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RockOn 11-30-2017 06:53 PM

gayandgray
 
I am sincerely sorry this is happening to your spouse.

Kobi 12-15-2017 11:32 AM


My Mom died a year ago today.

My head keeps replaying the last few months of her life - the fall, the hospitalization, the rehab, the assisted living, and finally the hospice.

My heart says watch the home movies, flip thru the photo albums, remember the good times.

My emotions are all over the place.



~ocean 12-15-2017 03:08 PM

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Originally Posted by Kobi (Post 1186974)

My Mom died a year ago today.

My head keeps replaying the last few months of her life - the fall, the hospitalization, the rehab, the assisted living, and finally the hospice.

My heart says watch the home movies, flip thru the photo albums, remember the good times.

My emotions are all over the place.



(((((((( kobi )))))))))) I wish I could tell you that the emotions all over the place goes away but it doesn't ~ you just learn to cope. Every Sept. 1st I still cry like it was that day ~ I stay to myself and reflect, I was her care giver and all the days, weeks before her demise all plays back in my mind. I know you and your mom were very close . Just think of happy she would be looking at you at Christmas time happy that you have someone new in your life :)

JDeere 12-16-2017 12:56 AM

How my ex is going to react when she sees me for the first time in 3 months, I am going to be wearing a binder. I am kinda looking forward to her reaction but at the same time, kinda stressing over it.

Gayandgray 12-16-2017 11:16 AM

How commercialized Christmas has become over the years.

Medusa 12-16-2017 12:56 PM

On my mind: I spilled 1/3 bottle of lavender essential oil on the arm of my giant chair and it’s putting off some intense fragrance and chill vibes.

I don’t mind :)

homoe 12-16-2017 01:12 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Gayandgray (Post 1187099)
How commercialized Christmas has become over the years.

AMEN!!!!!!!!!

Mopsie 12-18-2017 09:07 AM

I am feeling very anxious.

I'm sitting here waiting to have a mammogram done.

My anxiety is completely irrational, I know it is, but I'm still a wreck.

My mom died when I was a kid. She died at age 41 from leukemia. So many people used to tell me how I was "just like her." They were trying to be comforting.

Unfortunately in my little kid head that got a bit twisted. I came to believe I was also going to die in my 40s from cancer.

See what I mean about irrational?

I know intellectually it's not true, and yet every time I have a test done my anxiety sky rockets until I get the results back.

So I'm sitting here focusing on my breathing and waiting my turn.

JDeere 12-18-2017 09:18 AM

Friday and im anxious about getting my binder in today....

Deborah* 12-19-2017 06:32 PM

What the doctor told me yesterday.

Deborah

Clyde 12-19-2017 06:53 PM

Cream puffs.

Bootsandheels 12-19-2017 07:04 PM

Wondering if after 7 years of friendship my best friend is going to let something pretty stupid break our bond.
Hope not...patience is not always easy. :watereyes:

JDeere 12-20-2017 12:33 AM

That i need to stop eating after work.

FireSignFemme 12-20-2017 05:07 AM

That I'd rather watch reruns of I Love Lucy than reruns of the L-Word and what that might say about me.

kittygrrl 12-20-2017 10:49 AM

pnw...........

homoe 12-20-2017 12:00 PM

What an idiot Tucker Carlson is........

JDeere 12-22-2017 12:21 AM

How im going to feel when i put my new binder on.

Kenna 12-22-2017 02:48 AM

A Cob house and Cob pizza oven and a Cob building workshop next April.

easygoingfemme 12-22-2017 07:20 AM

Snow. 6-9 inches today? I wouldn't mind if I had a day home but that's not the case. I really really really do not like driving in the snow.

Also, when I leave work today I will officially be on vacation and operation "finish getting ready to host Christmas" will be in full tilt boogie.

Cheers!

Mopsie 12-22-2017 03:15 PM

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Originally Posted by Mopsie (Post 1187509)
I am feeling very anxious.

I'm sitting here waiting to have a mammogram done.

My anxiety is completely irrational, I know it is, but I'm still a wreck.

My mom died when I was a kid. She died at age 41 from leukemia. So many people used to tell me how I was "just like her." They were trying to be comforting.

Unfortunately in my little kid head that got a bit twisted. I came to believe I was also going to die in my 40s from cancer.

See what I mean about irrational?

I know intellectually it's not true, and yet every time I have a test done my anxiety sky rockets until I get the results back.

So I'm sitting here focusing on my breathing and waiting my turn.

Just got the report in saying "no suspicious abnormalities." :) Thanks for the support y'all!

easygoingfemme 12-22-2017 03:27 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mopsie (Post 1188243)
Just got the report in saying "no suspicious abnormalities." :) Thanks for the support y'all!

Excellent news!

clay 12-22-2017 04:33 PM


Just wondering "why"?

FireSignFemme 12-22-2017 05:34 PM

The snow falling. It's just a light sprinkle/dusting, melting away as soon as it hits the ground. However it's still early, it could pick up.

Teddybear 12-22-2017 05:57 PM

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Originally Posted by FireSignFemme (Post 1188260)
The snow falling. It's just a light sprinkle/dusting, melting away as soon as it hits the ground. However it's still early, it could pick up.


We are under flash floods warnings and it is rainingime it did with Noah and the Arc

candy_coated_bitch 12-22-2017 07:15 PM

Christmas with my family. :)

Gayandgray 12-24-2017 01:48 AM

How many years my spouse has been sick and how hard the blindness is to deal with, how her daughter and granddaughters won’t get off drugs no matter how much help they receive, how the price of groceries, gas, etc is going up but my paycheck isn’t... Oh I’m sure I can think of more but my break at work is about up!!:eatinghersheybar:

JustLovelyJenn 12-25-2017 10:26 PM

too much food...

JDeere 12-25-2017 10:31 PM

How quickly things can turn around.

Kenna 12-26-2017 06:19 PM

A little farmhouse I used to rent on a large tree farm is empty again. I loved that adorable cozy house. I wonder if the owner will agree to deed it off to me?

girl_dee 12-27-2017 04:42 AM

That at some point today, i am really going to feel the effects of waking up SO darn early!

Bèsame* 12-27-2017 09:33 AM


JustLovelyJenn 12-28-2017 11:17 AM

My New Years Resolution...

... I just applied to return to college and finish my special education degree!!

girl_dee 12-28-2017 12:03 PM

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Originally Posted by JustLovelyJenn (Post 1189210)
My New Years Resolution...

... I just applied to return to college and finish my special education degree!!

That’s awesome!!!

Greco 12-28-2017 03:42 PM

mind...
 

a very cold place...

Greco

BullDog 12-28-2017 03:43 PM

I'm looking forward to the new year.

Note to self: Focus!

~ocean 12-28-2017 06:51 PM

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Originally Posted by Kenna (Post 1188794)
A little farmhouse I used to rent on a large tree farm is empty again. I loved that adorable cozy house. I wonder if the owner will agree to deed it off to me?

Kenna never hurts to ask ! Sometimes when u see a person love your property~ it touches the heart more than money !:readfineprint: enclosed is a love the property clause.lolol

Kenna 12-28-2017 08:19 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ~ocean (Post 1189258)
Kenna never hurts to ask ! Sometimes when u see a person love your property~ it touches the heart more than money !:readfineprint: enclosed is a love the property clause.lolol

Thank you, ocean!!
I stopped by his business/main farm today but he wasn't available. I had the nervous jitters while driving up the lane, thinking about how can I convince him to let go of a little house he once said he had no use for (except for the huge farm it sits on)

I drove over to see it yesterday...sad the last renters didn't take good care of it...but everything is fixable. Keeping my fingers crossed.

~ocean 12-28-2017 10:58 PM

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Originally Posted by Kenna (Post 1189264)
Thank you, ocean!!
I stopped by his business/main farm today but he wasn't available. I had the nervous jitters while driving up the lane, thinking about how can I convince him to let go of a little house he once said he had no use for (except for the huge farm it sits on)

I drove over to see it yesterday...sad the last renters didn't take good care of it...but everything is fixable. Keeping my fingers crossed.

maybe u can make a deal ~ you pay for an easement u would need to create if he wanted the farmland GOOD LUCK I hope 2018 develope's into a new home for you !

girl_dee 01-11-2018 05:22 AM

how to balance the entire universe.......

:thinking:

~ocean 01-11-2018 06:30 AM

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Quote:

Originally Posted by girl_dee (Post 1192172)
how to balance the entire universe.......

:thinking:

Gm((( Dee )))) when I read your post I started singing "I got the whole world in my hands " lol


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