If you really KNEW me you would know why others enjoy being around me

If you really KNEW me you would know how loving and caring I truly am

If you really KNEW me you would realize I have much to offer the world

If you really KNEW me you would SEE that I am always evolving..never truly the same day to day

If you really KNEW me you would realize that I treat people the way they treat me: ignore me..I'll stop talking, treat me like I'm a bother or push me away....I'll stop coming around.

If you really KNEW me you would know the more I get hurt the longer it takes for me to trust and forgive...but I never forget

If you really Knew me you would know how much I give to those around me...even strangers.

If you really KNEW me you would realize that I see value in all things and people

If you really KNEW me you would know I'm always seeking information and learning...comparing what I know to that information and questioning everything to find knowledge, even though knowledge truly can not be obtained.

If you really KNEW me you would know that the more I learn the more I know I know nothing.

If you really KNEW me you would truly know WHY I am always doing something: cleaning, cooking, running errands, on the computer, watching a movie, googling...etc

If you really KNEW me you would know......knowing someone takes time, effort, and for one to pay attention and see through unfiltered glasses

If you really knew me you would know that I battle demons everyday. Drug demons, depression demons and anxiety demons.

If you REALLY knew me, you would know how ready for a change I am! I'm not depressed or anything. I've dealt with depression in the past so I know how it feels. This is different.

If you really KNEW me, you would know that I have to have communication in my life or else life doesn't feel the same.

If you really knew me, you'd know it is past lunch and past supper and I'm still not hungry. So yes I'm sick, but much better than I was the rest of this week.

...You'd know things aren't easy for me either. I may not have had your struggles, but I have my own. :)

IYRKM ~ you would know to ignore the teary eyes ~ that I am strong ~

If you really knew me you would know I hate packing for a trip but love going on trips

if you really know you'll know that i don't like crying on people nor being hurtful but i've to be ^^

If you really knew me, you'd know that IF I tell you I'm going to do something, whether it be send something, find out some information for you, etc etc I'll do it! You can take that to the bank in fact!

If you really KNEW me.... You would know I dislike being owned, I am a woman not an object to be claimed....

If you really KNEW me.... You would know when I love, I love deeply & I am yours without the need to be claimed......

If you really KNEW me.... You would know I love my personal space as much as you love yours....

If you really KNEW me.... You would know I have a strong dislike for gossip or rumours, ultimately it hurts people & serves zero purpose....

If you really KNEW me.... You would know I have a soft heart but a strong mind.....

If you really KNEW me.... You would know I love cuddles & coffee in the morning, A yellow rose on occasion......

If you really KNEW me.... You would know you may hurt my feelings, but you will never break my foundation......

IYRKM....you would know that I do not let stress get me down. I recognize I am responsible for my own happiness. I also undertake the most difficult circumstances as a challenge and usually come out very well in the end (which surprises me many times). I definitely take the bull by the horns to get the dang near impossible done.

You'd know it takes a lot for me to give up on someone, so when I do it's no coming back.

You'd see there is nothing I wouldn't do for those I love.

The walls up for a reason, and seeing behind it isn't for everyone.

If you really knew me you'd know I hate to cry. It doesn't change anything and frequently isn't a release. I don't mind getting weepy at commercials and movies. I just don't like crying for me.

I can relate to this actually!

Crying isn't a release for me either. I like to sit and ponder things, that seems to work better for me than crying.

If you really knew me, you'd know I am the hardest person to buy gifts for!

It's not that I don't appreciate the thoughtfulness and kind and sweet gesture, I really do, it's just that I'm very difficult to buy for!



........ It's not you it's me.......

I love anything to do with the garden and camping, from pretty pots and garden gloves to compost-a sharp camp axe or nicely done knife, camo-gear, a Nanostriker Firestarter, a pair of Gotennas or a Goal Zero Venture 30 Recharger would be so awesome!

I have absolutely no knowledge of any of these items EXCEPT camouflage wear:blink: