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how good the house smells with whatever my sister is cooking down there!
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That I have no idea how I am going to continue working at this school for another year. I feel like I've landed on another planet.
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How much I miss my horse today. I know it is because I dreamed about him last night, paid his board bill today, and my "old man" (my 37 yr old horse) passed away a year ago today....September can't come soon enough, but its for the best, Florida heat is going to be hard enough for him to adjust to, let alone Florida SUMMER heat... so for now he is in good hands with a very good friend.
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starting teacher certification courses!
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getting my house in order is turning out to be a bigger project than I had thought. I've moved three people out, waiting for the 4th to vacate at the end of the month, redone floors, painted, purged 6 years worth of crap and hopefully I can have a decent garage sale out of it.
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What is on my mind is...
me not always being there for those that need me when they need me. Sometimes really and truly thinking how freakin' cool it would be if I had super human powers to be in all places at all times for all those I love and care for. Sometimes thinking that if there was just more time in the day to accomplish all that needs to be accomplished. Sometimes just wanting to turn my back and walk away quietly... Sometimes. |
how fragile everything is.
Last night one of my nieces died in a car accident. She was only a couple years younger than me but sometimes she just seemed more together than I ever hoped to be, you know? She was funny. She was fierce. She will be missed. |
Well I had a thought and then entered forum and forgot it. I'll be back.
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First of all - thank you to all who've PMed me. It means so very much knowing that y'all have me and my family in your prayers. Last week I was going thru some boxes I had stored at my sister's place. Several small boxes of photos. I put them aside thinking I'd scan them when I had the time. Today, despite everything, I decided I had the time. Photos of my mom, brothers, sisters, cousins, in-laws, nieces, nephews, weddings, graduations, and all sorts of family events - little and big. there was a rather large envelope of pictures from a family wedding - - in August of 2000 one of my nieces got married. It was the niece that passed away this weekend. I've scanned several dozen pictures - I'm going to burn them to a disc and store them in a fire-proof safe. I'll give the originals to family. Still a lot of pics to go thru yet. |
Hotel room for 2, tomorrow night. Little mini-getaway. Can't get it off my mind! Yaya! :-D
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Cereal...Someone has put cold cereal thoughts in my brain. Wish I could eat it. Also, what a wonderful evening it has been, even though I have not accomplished my goals today...
Tomorrow is another day... |
that the very best way to eat a potato is to slice it down but keep it together, slather it with xvirgin olive oil, garlic powder and sea salt, and bake at 400 degrees for an hour
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my dear little one:candle:
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Feeling bad for our little Chihuahua, Pixi, that she has to hang out at the vet all day so they can try to get urine from her - trying to rule out a UTI and get to the bottom of why she's been feeling so icky. Good news yesterday though, her bloodwork and physical exam were fine, just a tad dehydrated. I can't wait for her to be back to her silly, spunky self!
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how I had to apply for food stamps because I just cant make it anymore....... im ashamed to have to do it. ( no offense to anyone else on them)
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My Consultant didn't say what I wanted to hear, per se. It's not bad news; but, it means seeing yet another Neurologist who deals with my type of SB and the this particular issue associated with it.
I now await a referal... |
What is on my mind...
The incompetence of some professionals... The lack of integrity, responsibility and just the overall way so many just don't get that they are there to serve those that come to them for help. Have they forgotten why they became professionals? Did they never have a clue to begin with? Do they really think it's easy to ask for help? Are they immune to this sort of treatment themselves? I just want people to start owning up to their place in this life. Wake up people... We're all in this together. |
How I wish this shift was over!!:( Come on 730am!!!
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a shower
and the wall..........
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