still watching and listening to HER ...
 

https://youtu.be/4L_yCwFD6Jo

Her voice, presentation, gestures, facial expressions ... and the way that dress fits her body ...she is so classy!

just an old butch here having a fantasy ...

don't pay me too much mind ...

I am nervously awaiting my grade for the descriptive analysis plan I submitted last week. It's that "I want to know what I got but I don't want to know yet" kind of feeling. This paper was rough.

I forgot the Oilers vs. Canucks game was tonight. Though, I'm glad I didn't watch it. That would have been a painful game to watch. 6-0. Ouch.

I'm very upset over the way the Republican controlled Senate Judiciary Committee is treating the women who have come forward to testify publicly about Kava-Not's seriously bad behaviors and trying to shove this asshole upon the American Justice System for years to come: The betrayal, pettiness and overall scumbaggery of the GOP is sickening, maddening and an huge red flag about the general attitude and conduct of the GOP political party.

On my mind if the fact if anything, those idiots on that committee, SHOULD of learned from the whole Anita Hill debacle is that they should WELCOME anyone and everyone to come in front of them INSTEAD of trying to stifle their voices and concerns!

Orin Hatch was on the original committee and unfortunately that old bastard is on this one! It's clear by the views he's already expressed (paraphrasing) "I think she's mistaken" when he hasn't even had the decency to hear her testimony yet, leads me to believe Dr. Ford will fare as well as Ms Hill did!

I am going to add the word "scummery" to My vocab. It seems to fit just right sometimes.

However, I am not happy that you have to deal with it all. A shame that is.

What's on my mind all the time lately: housing and what the hell we're going to do because even with a voucher I am being told waiting lists are six months to a year. We do NOT have that kind of time as we are on our asses at the end of the year.

OMG I watched it too and within a span of less than a minute he went from NOT knowing 4 women who were splashed across the front page of the NY Times, to saying he did and they were ALL great women and continued on his rant to say they all told him they had not said those nasty things printed in the Times but had said all great things about him which the Times refused to print!

It's no wonder his counsel has tried to discouraging him from appearing before Muller!

I'm up surfing the net for a new hair do ~ I need a different look for the winter so I'm looking at pics, seems like angles and the piecey look is in, for the 2nd year. I fell in love w/ an Italian do w/ tossed short curls.

A weekend day trip to Sac for Cracker Barrel and exploring

I have so much to do today and I know I cannot possibly get everything done before tonight.

Quick trip to Home Depot for several items:
- several large bags of good dirt for new trees

- tree fertilizer with high nitrogen levels

- black mulch

- peat moss

- 8 pieces of 4x4x10 lumber

- 10 pieces of 2x4x14 lumber

- 8 bags fast drying sacrete concrete mix

- mayo from grocery store

- look to see if they have 4' long, 12" thick pvc pipe for my next little project. When I get time, I am building a rocket stove/heater from scratch. This is going to be so cool. :)

haircut if my lady is there today (looking like a shaggy Bon Jovi and it so hot)

Today's accomplishments made me believe I need to start my own business teaching other women (who are like my nieces) DIY building or repair projects. Not everyone can afford to hire a Lowes contractor to fix a door frame, or a busted faucet, etc.

I know a lady that makes good money teaching classes on how to use Dixie Bell chalk paint.

Maybe I could do something similar that would involve fixing, upcycling, using power tools, or figuring out creative fixes to a broken thing before they paint it?

Way too much!!! Everything from trying to get a new job to being head of household.

Why do people find it so hard to communicate?....

It's amazing how communication can open the doorway to understanding....

What really, really, really pisses me off is when someone assumes to know something but hasn't stepped a single foot in my home or life to even know a single thing....

What's worse is when someone who truly does know you believes in the dribble served to em....

If you want to know something.... Ask!!!!

Don't send a ridiculous 6000 word essay of your assumptions & not ask me the question you REALLY obviously wanted answered.....

I finished lesbian drama school many many many years ago... :seeingstars:

So after all that virtual diarrhea.....How much I need a coffee is at the top of my mind.... lol

Pumpkinshttps://www.thespruce.com/thmb/dqlAM...9cceaef301.jpgwatching them piled outside..i want(at least) one of each

Trying to find a new job.

These pumpkins made me think of this recipe, kittygrrl. You should make thius & let me know how it tunrs out!

ANYTHING pumpkin makes ME smile!

https://www.skinnytaste.com/pumpkin-pie-dip/print/

Pumpkin spiced chocolate c hip cokies
 

That I really want a huge ass hot fudge sundae with nuts and whipped cream.

That I really wish I knew what was going to happen so I could better plan for things.

~
 

I don't have many needs ~ but I seriously need to see more unity : as well as selfless consideration for others. lately all I see is people being selfish . it's been like a bad singing lesson never getting past mi mi mi mi meeeeeeeeeeeee. this one family is letting their father die ! out of selfishness. he's back in the hospital again due to family neglect. I never met this person but it brings tears to my eyes , I cry for his sadden soul. he worked soo hard in his life and gave his spoiled children a great life. he is an alcoholic, not mean but a drinker. i'm not making excuses for his drinking ~ I'm sad for his life. he always try's to make everyone happy. I can see their spoiled faces.. his face I never saw, I have sad eyes on my mind not fair...

JUST some FYI......
 

Wondering why my voice sounds deep right now. I don’t feel like I’m getting sick. I feel fine. I don’t mind a deep voice for sure but it’s strange.

Also my work is giving us the option to work 4 10 hour days if we want starting in November. But the draw back. Have to pick tues weds or thurs for the 3rd day off. (Already off sat and sun) pshhhhhh gee thanks. But still cool to have that option. Which I’ll most likely do.

The weekend is on my mind..... aren’t they nice? It’s coming

~
 

deep voice eh ? pubity ? lololol :blush:

I got an interview in something in my field (theatre). It’s part-time, so I’ll have to work 2 jobs, but I’m hoping it’ll turn into something bigger. :praying:

Going to another barber to fix my botched fade that I got 3 weeks ago. Then he cut too much off the top! Ugh but I can handle the ability to spike it Lol

Wishing this 4 day weekend was next week. I have a reunion on the island then. But I’m thinking to make the most of BOTH weekends anyway...lots to do before my trip (sigh)

If this relax and refresh body soap is gonna help me relax after I shower LOL

Im trying some things to see if I can relax these days.

on my mind ...

If any one of us were applying for a job and then things were revealed about us along the same lines of Kavanaugh, we would be dismissed as a candidate ...would NOT get the job.

This whole thing with Kavanaugh is so fucked up in countless ways, I am trying so hard not to read anymore because it is SEVERELY affecting my mental state.

On my mind
 

As a bachelor I realize that I may be alone in my golden years and that is kind of scary. I hope that I can find a kind and sweet companion to share old age with me.

If I get this job (which I really hope I do), I found the perfect apartment to rent!!!

Thinking how I'm glad I'm old and have no kids to worry about growing up in this new America. SMH


P.S. Some of this thinking stems from finishing season three of ...THE MAN IN THE HIGH CASTLE. That's some scary shit in light of what's happening in our nation today.

What is on my mind.
 

The entire way the Kavenaugh debacle went down. To have such a close vote for confirmation is alarming. That in and of itself was a huge indicator of how divided the elected officials were. That’s a rallying cry!

I have seen all kinds of posts about women marching. While that is fine and good- there needs to be a plan to mobilize and be that change agent we know we can be.
I know it’s not much but tonight I joined the Institute for Women in Politics. I think we all have to start somewhere.
That is what is heavy on my mind.