Cadbury Royal Dark Mini Eggs.....

the easter bunny must love me......;)


:chocolate:

Tis the season for chocolate.......yay!!!!!

Sixteen Candles...
 

...And, sixteen days till S P R I N G !!!

I keep having this dream of Kenny Rogers holding a wooden sign with the word "Future" craved into it and it is burning. I found out from one person that fire means renewal and painful reflections. Another friend of mine told me it is more like rebirth and sometimes letting go of the past can be painful... like the rebirth of a Phoenix.... but why Kenny Rogers????

Are you a KR fan? Do you know some one that is? Is that person trying to tell you something?

Kenny has a song called "somethings burning", do you know it?

Good luck with figuring that out, reoccuring dreams drive me nuts!

Having so many things to say, nothing that would really make a difference, just a need to spew.

Wondering if I'm doing the right things in my roll of caretaker/chore boy for my parents who are both terminal. I wonder how long I can do the right things for them.

Planting some new flowers this spring

Fixing up my shrubs and trees that were damaged by this winter's snow & ice

(((Ryobi)))
Bless you for caring for your parents as their end nears. My parents are elderly and live in the midwest. I don't know if I would have your strength to caretake them. Luckily they are in fairly good health. I know that the most important part of what you do is the love energy you surround them in. I don't know the details of your situation, but hopefully you are not sacrificing yourself here.

I work with families that have an individual with a disability. Sometimes having a family member as a caretaker works, but it takes alot. I usually suggest the family member share the responsibility with an outside provider. This gives the much needed break for the caretaker. This helps to refresh and renew. Take care of yourself too.

What's going on Ms Gemme? Whata ear, shoulder, hot chocolate? Give a holler!

Nah, you're right, always a season for chocolate. That's why we have 4 seasons, lol. Never have to have a reason for it, just a season.

I'm sitting here right now sipping chocolate velvet coffee from Millstone......mmmm good.

I vote for all of the above....
....it's so hard to make a decision with so many great choices

Yummy!
 

Because sometimes, you gotta know when to hold them and when to walk away. :blink:

lol

I'm fine, miss protecive!

Hey! Something to light up the landing strip! Woot!:dance2:

chemo sucks. and it is going to be a long couple of months to get through this. i hope i have the strength.

just need someone to go out and get it for me!
 

An extra hot, skinny, no foam latte!

(with cinnamon, please)

Lately my very first girlfriend has been on my mind. So long ago... And so much has happened... I smile at the memories and remember loving and being loved so deeply. Nothing has ever compared since. I was young and she was in her late 30's. Age truly does matter. We went our separate ways romantically but have remained friends...

I havent seen her in so long. Over the years, I have thought of her. And wondered if I would ever be truly loved like that again. And then my thoughts wonder to my mom telling me that she was a one of a kind woman. That I should hold on for dear life. That you only get that kind of a love once in a lifetime...

So life has taken us in different directions... And now, I open my email to find an email that tells me that she is thinking of us and everything we were. etc etc....

Which has me thinking, after all the might have beens, the pain and everything that happened in the past.... She could very well be the love of my life...

Gemme, you cracked me up with this line.....

Because sometimes, you gotta know when to hold them and when to walk away. :blink:

Happy Saturday!
 

:missing:

...........

Get a back brush my friend.
When all is said and done, it'll only help you not hurt you.

I'm thinking about gum...chewing gum, that is...
I've been trying new kinds...and finding kinds I like
that would all be fine for a regular person
not for me...
I keep seeing the new kinds of gum I like on sales...
I LOVE good sales...
I keep buying gum
even though I put myself on restriction, I can't seem to behave
today I came home with 6 more packs...
that wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have like 40 packs of gum or more all over the place... I keep adding them into my purse, and my carry bag and--well, it's out of control...
see how I begged out of the equation?--I said 'it's' out of control...truth told it's *me* out of control, gum control...
I have been going to the dentist 3 times a week for the past month...there is no end in sight...
I need a vacation !

I have been thinking alot about people and how they are just so rude and judge mental... I mean im 23 years old and every single day I hear from someone your not old enough for me to date or be friends with.... I just want to say screw you, just because i am young doesnt mean I dont have feelings or that Im not mature enough.

I knew that, I was trying to get your mind off the real issue. Perhaps sway you in a different direction.
I see I'm not helping.........but just know, I tried.

What does Tom wait for?