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A wolf in sheep's clothing is a pleasant surprise! Hooooowl!!
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I always try to watch the old Ruldolph TV special every year. It brings back some of those great childhood Christmas memories. Never too old for that. :)
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Trying to find peace within myself was harder than I thought.
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How i am finally feeling better after being so so sick and feeling like that episode may have finished me off. I've never been so sick in my life.
How life is too short to live with regrets How i must have more work to do I'm tired. Time for work. |
Thinking about all those ppl I cherish, and have lost touch with over the years.
And all the ppl I have in my life that I cherish now. Even those I may not agree with but love just the same. Love to all of them xx |
I'm thinking about how awesome my date went last night.
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I saw that Michigan house passed another fucking religious freedom bill that gives Christians the right to discriminate anyone that isn't christian (mostly aimed at Gays) the headline stated "Bill will give EMTs the right to refuse treating Gays". Seriously!? It's now going to the senate where it will hopefully die.
I am just so throughly disgusted right now. I don't even know what to say. With everything happening in our country at this moment, I feel like we have regressed 100 years. It's an extremely sad time, but also a very important time to keep on fighting. We can make this stop. That's on my mind. |
A man crawled into bed with a woman and pretended to be her husband. She played along and said she had to go to the bathroom and then snuck out to the living room where her actual husband was sleeping and they creeped out of the apartment. The guy still hasn't been caught yet.
The moral to the story? Lock your damn doors, people. Seriously. The guy waltzed in through the unlocked front door. They both could have been killed. |
Lidoderm patches...why can't they stay where you put them?
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How imperfect i am. Seriously, 50 years of fuck ups and bottoming out all wrapped up here. My life has been jumping out the pan into the fire, maybe I like the burning part, but I sure don't like the dusting myself off part.
How I make the wrong choices, but live with them, and should learn from them, not sure about that part, but I do move on. I am grateful for the help I've received along the way. How happy i am living alone, and need to stay that way, and maybe I should adopt a friend for dixi. How I will always strive to be a better me. Work in progress. At least I can admit when I make mistakes, I've had a lot of practice! How I just don't care what anyone thinks anymore. Life is too short and I want those who I care about to know I do. People who know my heart know that I am at least a good person, who makes stupid mistakes and is at the very least, good hearted. That I need to enjoy my peace before my sister comes to live here! |
Another beautiful child has committed suicide for being relentlessly taunted because of who they are. When is enough going to be enough!?
I don't even know what to say :( http://www.queerty.com/bullied-to-de...mates-20141205 |
I'm so tired of observations and mentoring - I feel like I'm being poked and prodded endlessly. :seeingstars:
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I have been stopped dead in my tracks. I've broken three sewing needles. I suppose that's a sign I need heavy duty ones.
That means I have to get dressed and go get them. No one around here is offering..lol |
This morning I tried to be nice and strike up a conversation with one of my coworkers by asking her if her house had sold yet. It had. Congrats was given.
She then carried on for quite a while about how stressful the process of selling the house was for her and her husband, how stressful it was finding the perfect private school for her son to attend, and how stressful it will be finding the perfect house close enough to the perfect school. All the while, I am nodding along. Then she says, "It is just stressful being a grown up! One day you will understand!" Oh really, now? Will I? Boy, I sure do appreciate this sage reassurance from a person who is ONE year older than me. I just bit my tongue, smiled a big smile, told her good luck with everything, and retreated back to my sandbox...er, I mean office. The same coworker has previously insinuated that until a person has a child, he or she cannot possibly know what it feels like to experience a fulfilled life. To her, maybe that is what makes her feel like she has a fulfilled life. If so, then good for her! Although, I am not so sure how fulfilled she really is considering that I always see her comparing herself to the only other coworker close to our age. A coworker who has a bigger house, nicer car, thinner body, two cute kids, and is always dressed up to the nines. For me, that has always proven to be a surefire way to make me feel unfulfilled and unhappy...by comparing myself to others. I don't do that anymore, and it sure is freeing. It troubles me how so many women look down on themselves or others because they haven't achieved the goals that society has set for them since they were little girls. It troubles me that so many of them did not even give these preconceived goals a second thought. Never even questioned them, just reached for them at all costs to the detriment of who knows what. Maybe they really are happy. I certainly know many who are! I also know some who just put on the happy face and go through the motions of what is expected. I feel certain that I am preaching (or rambling) to the choir here, but this is what has been on my mind today. |
How someone can just dismiss other people's feelings so easily.
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What is on my mind is how awesome this little community is.
Chatting last night and how 2 of us went back over 12 years and have now met in real life... How i can't wait to see everyone again |
It troubles me how so many women look down on themselves or others because they haven't achieved the goals that society has set for them since they were little girls. It troubles me that so many of them did not even give these preconceived goals a second thought. Never even questioned them, just reached for them at all costs to the detriment of who knows what. Maybe they really are happy. I certainly know many who are! I also know some who just put on the happy face and go through the motions of what is expected.
I feel certain that I am preaching (or rambling) to the choir here, but this is what has been on my mind today. CherryWine is online now Add to CherryWine's Reputation Report Post hi cherry ~ I agree some woman do dismiss the alternative and yet some are living there lives to their fullest ~ what I would like for YOU to know is I respect you and every woman who knows their own selves ~ as to what they want in their lives ~ I wanted to be a mother so I became one ~ non conventional ~ is it the only life I ever wanted ?~ absolutely not ~ I also achieved a career ~ as the ole saying states to they own self be true ~ enjoy your Holidays w/ your beautiful smile ~ spread that smile around grl ! ~ |
My sister's wedding and my high school 20th year reunion coming up in April and June of 2015, I have not prepared for this but I guess it is time for me to do so.
Gotta find some money to pay for everything for the reunion and get the correct fitting shirt for the wedding. |
sex ...... all night long ..... is there any other kind?
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Thinking....bagels...cream cheese and strawberry jam...
But damn it's cold |
We get to look at our new house today for the first time...
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My brain is a busy place....but what I need right now is to just breath.....my brain can make me crazy if I don't just take moments to just zen out....
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An airline ticket in January :ohm:
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Needing more opportunities to talk to my birth mother.
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the holidays are not a good time for everyone
For some it can be hard and isolating For some the financial burdens are too much no one really knows what a person is struggling with |
A big visit at work today. I'm so ready, but I always get that visit anxiety. Then later, I think, piece of cake!
Also, looking at the calendar and counting down the days.... |
The next International Jazz Festival in Panama.
http://www.pancanal.com/eng/pr/press...es/310-lge.jpg I'm also thinking about work, but thinking about live music is more fun. |
How much I miss a really good conversation :/
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Whether to risk going out for a pot of tea and tonight's meeting for the first time since being 'proper poorly'.
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The millions of bags and boxes around my room. I need to wrap presents, and unpack some more boxes to make more room. Oh, and I need to do laundry, but this rain, it just won't quit!
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With the holidays upon us, I've been thinking a lot about what the next special person in my life will be like.... physically and non-physically. What color will her hair be? How tall will she be? Will she have nice feet? Will she be funny and witty? etc...
I imagine if she is going to be special to me that she will laugh at my stupid jokes, find my sarcasm charming most of the time, and find me cute, even first thing in the morning when she may have wanted to sleep in and yet I accidentally woke her up. It can sometimes be hard being single during the holidays. I wax and wane with it. Sure I will save money on gifts but I enjoy making someone feel special in this way. I think about when we will find each other knowing that when and if it's meant to happen, it will. Wonder if I'll be single next year at this time. Just a lot of hmmmms going on in my head. Anyway, that's what I've been thinking. Once the holidays are over, I probably won't give this topic as much thought. |
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someone I am seeing... who is a bit of a conundrum to me... I wish I had a little window into his head sometimes.
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