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I feel u on this pain it's hard and deep and it is ok to FEEL it as long as it takes it's your process my heart goes out to u
[QUOTE=Miss Scarlett;547844]Five years ago today, at this very hour, i was getting ready to go to my Mom's funeral...
[B][FONT="Comic Sans MS"][COLOR="Purple"]Trying to wrap my brain around the fact that it's been 5 years already... Remembering how the judges, out of respect for Mom, either postponed their sessions that morning or excused the attorneys on their dockets who were coming to the funeral... Thinking about the different things people said to me over the last 5 years when i was trying to express my grief or seemed off in another world lost in thoughts of Mom. Thinking about how earlier this year it hit me early and hit me hard... A suggestion to those who have hurting friends...Don't slam your hand down on a table and yell "snap out of it" - it's just not that easy and makes me want to tell them "When it's YOUR mother come tell me how it feels." This pain is real...it's cold and hollow. In time you kind of get used to it but it never really goes away. Love, peace and light to u |
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My BFF's been really blue lately. I'm worried about her mental health. But I'm so overworked, stressed out and overwhelmed w/my own work and home drama, I don't have the time to check in on her like I want to. Thankfully some mutual friends are also helping keep an eye on her this go 'round. Worried, worried, worried. But hoping, hoping, hoping it'll all be ok ... eventually.
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his toenails were painted different colors..... he said he fell asleep and his daughter did it. i don't know if i believe him or not. :| |
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CIJS: I can't make brownies. Everytime I try I make rocks. Lol
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Wondering how packed the airport will be tomorrow evening.
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i'm thinking .. about realestate, starting a new buisness, and if i can handle all of it
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I'm thinking, I'm tired.
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This has been one incredible weekend...so much to see & do that it has flown by...The thought of being away from Clay for another week shouldn't be that painful since our most recent time apart was 2 weeks...but it is...This is going to be one very long "just over 4 days!"
Yesterday we went with Countyfemme & a friend of Clay's to the St Patrick's Day Parade down in Savannah. We met up with diamondrose & her g/f....they're some truly awesome folks!!! It was huge!!! We got there just after 6:30a.m. & didn't leave until after 4! The parade was amazing!!! Very colourful... lots of military, the Bud Clydesdales (omg those are some big horses!), Irish societies, dancers, bagpipe bands, police groups, firefighter groups... Clay asked me what my fav thing about the parade was...so much to choose from but like hym mine was the pair of firetrucks painted pink for breast cancer and the firefighters' pink gear & tshirts. Something else really struck home for me and that was the Relay for Life team marching in the parade. All i could think about when they passed by was what an incredible battle my Clay has fought and how i pray hy won't have to again. But should the Universe decide otherwise i will remain steadfastly by hys side...as i told hym last week...for better or for worse...period! So in a few hours Countyfemme & i will be hitting the road back to NC & i don't want to go...i want to stay here on the island with Clay...sitting on the veranda sipping sweet tea...stealing kisses from each other...listening to the Ravens...watching to moss gently sway in the trees...watching the sun set and the stars rise...taking a drive out to watch our dolphins...and just living a quiet happy life together... Clay, my beloved SSBP...you are the safekeeper of my heart and soul...the kindest, most loving person i know...i love you Baby and am now & forever your SFCT...r |
i'm thinking that insensitivity even in the name of "niceness" is still insensitive.
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Sagittarius: Your nervous energy provokes you to spontaneously express yourself before you fully develop an idea. You might begin talking with a specific thought in mind, only to shift direction in the middle of a sentence. Although this extemporaneous communication style often works well for you, it's challenging today to just let your words flow naturally without holding anything back. Stop trying so hard to say the right thing. You may be pleasantly surprised where your free association leads you.
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This past weekend
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Just thinking ......
could the higher power be a butch?................
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lol stone must be ...cause everything goes their way !!!
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LMAO no if everything
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