just didn't have the knack She was my inspiration day and night Even after she took flight I gave up writing for a while Nothing inside me could I rile She was the one that got away The only one I wanted to stay Others came and others went But none of them could I cement Feelings like I had with her So sweet so sensual so darn pure Many years have since passed by No more tears my eyes are dry Oh how her smile lives in my head Infectious laugh it was widespread Some things I'll never be able to forget Like the very first time we ever met Moving on was hard to do But it made me the person I grew into When I finally meet "the one" I won't raom and I won't run Made that mistake years ago Ate the pain and swallowed the woe |
The Words
The words I want to say Have yet to find a way To come out from my heart I don't know where to start Fear of making a mistake Makes me shiver and shake My pen works best for me It helps me to be free To speak from deep within A place I can begin To get to know you more Deeper look into your core You can see the me I am I promise not to scram My words be always true From any point of view Sometimes you have to ask For me to just unmask The words I cannot speak So you can take a peak For the woman who does that Has the best chance at bat Could have me heart and soul Complete me and be whole I would never stray Or look the other way My focus would be you Always to be true |
Found A Smile
Today I found a smile Lasting for more than a while An unfamiliar sight Was such a welcoming delight For all that I shut down Became an ugly frown Suddenly from nowhere My heart starts to care Hard for me to believe Didn't want to perceive Can change be in the air Possibly I declare Will I take that giant leap Or slowly will I creep For today I found a smile That could go on for quite a while |
Worth The Risk
Love is a risk worth taking Feelings in the making Open your heart and let it flow Let that person see it show Don't be afraid don't hold back Stay upbeat stay on track If you stumble if you fall Don't believe you hit a wall Pick yourself up shake it off Don't just sit around and scoff Attitude is everything Even if you felt the sting No matter how long it takes Even when the heart breaks Love is worth the risk Even if it's only brisk |
Inspired Distraction
Her voice lingers in my ear Soft and sweet is what I hear Gentle and kind a terrific find Takes me to places in my mind I don't question how long she'll stay A very long time is what I pray Friends or lovers I'm glad she appeared Sadness inside me has disappeared A wonderful distraction she is indeed Something at this time I really need Looking forward to our first meet She always seems to be upbeat For now a trip has not been planned I'll get to know her second hand Distract me yet another day She does it in a playful way Inspires me to sit and write It's much better than my silent fight Thank you Universe for sharing Someone who is so caring |
My dear friend how wonderful
to see you writing once again. :) |
The Dating Bandwagon
The dating bandwagon yes or no It's not somewhere I want to go One on one is what I need After great thought my head agreed Been a few years since I wanted to try Finding the one that won't say goodbye A soul that's settled in their heart And on a whim won't want to dart Someone who will be true to me But not someone that will always agree Compassion and honesty tops my list Some things I really must insist Leave old baggage at the door If with me you want to score The dating bandwagon has no place With me I only want to keep pace With only one that can turn my head The one I'll never want to shed In time I'd like to settle in With the one who sees past my grin |
This comes from an old song I heard on a classic country radio station on my way home from work today.
In My Head It's been years but memories still linger Like a bee leaving behind a stinger Some songs on the radio still get to me Wondering if I'll ever be free Just when I think you're out of my head Once again I am misled Why can't we sever old ties We buried so many old lies Like a moth to a flame we burned Neither of us returned Still those memories haunt my head Even when loving feelings are dead The impact you made on my life Left me with years of strife Finding another and leaving me Was the way it was meant to be All the words that went unsaid Must be the reason you creep into my head |
The Very First Time
I used to ask how do I survive Simply put was to stay alive Keep moving don't look back Younger days I had that knack Street wise and book smart This is how I got my start Love had never been a dream Or at least nothing I would deem Important in those younger days A trail I went on to blaze Always on the outside looking in Love was not going to win Until the day she came to me I didn't know love could be Many emotions mixed into one I wanted to feel none She taught me to love I'm sure she was sent from up above Of course it didn't last But memories had been cast For the very first time my heart truly broke Also thankful inside me love was awoke |
My poem I wrote yesterday :)
Women scare me- drowning young buck for an older desirable
Choppy conversations- you are so easy to talk to when panicking inside Like the time you almost died from being buried alive by nymphomania One sensual experience after another- at least you used protection Anxiety is driven by the unfamiliar- one woman once told me But yet I can taste me between women's legs- face first by scent I am very familiar with feeling scared |
Old Memories
I see the scenes vivid in my head Old memories I always dread Push them back swallow them down Not wanting to show another frown When they surface I mustn't blink I don't even want to think The hurt still somewhere in my heart Though years ago we did part I never wonder why you appear Only that it became quite clear My greatest love the pain you brought But also many lessons were taught Healing was my biggest fear Lots of beer and many a tear Would I survive the pain How to keep sane One day it finally hit me To the Universe I did plea Help walked through my door I wasn't alone anymore There are times when I look back Just to keep me on a positive track Old memories are like a ghost Some days they want to play host |
Reflection
Reflection is a wonderful tool It helps when acting like a fool It puts you back where you belong In your head space with nothing wrong Reflection helps to open your eyes So you know the truth from the lies Keeps you in a proper place Just to save you from disgrace Reflection makes you see the light Always know when to give up the fight Back away when the timing is wrong Know when to stand strong Reflection is me looking at you Knowing I can enjoy the view The visual person I am in my mind Makes for what could be a night entwined Reflection is good for the soul Always brings me back to whole Makes me want a simple life That someday may include a wife Reflection is reality sinking in Knowing sometimes you just don't win Yet still you know you can move along Because you've done not a thing wrong |
Because I love my brudder Tommi
Brudder In Arms Long ago love to remain My brudder in arms feels pain My heart reaches out I know he wants to shout Hard letting a loved one go He knows it's going to happen though The memories he'll hold within After he heals he will grin I'd like to be there by his side As this has been his longest ride Emotional roller coaster he does feel Things I know he does conceal Precious life taken day by day Alone he walks as he finds his way Long ago he had this love Soon she'll fly as free as a dove Virtual hug I send Even an ear I lend Anything to see him smile If only for a little while |
Sleepless Dreams
Like wind she blows in my face Lightening bolts coming at a fast pace My heart the way it does race With images my fingertips can trace She wakes my sleep With thoughts that creep Feeling her deep As she does peep Dreams that don't come true But at least I get to view Before the feeling of blue Wakes me as if on cue That lonely sleepless night When all you do is fight Until the dawn of light Hoping everything will turn out right Memories remembered but never made Only in dreams they're displayed And oh how they do invade Common sense is over weighed Longing to make it real If only I could feel Without having to conceal What I think can be ideal |
Not From The Start
It didn't happen from the start But slowly she entered my heart Penetrated a locked away place She has no idea she does grace Took down fences started to talk She asked questions and I didn't walk Hauntingly hard to talk about This woman brought it out She sees the person I tried to hide So I trust her enough to confide Still not sure where this will go Cautiously I let my feelings grow Although I know she won't hurt me And I know I will not flee I also know I'm in her heart And like me it wasn't from the start Slowly as we each learn more It isn't about who could score Building a friendship based on trust Better than romance based on lust |
The Gift
I promised not to cross that line Something I'll let you define The day we meet you will decide Will we conquer or divide Will the swoon go past the picture Will we have the right mixture Plenty questions in my head Nervousness I'd like to shed I like the you I'm getting to know Slowly letting feelings grow Of course I know we may not click A mutual friendship we just may pick You're like that gift I couldn't see You entered my life and my soul was set free My head and heart finally match From my past I could detach No matter where we go from here I want to make it perfectly clear Respect to you will always be No matter what you see in me |
More To Me
The person behind the written word Has a voice not many have ever heard A sweetness as I'm always told And at times a little bold Sometimes I think I pay a price For always being way too nice There's more to me like that unread book Come a little closer and take a look I'm real easy to get to know Although it may not always show What I don't hear make no mistake My eyes rarely ever take a break The observer is what I would be Near or far I can always see My friend list isn't very full Because I take nobody's bull So if I tell you you are my friend Always know I'll be there til the end Acquaintances may come and go But friendship is something meant to grow For those of you that want to look I'll leave you with my open book Feel free to turn a page Talk to me I do engage |
One Wish
If I had one wish it would be for you So you could make any dream come true Would not matter if it made me blue Because you would never have a clue To see your smile light up your face To watch you radiate all over the place If I had one wish for you I'd grace Even if it means I lose the race You brighten my day and don't even know You can't see what I don't show If I had one wish, you would glow So the world can see what you bestow A gift you bring to those you surround You don't know it but you astound The beat of my heart as it does pound If I had one wish for you to have found The one that makes your days bright And also be there for you through the night If I had one wish for you it will be right The person you seek has always been in sight |
In My Heart
From a distance I will make her smile As she sits and ponders me a while In her heart she'll truly know Part of what I want to show Who knows what will ever be One day at a time is all I can see To see her smile right now is divine A happy face is always a good sign Be it friend or lover I will not mind Coming into my life was a lovely find Keeping her in my heart either way It's where I know this lady will stay |
Footprint On My Heart
She left a footprint on my heart Learned about love before we drifted apart Some days I sit and think about her You'd think by now she'd be a blur Thankful for the lessons I learned And all the memories forever burned Pictures painted in my head None of which I'll ever dread The silly way she looked at me Wanton behavior I could always see I'm grateful for the time we shared Knowing that each of us cared Moving forward as we both grew Not being in love is something we knew Selflessly I walked away So she could find the one who'd stay Be in love and truly feel More than what I could reveal Those younger years my stepping stone As I age how much I've grown I wouldn't trade the hurt and pain But I'd never do it over again |
This Lady
It started with a soft sensual kiss Everything about this lady I miss From those beautiful accentuated lips To how she can really move her hips The way she walks And how she talks The zealous she has for life Instead of a world filed with strife Her laughter stuck in my head Those eyes which I have read The words she wants to share I know this lady does care My confidence is high I adore her soft throaty sigh She feels me when I touch her Every emotion inside her I stir This lady touched my heart It happened from the start Entwined our souls did bond Like someone waved a magic wand As it started with a kiss This lady I do miss |
Under Your Skin
Give me your heart, soul and mind To me you're an exquisite find I'm the diamond in the rough Wanting to be not always tough You're the beauty that can soothe this beast With your sweet love being released Never did I think, I'd meet my match But darlin', you're quite the catch We both know exactly where we stand All these feelings were so unplanned I was once wild and free Now you're all I can see You're not just ready to take that leap My confidence says I'll slowly creep Under your skin and inside your soul Your heart I know I already stole When you're ready I won't go away Been a long time since I wanted to stay I was the one full of fear Let me make that perfectly clear Settling down wasn't for me I was one step ahead wanting to flee You came along I could feel the change Now I want to rearrange But time will tell where this will go So for now we'll just take it slow |
A throw back in time
I was going through some very old family photos one of my nieces had saved when my mom died and given to me. Amongst these photos was a few pieces of yellowed papers. I began to open these papers to read what was on them and happened across something I wrote 40 years ago. I actually dated this paper, something I don't do with any of the poems I write, but as a kid, I dated everything....so, I want to share what I wrote way back then. It shows me that I'm still very much this kind of person to this day.
If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain If I can ease one life the aching, Or cool one pain Or help a dieing person, Heal ones wounds again Some people get hurt and others don't, So why not lend a hand And if I help some person, I shall not live in vain This shows me how far I've come in 40 years with my written word since this was written in 1973 |
Good Vibrations
I know her soul enough to trust Giving her space is a must Faith it will all work out This I have no doubt Love in abundance I share Letting her know I care Slowly I opened my heart Good vibrations from the start Within her I could feel Emotions that were real Touching her she drank it in Made my head start to spin That first kiss Was total bliss The way she looked at me Was something I didn't foresee Inside I know she is the one To her I want to run No one before her has touched me this way With faith love and hope this lady will stay |
My Heart
Guarded my heart for years Through all the fears and tears No one could penetrate it Not even a little bit Suddenly it let you in This time it would win My guarded wall came crashing down And I didn't drown What does this really mean My heart is finally clean No more pain Plenty to gain A new attitude I'm filled with gratitude Trying to make sense These feelings intense I do know that I'm good And my heart it understood Long before I even knew My heart always had a clue |
Home Sweet Home
I'd like to rush home to a smiling face Followed up by a warm embrace Leading to a sensuous kiss Completed by nothing but total bliss Daydreaming about what could be May someday be reality for me My heart is open for the right match Wouldn't be hard to undo the latch I don't hold riches but I hold love To give of me beyond and above I know someone must hold the key To help unleash the animal in me Always making sure your needs are met There is nothing you will regret Hot and heavy fast or slow Excite me again from your afterglow Lets do it again if you have the steam I want to see you gleam Two bodies dripping with sweat Began when I felt you so damn wet How intense two souls can be When we want to be set free Sweet release has come to crest As I slowly lay my head on your breast On my back pulling you to my chest Knowing I've been truly blessed |
Change
Change I must make How many steps will it take Hard lines I won't cross May eventually lead to a loss Change as I evolve into The person I want to view Mirror image starring back Nothing do I lack Change at a daily pace For me it's not a race Getting where I want to be Even if I'm the only one that can see Change as I continue to grow Outwardly it must show Making myself proud As I shout it loud Change everyone should make Even if only a mistake Growth can't happen by chance Do it and you will advance Change puts you in a happy place Something we can all embrace Love yourself enough to admit Inside you you know you can commit |
The Dance
The dance that leads right to the heart Oh how I like the way it does start A simple hug a touch of the hand Could make my knees buckle where I stand A receptive kiss can drive me wild Especially when I know you smiled The dance continues to amaze In so many wonderful ways It doesn't stop if you say you'll be mine For each and every day you will shine I'll take you places you need to go Not a day will go by my love won't show The dance will always need a tweak Inside your soul I'll have to peek Fantasies we both can fill It only takes trust and will Reaching out to pull you in As I see that little grin Let this dance continue to grow And the love let it flow For I have truly met my match I'm falling woman can you catch |
Today was an eye opener and tearjerker for me first thing this morning as my phone rang and I answered it at 6:30am.
It took a soothing voice and very special lady to clam me down enough to find some clarity in all I was feeling...and I thank her. Soon I found myself thinking and writing as I often do. My words started to come together quicker than I could write. So, in Loving Memory of my sister/friend, I write this poem. My Childhood Friend The loss of a childhood friend What a message this does send Closeness once shared by two Oh how that time flew Adult years we moved along Childhood remembered by an old song The missing years we lost touch Together again we didn't miss much Memories I will always hold near You of course I'll always hold dear I'm not letting go in any way Inside my heart you'll always stay I know your pain has been set free But you can still confide in me Send me a sign about your new place And all those waiting to embrace The beautiful person I always knew Along with the friendship always true RIP Kathy as you will be remembered by many for all the hearts you've touched in your lifetime. |
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Wanted
I want your heart soul and mind I'll keep looking until I find The one willing to give it all For that is when I will fall I want a lover and best friend Someone able to make it blend This special lady that I seek Must never be afraid to speak Communication tops my list It is something I must insist I don't need fortune or even fame You don't have to talk a good game Show me what you have from inside out That's how I'll know what you're about Love me deep and love me strong Let me know where I belong Touch my core and we'll connect All my love I will project Faithfulness until the end You'll never see me pretend I am ready to take that leap Also one you'll want to keep |
Friends Forever
I would have never left you For I admire the view Stupid was the one to leave Betting he does often grieve Thankful we became friends To you my hand extends Always available day or night As I would never take flight Wanting to know more Someone I'll not ignore How do I make you see What it is you mean to me Friends forever with a twist Possibly it can exist An understanding when we meet Both of us can feel the heat Neither of us will commit Not even ready to admit Whatever it is we share We do it because we care No words can say What a body does convey If friends are all we'll ever be I'll still be here and never flee |
My Journey
Where shall I be and with who For today my muse flew Into the heart of someone new Yet I don't feel blue The Universe has my plan From the moment my new journey began When the time is right The woman for me will be in sight My eyes will see only her My emotions will certainly stir For now my journey is about me And the place I need to be Chosen family that understand The ones that know me firsthand See the struggles I've been through And love me no matter the view As my journey moves along I'll continue to be strong Until that day I find my place I'm not going to run a race Moving always at my own pace Life itself I shall embrace |
The Message
Never had a chance To get past a weekend glance You'll never get to know Parts of me I didn't show Never will the passion flare Nor will you ever feel my stare Never will you know my true heart Because you chose to depart Never will I be kept down Not for long did I frown I always said you'd be my friend Today that's the message I do send Never again to feel my kiss Something I know you will miss Never will either of us clutch To that last lingering touch Never to look at you the same No more fire no more flame Never were my words pretend From my heart all I penned Never will I stay sad Nor will I ever be a cad I always said I'd be your friend Today that's the message I do send |
"Written Words
Eloquently some say I write There are times I do it for spite" ... For whatever reason you create a certain magic around each word you select and bring about images of delicate and gentle beauty. Thank you for sharing such loveliness with all of us. |
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