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It never occurred to me that it was possible for a human being to complain that much ... But evidently if you put your mind to it, anything is, indeed, freaking possible. *grumpgrumpgrump*
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How good this decaf is with a wonderful shot of Baileys!
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I don't want to walk the dog out in the cold. But she has to go and I love her. Heck, if I can work out in it then I sure as hell can walk her. I'm just being lazy.
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Thinking about doors. Thinking about those who have held open doors for me quietly, held them open with a flourish and bow, those that surrounded doors and cheered me through them. Those that walked through doors without me. Those that will walk with me through doors yet to come to.
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About a hundred different thoughts lol :) too much to deal with today :|
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Moving. which means going thru 13 years of things, separating mine from hers, As I'm moving to my new home (hopefully next week!) she is moving back into this house I now consider it just a house, it has not been a home for a long long time. I'm not sad about it, it feels good to finally be done with it all. We plan on putting it on the market in March I hope it sells quickly, this house is the last link between us. We parted as friends and there have been no hard feelings on either side but I have still felt in limbo for the past year.
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So many things looming on the horizon....
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My moving day is February 1- my movers will be here at 8am, Ikea will be delivering my new furniture the same day between 1-5pm, and the cable/internet company will be coming between 4-6pm. So much to do still...
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I just found out that a close friend is very ill. I'm numb at the moment. I know I will come out of the numbness and be there for her throughout. But, tonight I just need to be numb so I get the courage up to face this outside of myself to be as good of friend as she has always been to me.
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mmm...wondering how your day is....what you're thinking of....how our kids did in school today....if the monster will want food soon.....
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Bruised, battered and tired. Damn!!! My job is killing me. Lol
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It takes a lot, but i'm pissed. My best friend,attempting to provide advice on how to dress for a job interview, suggests that I try to look "pretty" and wear a "blouse." First off, i've never blown a job interview. Second, i've never given him the slightest impression that i'm even remotely female. I'm pissed and yet, can't really say much right now until this job is in the proverbial bag, I have insurance and can begin transitioning. I don't throw f-bombs around, but this evening, I am.
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Death and Birthdays. I didn't realize until a few days ago, the 3 deaths in my life in 2011, were people that had birthdays 3 days in a row in 2012. Today, tomorrow and Thursday. Yes, it happened every year, b-days in a row. They're still in a row, none of them are here to have the celebration. Just feels really weird.
I'm still too pissed off at 2 of them to wish them happy anything. I love you, mom. Happy Birthday. |
I am thinking about all the stuff that needs to be done, im thinking about moving and hoping its some place where we can just settle down, in 4 years i have moved 3 times and i am just ready to find a place i am confident in calling home.
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My first major test on Friday
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Moving. Bah. It's right up there with death and divorce in terms of stress. The ironic thing is that I help folks who are moving and/or relocating in one way or another. It's my job, but I. don't. want. to. do. it. for. myself.
Bah. Luckily, there's less 'stuff' than in previous moves and, this time, it won't be cross country or even cross 'coasts'. It will be within a few miles of the old and new place, thank goodness. I still don't like it. The cleaning and sorting and filing and disposing/donating/tossing of one's collected 'things' is a tedious and long task (unless you're a minimalist, which I am not) and then there's the sentimental stuff. The stuff that you start to pack into boxes and totes and whatnot, but the memories are faster than your hands and then you're smiling or crying or both and you realize you've held that one photo for several minutes now. Rinse, lather, repeat. I hate moving. Almost as much as I hate the final cleaning of the old place, which is why we're getting a maid service to do that. Even if it eats up our refunded deposit, it's worth it not to do it. *me looking on the bright side of a very annoying and dark cloud* |
Just one week of not feeling like shite, one week where I can sleep for longer than four hours a day. If it was just having to deal with being sick for most of this year it would be fine, but I've got to deal with all the bullshit the british government's put in place to get all the wasters who are claiming disability back into work, when I've already spent years telling them that I would be working if I could, bunch of fucking wankers...
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I feel for ya,im up at 2:15am cause my back and hip is keeping me up with throbing pain.Im dealing with the medicaid system hear thats really bad about throwing more pain pills at the problem insted of doing something about it,the pain and spazzims have been going down my sciatica from mid back to my tail bone right on down my leg,it burns something awfull and I cant take another pain pill for hours,I try real hard not to take any more meds than I have to..everytime I take a step its like a bear is chewing off my leg and hip the more I walk the worst it is.I hope you find some relief from your problems,we all deserve better from the folks who are suposed to keep us in good health.
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What to do about my lost W2's. :(
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Ok all set with my W2's. Thanks everyone. On another note, I need help. I never ask for help but I'm doing it now. This is how desperate I am. I need something to ward off all this negativity and help get my chakra in line. I'd look myself but I really want to do this right. I know I can order stuff online but I want to deal with a real person who lives their lives with this kind of stuff. Just something on a rope to wear so I can stop having all these problems. Of course it would help if my mom would move but that won't happen until she finds housing. My year started off not good. I'm tired of being stressed and falling down stairs or losing stuff. Please help. I'd rather it be something made from a Wiccan or someone who knows that stuff So if anyone could help then thanks.
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