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I am sincerely sorry this is happening to your spouse.
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My Mom died a year ago today. My head keeps replaying the last few months of her life - the fall, the hospitalization, the rehab, the assisted living, and finally the hospice. My heart says watch the home movies, flip thru the photo albums, remember the good times. My emotions are all over the place. |
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How my ex is going to react when she sees me for the first time in 3 months, I am going to be wearing a binder. I am kinda looking forward to her reaction but at the same time, kinda stressing over it.
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How commercialized Christmas has become over the years.
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On my mind: I spilled 1/3 bottle of lavender essential oil on the arm of my giant chair and it’s putting off some intense fragrance and chill vibes.
I don’t mind :) |
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I am feeling very anxious.
I'm sitting here waiting to have a mammogram done. My anxiety is completely irrational, I know it is, but I'm still a wreck. My mom died when I was a kid. She died at age 41 from leukemia. So many people used to tell me how I was "just like her." They were trying to be comforting. Unfortunately in my little kid head that got a bit twisted. I came to believe I was also going to die in my 40s from cancer. See what I mean about irrational? I know intellectually it's not true, and yet every time I have a test done my anxiety sky rockets until I get the results back. So I'm sitting here focusing on my breathing and waiting my turn. |
Friday and im anxious about getting my binder in today....
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What the doctor told me yesterday.
Deborah |
Cream puffs.
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Wondering if after 7 years of friendship my best friend is going to let something pretty stupid break our bond.
Hope not...patience is not always easy. :watereyes: |
That i need to stop eating after work.
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That I'd rather watch reruns of I Love Lucy than reruns of the L-Word and what that might say about me.
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pnw...........
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What an idiot Tucker Carlson is........
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How im going to feel when i put my new binder on.
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A Cob house and Cob pizza oven and a Cob building workshop next April.
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Snow. 6-9 inches today? I wouldn't mind if I had a day home but that's not the case. I really really really do not like driving in the snow.
Also, when I leave work today I will officially be on vacation and operation "finish getting ready to host Christmas" will be in full tilt boogie. Cheers! |
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Just wondering "why"? |
The snow falling. It's just a light sprinkle/dusting, melting away as soon as it hits the ground. However it's still early, it could pick up.
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We are under flash floods warnings and it is rainingime it did with Noah and the Arc |
Christmas with my family. :)
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How many years my spouse has been sick and how hard the blindness is to deal with, how her daughter and granddaughters won’t get off drugs no matter how much help they receive, how the price of groceries, gas, etc is going up but my paycheck isn’t... Oh I’m sure I can think of more but my break at work is about up!!:eatinghersheybar:
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too much food...
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How quickly things can turn around.
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A little farmhouse I used to rent on a large tree farm is empty again. I loved that adorable cozy house. I wonder if the owner will agree to deed it off to me?
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That at some point today, i am really going to feel the effects of waking up SO darn early!
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My New Years Resolution...
... I just applied to return to college and finish my special education degree!! |
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mind...
a very cold place... Greco |
I'm looking forward to the new year.
Note to self: Focus! |
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I stopped by his business/main farm today but he wasn't available. I had the nervous jitters while driving up the lane, thinking about how can I convince him to let go of a little house he once said he had no use for (except for the huge farm it sits on) I drove over to see it yesterday...sad the last renters didn't take good care of it...but everything is fixable. Keeping my fingers crossed. |
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how to balance the entire universe.......
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