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Watching the Grammy's and looking forward to the tribute to Whitney Houston!
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I can't wait to hear her voice again,, and see her smiling face..And hear those words she tells only me...WIth the feelin I cannot replace....I Love You With All that I am and All I shall be..OOXX
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I can close my eyes ... and feel her closeness beside me ...
the touch of her small hand squeezing mine. Smell her hair ... I sense her ... the same as if it were yesterday. |
my bed is calling my name lol. good night folks
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I am getting Ed Hardy frames for my new glasses! OMG I cant wait! They are so HOT!
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I can't wait until work is over, so i can get my chores done then curl up, get comfy and read the first e-book i've downloaded :D
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lack of Monday morning motivation
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This headache... I have gotten out of practice dealing with teenage boy's attitudes. Guess if I'm gonna work in a shelter I might better have plenty ibuprofen on hand. :|
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If only I had tomorrow off.
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I should've gone to bed hours ago, yet I'm still sitting here trying to find something to distract me.
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That I'm pissy right now.
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Many, many things... mostly I am thinking about how vulnerable feels strong more and more often.
And learning about love... more about what it feels like for me. Which is self centered, a bit, to say I suppose. Not how to help others feel it or what love isn't but what it is. Like on the heart's list of what love is.. the what it isn't side is finally filled up and the light shines on the what it is part. And damn if it isn't crystal clear...just what it is.. |
looking for some real friendship
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I got an PM from fellowess mod on another forum, asking me why I hadn't replied to her earlier email....ummm....ooops! It must have been amongst all the other forum meassges I got that day and didn't see it, soooo, I hit the delete button them as I'd read them on the forums.
What is on my mind now id; how many other emails have I deleted from people and haven't realised because they got 'lost' amongst the other messages....I guess I'll find out when I get an email *nudge* to tell me, lol! |
Happy Heart Day brings lots of candies ;):jester:
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Certainly not that one false, commercialised, romanticised day of the year. Bah fekkin' humbug!
In other on mind news; positive change, open heart and mind...and Madame Cholet. |
So many things, I may be overwhelmed.
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So last night I'm back to work after a week off only to find out big changes are round the corner. As they have already sent tons of our work to Manila my coworkers and I wonder how long we will be employed. I feel blessed to have held this job for the last 12 years and two takeovers and had hoped to retire with them..but guess I'll deal with what may come.
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Take out chinese and a silly movie tonight with my loves and pups....
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I was getting dressed this morning and cringing about the 8 pounds that I want/need to lose. Then it hit me that if that's the worst problem that I have, it's not that bad.
A friend of mine called earlier and told me that he may be losing his job. I felt so bad for him and tried to tell him about his options and that he has support. But I guess if I were in his shoes I'd be in a panic too. So, now I'm counting my blessings and pushing myself to look at what's important. If I have the extra weight it means that I have food in the house and I have a roof over my head. It could be so much worse than a few extra pounds. |
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