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How to get past certain things without letting it anger me.
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My spouse's grown ass grandkids and their ridiculous behavior....I love my step-grandkids just like they were my own, I helped raise them, I've seen their kids be born, etc. But I can't understand how they grew up watching their Mother and Father taking drugs and drinking and literally ruining their lives, and yet they turn around and do the same damned thing!!?? Did they not learn a thing from their distinctions childhoods? Now here they are Addicts and having babies they are not capable of raising. Nobody wants to hold down a job, everybody wants to have everything handed to them. I just don't understand them anymore...... My sweet butch spouse cries about it all the time and asks where we went wrong? She wants us to take custody of one of the Great-Grandbabies and raise her but I seriously have my hands full with my spouse and all her health issues. I cut way back on my hours specifically so I could be home to take care of her and still be paid full time, I can't handle a newborn. Life is just so messed up sometimes!:|:|
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My OCD brain won't stop running threw my check list of things to pack for my trip for the weekend
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How to go about getting back into the work force, I hate job hunting!
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My boss is out of the business for at least 4-6 weeks!!!!!!!!
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There just isn't enough time in a single day these days...... Feeling like a slinky that's totally exhaustipated....
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Food... need food... buffet time ..
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i want my teddy bear
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Anticipation...................
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For this great country called the United States of America, this photograph is a metaphor. Our need to reflect as a country, where we see ourselves for the next generation is a must.
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Serama chickens are on my mind! When grown, they are only 10 inches tall or less. I am in negotiations right now. I have already committed to one rooster. He is so adorable! I will post his photo in the galleries soon.
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it'll take me some times to appreciate that town
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How beautiful & precious life is......all the beautiful people in my chosen world of family.....I am so very blessed! |
How health insurance has changed over the years, and NOT for the better.
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The usual.... Job hunting and other personal matters of the heart.
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I thought settling my Mom's estate was challenging. I am finding getting the family grave stone redone to be much more of a pita. |
My friend/former boss offering to work something out with me after the holidays so I can start learning to groom dogs.
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Hy is, always. Such good feeling!
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Deciding whether or not to go back to the clinic or back to the er. Im tired of hurting.
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Getting through the day. I'm tired and have a foot wound so working all day won't be a picnic.
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Applied for a new position at work and was given a interview it is a pretty substantial move up and I am very qualified, just that a buddy is also up for it and he is one of my supervisors :| this would make me his boss :praying:
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My stepdaughter...........
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that i really want to stay home today
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I hope DC feels better. He had an allergic reaction last night that made Him miserable. My poor guy. :(
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That I am at a crossroads....deciding which way to go.....:praying:
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My dear sage friend
How is it you are so wise & always manage to help me see the straight & narrow path..and I do really appreciate your friendship over the years. I DO listen and think about all of your sagely advice.
You are almost always right on..and you have such an acuity on life & things & people. Thank YOU for being such an inspiration to me..always... YES, you were right...AGAIN......:hangloose: |
Need socks and a snuggie
How damn cold it is in this building!
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Him...te extraño...
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How nice it is outside.
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2016 was a horror show for me and my family. I spent the year bouncing in and out of the hospital before they figured out what was wrong. The required surgery ended up with everything that could go wrong going wrong. My Mom fell a year ago today which started a very quick downward spiral that ended in her death in Dec. My brother who had to take over her care giving when I got sick, ended up having a heart attack. So we all hoped for a better 2017. Isnt happening. What we thought would be my last related surgery was completed in Feb and all has gone well since then....except for a hernia which will be fixed on Monday. This should be a simple day surgery....I say with fingers crossed. My cousins grandson who was born with a congenital anomaly died in June at the age of 7. He was a miracle child who shouldnt have lived more than a month after birth. My brother and his partner finally decided to get married in May after 34 years together. It was the first gay wedding in their church and was remarkably well received. Now, my new brother in law, who is almost 80, needs surgery for a growth in his lung. He is spry and healthy but it is still worrisome. Thankfully he has a brother who is an MD and a daughter who is a nurse practioner who are coordinating his care. My brother, who tends to hold everything inside, seems to be doing okay at the moment. We are going to have to rally as a family to keep him upright thru all this. Now, we are saying, as a family, maybe 2018 will be better. |
I'm thinking about how fortunate I am, on many levels.
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Coffee,eggs over easy,bacon,hash browns,russian rye toasted with butter..coffee.:coffee:
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How incredible this feels.....so much joy. :heartbeat:
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The Munch... so socially awkward!
Daddi, hoping i can say good night later... My family and how much they mean to me. How good my life is. That’s often on my mind. |
i'm in love ^-^ yes i'm screwed
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Time.. how much time is left?
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