I need an IMAX buddy

:heartbeat: :heartbeat:
It's a date!!
Meet ya at the coffee house near the IMAX before the 9:45 showing this Friday! I'll make reservations at the Lodge!

How to keep my rice from sticking to the bottom of the pan.

My half sisters. 5 of whom i no longer speak to. Its the 8 month of my bio moms death today.

I know they are all hurting as am I, however things were said that I can't forget nor forgive.

Im the angry one, on step 2 they call it. The others are on different scales of the 5 steps of grief. Im the one that takes a ton of time to process and accept things.

I hope one day my 5 half sisters find peace within themselves and can own up to their wrong doings then apologize to the 2 younger ones, as well as myself.

...some people. Just...WHAT?
I don't get people sometimes...

*sigh*

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Walking barefoot in warm sand...

That was some heavy wet snow this morning...:cold:

Do people know what the fuck MONOGAMOUS means?
Fuck...I'm not interested in being your third!!!

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the Boston Celtics & Toronto Raptors tied at 107 regulation time ~ 5 min. of overtime ~ good game on both sides

crossing my fingers for my team

Considering deleting my dating profile. 1) I'm not getting any "likes" or messages 2) I'm getting unwanted likes from people that I don't want to see my profile 3) I'm seeing the same people over and over again 4) I haven't met anyone on these sites or got passed the initial greetings and actually meet up.
I'd rather go out to a club or bar and meet people that way. I don't know why people think online dating is so great.

Flying!
 

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I'm not overly fond of it but I do it regardless!

Figuring out the best route to the airport which will avoid the mall gridlocks

On my mind
 

Thanksgiving with mom, my cousin, and her family was fun. I guess that I had the day off? But I cooked and cleaned all day.

Tomarrow back to moving too many boxes. Ugh.

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Seems family's gathered more this year and were thankful .

Purging
 

Tossed out a bunch of stuff and it felt good.

Got rid of a tree stump that was the base of a table. Something left over from a marriage. Why have I been hanging on to it??? Tossed out that bad boy today.

Did not toss out the wooden love seat. Will see if D’Andra wants it.

Didn’t toss out the books. Will give them to Mitzi or the library.

Didn’t toss out some of her gifts. They’ll stay in the garage for now. Will toss them later.

Didn’t toss the plants. Will give them away and start anew.

Didn’t pull out the holiday decorations. Bah humbug and all that jazz.

:poc-cool:

Consulting with the oral surgeon this Wednesday. Can I last that long before opening the Southern Comfort?

Looking into taking me and the ex to a "RAGE ROOM".

There is one an hour away from me, called Smash Therapy.

Just thinking about this years Grey Cup game. Wondering why people in Edmonton don't want the Stamps to win, but would rather have Ottawa win.
Come on, let's keep it in the West. Are you that petty?

Just applied to 8 companies. Wish me luck that at least one of them responds to me. :praying:

Friday night...
 

I had a heart attack. I have never been in that much pain in my life. The cardiac interventionalist was able to place a stent in my a main artery in my heart. The previous one put in 2 weeks ago became 100% occluded. Please, women...if you have unusual chest discomfort please do not disregard it. Listen to your body. You know your body better than anyone else. My next step is starting cardiac rehab. It’s been a tough year with mom dying in March and then this event. I will pull through this. I have a strong faith, a good support network and the will to live. So that’s what is on my mind.

So much on my mind. I have so many appointments for iron infusions doctor appointments and physical therapy it’s insane. Actually I am cancelling and moving some of them because I have to work sometime and there are just too many too close together! Then there is moving which will happen in the month of December. Then there is my daughters birthday and Christmas. I need a few more of me this month. It’s very overwhelming. There’s so much to plan and do and I’m not a planner lol. I’m more go with the flow/spur of the moment. So this month will be quite the chaotic adventure.

On my mind
 

Sometimes I say things that I should not say but most of the time I wish that I could say what I really believe but I feel tethered.

Hopefully things will be looking up in the next couple months.

sleep....sleep is definitely on my mind...and with the end of the semester coming soon.....LOTS AND LOTS of sleep...:glasses:

I should NOT be online shopping!

Well...the puppy chewed little holes in my favorite camping shirt from the Aransas National Wildlife Refuge. "Life is simple. Eat, Sleep, Camp"
I wonder if Besame would join me for a road trip back to quaint little Austwell, TX (population 147) to get a new one? :eyebat: :eyebat: ;) ;)

I hope the puppy behaves while we are at PETSMART to take her to see Santa Claus!

I will no longer let any negate my identity or my morals simply because they disagree with them.

Way too much.....

That sometimes you have to be the bigger person to bring about the greater good. :flowers:

Job hunting as usual.