Butch Femme Planet - What is on your mind

My dad passed away this evening after a long difficult illness, so my thoughts are on him I guess. It's a double edged sword... I'll miss talking with him, but I am happy that he is no longer in pain. Journey well, dad!

I am very sorry for your loss Jesse(f)

Talon

09-02-2014 02:38 PM

My Ragdoll...

[I]Who ingested some "Frontline plus", early this morning..and is at the the local animal E.R..:olive:

And hopefully, his seizures will stop, soon./I]

Kenna

09-03-2014 10:06 PM

I want to shave my hair...buzzzzz cut!! So tired of this mess

Kenna

09-04-2014 10:42 PM

on my mind...

...the moon...
....the quiet stars...
...sitting on my private second floor deck...
...the cold night air kissing my bare skin....
...a New Year's celebration and what it previously meant to me....

JustLovelyJenn

09-05-2014 08:29 PM

Well... where to start.

... I need $3200 for a custody lawyer.
... We have to move in 3 weeks.... to I have no idea where.
... Someone needs to approve me for a home loan.
... First week of school went ok. But, how the hell do I balance everything now that the shit hit the fan?
... OH, and theres always the teaching program I need to start... that I am postponing now, again.
... Good things on my mind, too. Like the amazing woman I have been seeing for a little under a month.
... I need xanax...

Kenna

09-06-2014 01:18 AM

OMG!!! It's 3AM!! ...it felt more like midnight...

clay	09-06-2014 07:14 AM

A heavy heart for my partner....

who got a call early this am that her mother had passed away! She had just been with her for 8 days!! She has been quite ill for 2 weeks, while knowing her passing was imminent, it still hurts, dammit!....:candle:...:praying:
R.I.P. Ms. Lillian...I shall miss you!

Kenna

09-07-2014 12:44 PM

My new doctor requesting a spinal tap and a few other tests...I hate spinal taps so much that when I gave birth twice, I refused to have the spinal block.

nekohl

09-07-2014 01:17 PM

dream homes and disappointment

I found my dream home. A geodesic dome on 5 acres. Not far from my mom, same commute to work as I have now (just from a different direction) and with in the price range.
Called up the realtor, she gave me the skinny on the history and that it needs some repairs (excitement because I'm a DIY kind of girl)
I went up to peek in the windows today. And by "peek" I mean I climbed through one of the windows and went in. Hey, it was unlocked!....
"Some" repairs means total water damage, mold, no floors and the list goes on. This would go way out of my price range and know how.
Disappointed.

Bèsame*

09-07-2014 01:25 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by nekohl (Post 934113)

I'm disappointed for you as well. However, your efforts of excitement, climbing thru the window were adventurous! Just watch...the real dream will show up when you least expect it.

Mel C.

09-07-2014 10:52 PM

My mom...Hoping she recovers from surgery soon.

people....some I expected to step up didnt. some I had no expectation of did.

perhaps I havent made the right choices for priorities.

JDeere

09-08-2014 12:59 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mel C. (Post 934231)

My mom...Hoping she recovers from surgery soon.

people....some I expected to step up didnt. some I had no expectation of did.

perhaps I havent made the right choices for priorities.

I will pray for you and your Mom. I hope she gets better really soon!

JDeere

09-08-2014 01:00 AM

What is on my mind?

The fact that my own birthmother acts the way she does, same goes with my half sister's. I am so beyond pissed at how they are acting about certain things, where the hell is the love?:blink:

And I need some chocolate!:eatinghersheybar:

Kenna

09-08-2014 08:02 PM

Hurry up September 17th....

MasterfulButch

09-09-2014 04:43 AM

- An insistent urge to distract myself with chocolate from...
- Preoccupation with whether or not it's realistic to dream of a single, compatible femme wandering into my life and welcoming my attention
- and Mental nagging that I should be working and not pontificating in a thread on Butch/Femme planet

Queenie

09-09-2014 07:39 AM

What is on my mind?

Well, damien rice has a new album out in like two months! Its been 8 years since his last album. Its like the best news ever!! Happy queenie!

Charmingbutch21

09-09-2014 07:58 AM

The loss of my dog, feeling helpless because I couldn't 'fix' him
How to remove negative people from my life "gently"
Questioning my faith in a higher power since I've been through so much this year and wondering if I'm being tested
Should I work from home today.
Work. So much if it.
School. Returning to finish.
Dating. The frustration of it.
Getting off my ass and doing something about all of the above.
Where to start with the aforementioned.

Daktari

09-09-2014 10:48 AM

Uke chords for lyrics by my bestie.

uglyboi

09-21-2014 06:08 PM

Bling Teeth

I avoid getting lettuce between my teeth when eating in public by swallowing it whole.

SirenManda

09-21-2014 10:37 PM

Lately I've been thinking a lot about death and passing over. I think the holidays coming up reminds me how many people I've lost and I can't speak to them (In the sense they can reply) and it gets to me. I have a firm belief in my faith that pain and suffering ends, and those left behind are to learn something from it. That's the hard part, finding a silver lining after someone leaves. Especially for those of us left behind.

LeftWriteFemme

09-22-2014 04:26 PM

TruTexan

09-22-2014 04:57 PM

What's on my mind?

Sloppy Joe's and french fries for supper. Nom nom nom !!

MasterfulButch

09-23-2014 08:08 AM

I'm waiting for news on something important to me and have been since the start of August. At this rate I may have to wait for a while longer so need to find some patience from somewhere. Hmm.

Bèsame*

09-23-2014 08:58 AM

I'm waiting on baby news! Today is the day. Yay! Amazing what we can do with our phones...family and friends are on a group chat. It's like we are there. So today, I have the sound on..lol

http://angelwholesale.co.uk/media/ec...m/nap02578.jpg

Kobi	09-23-2014 05:41 PM

My Mom. She is in the ER with a suspected heart attack. My brother who is there with her is the only living person in the USA who refuses to own a cell phone. The waiting is annoying.

Also on my mind is how much I despise lying in all its forms. It is something that makes me see red. I dont understand why people have the need to do it.

Sweet Bliss

09-29-2014 04:27 AM

The changes I'm making. :fastdraq:

MasterfulButch

10-08-2014 08:56 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MasterfulButch (Post 937506)

I'm waiting for news on something important to me and have been since the start of August. At this rate I may have to wait for a while longer so need to find some patience from somewhere. Hmm.

Well, I found the patience but still didn't get the answer I wanted. Bummer. Tomorrow I'll start thinking about a plan B but for now... pah.

Kenna

10-08-2014 10:49 PM

I've been going full steam ahead each day this week, to get upcycled projects done and house/farm chores... and I've got my sleep patterns off path from staying up all night last night to star gaze and watch the eclipse...

I got too carried away with projects-n-stuff, and didn't take care of myself very well, by neglecting to eat correctly during the day...tonight's dinner was great but I am feeling the effects of neglecting my self care. My new doctor is gonna kick my butt.

I need to start to balance things out better, since I'm trying to be more active (pushing past the physical pain my back causes) to get things accomplished. I can't live on sweet tea during the day!

Kenna

10-09-2014 07:47 AM

the benefits of the roomie going to work at 4am and having the house to myself

I wanna go back to bed...
The sun is streaming through my window, the only sound is birds singing, my hand stitched quilt is heavy, soft and comforting...even the dogs are quiet...
Kitchen still smells like pecan honey butter and toasted English muffins...
Ummm...I'm gonna lay back against my pillow, pull my quilt back over my air-chilled bare skin...and totally relax to the thought of your warm hands caressing my entire body, starting at the tender places under my breasts...slowly working your way to.....more tender places ;)

Kenna

10-09-2014 05:13 PM

somthing I posted to my own User Notes back in early 2010... I still love to listen to this song...

Firefly Theme Song

Main Title Theme Written by: Joss Whedon
Performed by: Sonny Rhodes

Take my love, take my land
Take me where I cannot stand
I don't care, I'm still free
You can't take the sky from me
Take me out to the black
Tell them I ain't comin' back
Burn the land and boil the sea
You can't take the sky from me
There's no place I can be
Since I found Serenity
But you can't take the sky from me...

ONLY	10-09-2014 05:54 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ONLY (Post 926705)

Again..... SS if you have started to read, STOP!!!! , you can read after the wedding lol

Well we did get the validation from the province and they grant us permission to marry :) (I won't believe we are married until we officially say I DO! and even then....with all the crap we have to go through to be together is insane, probably always be worried that someone/something will take it away :( )

Also have to continue with all our immigration papers so SS (f) can become a permanent resident (THAT is a whole other story, complicate AND overwhelming)

Hotel room is booked :)

Had my eye surgery and so far so good :)

My work contract, well the position has become permanent but I will still have to apply and HOPE that I get it (all depends on seniority and I have plenty but still......never know)

Still have to get our "script" to our officiant, we still want to relook at it before we send it in.

Okay I will leave it at that, it enough for now ;)

Feel free to read now SS (f) :)

What is on my mind......I AM FINALLY MARRIED TO THE WOMAN I LOVE :) as of Saturday, September 20th. It will be a day/night I will remember for the next 65+ years ;) I will say, I did not get to see SS (f) until she stepped through that fence.....WOW! She was absolutely STUNNING!!!!! She took my breath away and made my heart skip a beat, BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

also on my mind is how GREAT it is to now be PERMANENT at my job :hangloose: I have benefits, paid holidays, pension etc SO GREAT!!!!

Always on my mind is when will my WIFE (f) & I be living in the same home.....immigration....so much do to and LONG wait time.....:(

nekohl

10-09-2014 06:23 PM

My sister's foster kids stay is up. The court said they go back with their grandmother. So she packed up all their stuff and and the social service girl picked them up. We are all pretty sad about it :(

My sister said the hardest part was watching her son cry when they left. He had become pretty attached and reveled in having "little brothers"

I hope those two boys take all the love we gave them and carry it with them as long as they can. Bless them.

JDeere

10-09-2014 06:39 PM

Glad being back in my hometown! Enjoying much needed quiet time!

Bèsame*

10-09-2014 08:32 PM

How did I become an infamous member?

JDeere

10-09-2014 10:12 PM

Wanting to get another tattoo!

firegal

10-09-2014 10:41 PM

M...

Sometimes life isn't so easy!

Sometimes life is good when it's challenging

Sometimes I love life when I don't announce it.

Kenna

10-09-2014 10:44 PM

Damn new pain pills with caffeine in them...all week my sleep patterns have been thrown off...now this. No wonder the bottle says don't take more than 2 in 24 hours..

Kenna

10-11-2014 11:53 PM

I should not have taken that benadryl earlier today...it made me sleep...now I'm exhausted and can't sleep.

Blaze

10-12-2014 07:17 PM

Visited a old friend on another site. Why do people post 5, 10 year old pictures? I'm in the moment now, I never understood why you can't just show you as you are now. Your still beautiful.

JDeere

10-12-2014 07:44 PM

Having to go back to Durant tomorrow, I truly don't want to go.

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