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Do I really want to dish out all that money to have someone do something that, in theory, I can do myself?
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I wrote my roomie a "dear Jane" letter....
I'm thinking I should wait til I'm home from work to leave it. You never know who can be a bunny boiler and both my cat and my poodle are bunny sized.... But I'm looking forward to reclaiming my house and life and I'm getting a tattoo like on Xfiles NEVER AGAIN....like ever |
Lighting Candles
I'm up early waiting for the sun and thinking of someone who passed away many, many years ago.
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Lil buddy is thriving again for today at least. He is getting better at positioning himself during meal times, aggressively going after food, and pecking back at his sibling now and then. He's also working on self feeding which is amazing at this age. Is also getting better at distinguishing between pieces of stick and actual food. He is definitely growing well right now. There has been a lot of food today. Both crops are full and look ready to burst. Food comas should commence shortly. The violent attacks seem to have subsided. Been a good day. |
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Ack. Spoke too soon. Brutus must have had a pellet i.e. eagle equivalent of a furball that was making him more docile and sharing. Pellet gone. Brutus back to being a dink. Dad doesnt feed standing in between them. Mom does. Removes lil guy from being a target. |
Life in general. Knowing the rodeo is here soon I can't wait to go see Miranda Lambert. Then celebrating our 1 year anniversary near the end of March.
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How stressful I have allowed my life to get.........
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My finances right now.
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Back to looking at homes for sale ... that deal fell through on the offers I made, my realtor and a banker both commented separately "those owners do not want to sell that home"... I am seeing more and more of what I want coming out for market now. One is so enticing, all good - 14 freaking acres even! But the increased drive to and from work is not feasible. Wish I had not seen this one! *laughing*
Be so happy to find the right one and get moved. I am finding house-hunting to be a major stressor. (or would that be "stresser?") Happy Wednesday to Everyone at BFP! *smiles and waves* |
Over It
Do you ever have those cycles where shit just keeps happening? I'm in one. I wish it would stop. Maybe by writing this out, I'll break the cycle of one crappy thing happening after another.
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OMG... I can not walk in heels anymore! I just tried to walk in the new 6 inch heels I bought, this was not very successful. So he went on Amazon and bought a new pair of shoes that looked similar with a 3 inch heel.
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I've been having weird dreams lately. Last night I had a nightmare about cats and I love cats! I was swimming alone in a pool and suddenly I realized there were hundreds of cats downing in the water. :( I was struggling to save them and getting scratched like crazy, but I couldn't save them all. :(
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Vegas Vegas Vegas!
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My father will be turning 90 soon. :-)
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A meeting I'm having later today is on my mind. A middle manager gave me some guff last Friday and I gave it back right to her. It may come up in today's meeting.
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All week I've had tried to deal with three issues that, for various reasons, all couldn't be addressed. I am hoping that today--before the weekend begins--I can get some resolution and move forward (to deal with more fuckery next week I'm sure).
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Missing my girl. She is at a church women's retreat and I'm keeping house while watching the said rotten child.
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A bizarre dream I had last night about a young woman who deliberately, (or so it felt) encapsulated me with an almost magnetic gaze before hurling herself over a walkway railing to a polished concrete floor below. She landed with all of her weight on one foot. The leg was mangled, yet she smiled. As the crowd gathered, I ran for help. When I returned she again kept her eyes glued only to me and maintained her smile. The smile held no signs of pain, more like an eery achievement of sorts. Finally as, the EMTs has her loaded on a gurney I asked her softly, "Why?" No answer, only the eye contact and that smile.
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On my mind
My oldest kitty, she is suffering too much with allergies and I cannot wait to take her to the vet tomorrow morning and get her some proper medicine.
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If i ever win the lottery, I'm becoming officially nocturnal.
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The cleaning job I wish I could get.........
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I'm ready for another 3 day weekend! That's what's on my mind.
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On my mind
MEAT!
I have been trying to add more veggies into my diet so for lunch I had veggie lasagna and it was good but now I can't stop thinking about meat. A big steak grilled outside, a Philly cheese steak sandwich, and oh a french dip sandwich!!! Drool! |
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Today what is on my mind is the cleaning job I DIDNT get.......... Oh the interview went great and I GOT the job, but can't accept it because I would have to commit to every Saturday, and I work my full time job every other Saturday. I told that to the lady when I went in to pick up the application, and she said it would not be a problem, that they hire for every other Saturday and also for one Saturday a month. So I said I ok and filled out my app and thought all was good. But the owner of the company apparently decided to change the policy and only wants people who can commit to every other Saturday...... It was just a Summer job cleaning rental condos at the beach for a little extra cash, just to pay off some bills and maybe cut back my hours at the nursing home a little, to have more time to take care of spouse. It's not like I'm devastated about not getting the job, but I'm really bummed!!!!!!! Oh well I will just keep playing the lottery........:jester::jester::jester:
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Income tax return :readfineprint:
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The donuts in the break room
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Watched Nancy Reagan's funeral today. Mulling over what was said about her, who said it, the funny stories of stuff that happened that is not well known, and one of the letters Ronald wrote to her that was read aloud. Interesting woman. Interesting couple. |
Trump
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This years elections for President, and other things and people.
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The eaglets in NE Florida finally branched this morning. It is the human equivalent of learning to walk. It was a moment of pride to watch the two of them side by side in the V of the branch just looking around, practicing their grips, and practicing flying down (ok dropping into) to the nest bed. This afternoon, one of the eaglets found their way to a branch at the base of the nest which is a considerable number of feet below the nest bed. This is not a good thing. These two have gotten some amazingly frightening air while wingersizing in the nest bed. But, you want them to go up the tree or even with the nest bed, not down. Question now is whether its wing control and strength are developed enough to get itself back up to the nest. It has a full tummy and seems to be enjoying the view. Hasnt moved tho. Not sure the parents are aware of the dilemma yet. This happened in the Berry nest last year when an eaglet tried to jump to a branch that broke when it landed. Hunger forced that eaglet to fledge a little before normal but it was ready and able to fly. Not sure this one is. Hm. |
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The eaglet named Justice made it back to the nest this afternoon. After 2 days out on that branch, hunger kicked in. They winged/hopped themselves around the tree to get back in. J managed to "drop" in, literally, on their Mom and sibling during lunch, stole the squirrel, and inhaled it in about 4 chunks. After bonding with its sibling and laying in the nest for a bit, it is practicing flying up above the nest and back into the bed. It is also watching for the next food delivery. All is well in the pines again. :hangloose: |
Fish and chips,I'm famished gonna pop down the road and get haddock and chips from the chippy.
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...My family...even when we are physically apart they are always present in my heart and I'm sure Im in theirs...
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Wanting to play instead of work!
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Making a decision that's right for me.
My to do list for the weekend... I think I'll take a drive tomorrow. |
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