The sudden feeling of loneliness.

I don't know why, but I started pulling pictures of my family off my FB page and cropping them so they just show me and my dad.

Realizing that im still adjusting to how this year started.

Being right. :(

The fact that we can't control what happens in our lives or when it happens. Sometimes, you just got to take it as it comes and roll with it!

I got a friend request on fb from someone I dont know...so I was perusing their profile to see how I might know them. They had a link to a facebook page belonging to a ypung boy, Dawson Moore who was struggling with cancer. After a little while, I found that he had actually passed from the disease....I just think children should be exempt from all things horrible. There's plenty of time to deal with that stuff as a grown up...

roll with it baby!

My mom told me my aunt's prognosis today.

She has a very aggressive cancer in her chest, its in her lymph nodes, they are doing a brain scan to see if its there too.

They are giving her 1-2 years to live. And her older sister wont likely make it through this year...

My mother will be a wreck without her sisters.

I'm getting too attached.

This morning I was up way too early and thought of my lady I cared for before I left Asheville...

Her family said they'd keep in touch...they never do...

But I googled her name and found out she passed awaya week before I returned to Asheville..2 days before Christmas...

I'm veey upset that the agency didn't at least inform me so I could pay my last respects. You really can't help but love the ones you care for...

It was a beautiful day and I couldn't even hike...I got a tummy bug... :(

My kitten broke through a screen and got outside. Now she's nowhere to be found...

Marriage equality has been so long coming to us...

I find it so incredibly sad when something so hard to get is tossed aside like the hetrosexuals do. Unhappy? Don't try to work it out, divorce! See someone cute? Don't remember your vows, flirt and fall in love!

Sigh...my friends are divorcing, and now we'll have to choose sides.

Sucks to be me. :(

My doctor not having my MRI results makes me very sad cause I can't get any pain meds for my back pain. UGH

seeing 6 inches of hair on the ground... but, on the same note, shorter hair looks good and easier to manage


... all the people getting cancer lately. my uncle was diagnosed with stage 4. I haven't talked to him since he cheated on my aunt and left us all, but from what I understand he knows its coming soon. he's giving away everything and getting divorced. so sad.

My aunt passed away in the very early hours of the morning. She had been battling cancer for years. My cousin, Dave, was her son...and when he passed I think she just stopped wanting to live...

Worst part was my mom's voice. She's heart broken. She told me she lost her bestfriend...

very sad...this girl was at her engagement party...

Hearing certain bird calls....and even the sound of the hinges opening the door...sounds like a small meow...but its never her...

Thinking something was there.

Watching the news about Freddie Gray is disgusting. These things seem to be happening at an accelerated rate, even though the whole country is watching more closely than ever. It's depressing to think that the frequency probably hasn't increased, we're just more aware of it now. You'd think some of these guys would tone it down, if only because of the increased risk of getting caught.