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hello planet, whats on my mind, i got the internet back, im living between palm springs and landers..... i cant come on often but i miss you all.
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upper cervical subluxation
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Wondering how you would get to know people better here without sounding like a fool?
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Closure ... grief... loss....
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Getting through this day.. In the past, i have had emotionally challenging days such as today & have used them as an excuse to set myself up or to be hard on myself .. Today i grasped at everything i possibly could and found ways to pick myself back up..i even pampered myself this afternoon, something i don't take time to do enough.. That shows so much more strength & determination than i've ever had - & proves such growth.
i'm deserving --- & because of this, i feel joy, all the way down to the tips of my friggin' cute lil' toes.. |
I get to be with hym in June...
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My life is good! It’s not perfect (that would be boring). I’ve got opportunities and possibilities waiting for me….I just need to decide on which University to do my Masters….nothing too major. I’m happy in myself and with my life and my choices….so why then, does life/the universe/fate have to throw in a ‘blast from the past’ to unsettle everything?! Why? To see if I’m really wanting to walk this new chapter in my life! ….Well…. I DO and I AM! Even if I have to walk it alone; no dating for a while, that’s fine! (I won’t like it, but, I’ll deal with it).
I will NOT succumb to those from my past who want another chance when THEY were the ones who walked away…. I said there was NO going back, I meant it! Why do people think/believe/expect to be able to come back into my life again and pick up where ‘we left off’ as if nothing has happened? If I wasn’t good enough for you before, TOUGH! I will NOT be treated like my feelings and life don’t matter because I have ‘it all together’ ….do I? Maybe I do! Because I choose to deal with my feelings and emotions and the pain given to me by others AND move on with my life….living my life for me! Don’t come crying to me when your life falls apart, expecting me to sort it out for you and pick up the pieces, because I WON’T! That’s for you to do….if you can’t, I suggest you seek professionally help! |
A lot of things really but mostly bills that need to be paid.. blah!
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Time
This happens every quarter... Classes are back in session and I just don't have the time like I used to. I don't get to post every day and when I do get to come in... My control panel is overflowing with unread threads and it makes it hard to post...
*sigh* I enjoy posting, its therapeutic, and relaxing... I will try to keep coming in, and just... pick a couple to check and post... I need this place, I just have to stop expecting myself to check everything everyday... |
new england
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9 days till I get to go on vacation to Maine and hang out with an awesome person! Ya :-D
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Heading back to work today. Been on furlough for the past week. Had some nice times w/friends. Got some things done around the house. Looking forward getting back to work, I guess. At least, I'm glad I have a job to go back to. But I'm annoyed at the level of uncertainty I face. My department staffing is at a critically low level and has been for some time. I have staff that's going to get screwed on vacation time. And we're all going to be working some long days/weeks to make up for the lack of people. All for a job that won't be here in July. I'm pretty divided as to what to do about the situation. One of my higher ups told me there is a job waiting on me when all of this is over. Do I believe him?
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Quote:
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Sagittarius: You might think that it's better to stay quiet now if you don't have something positive to say. However, your current silence communicates more than you realize because others can't help but notice that you're withholding your feelings. There's no need to pretend that everything is okay just so you can avoid making an emotional scene. Instead, be as honest as you can and just tell the truth as you see it.
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Some days sadness seeps in, yet all I can do is keep moving forward
I try not to process the sadness because when I do, it puts me in a depressive state of mind Work, eat, sleep, computer time and TV seems to be life these days Wishing I had friends nearby that I could do things with every now and again Heck, just hanging out and doing nothing would be nice Knowing someone is in the same room/house would make my day Can't wait for the cold to leave and scout out a fishing hole around here A lady I ran into at a store told me of a place I can river fish on a pier I also found out besides a state fishing license, I need a city permit, too :| |
I woke up with this song on my mind this morning and haven't stopped singing it...
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TIME
or lack of it
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Why do I keep beating my head against my desk? Because it feels so good when I stop.
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Bedtime! Nite Nite Planet!
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Looking forward to a great weekend! :rainbowAfro:
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